Super Trio Supreme has coming back!!!

The new episode of Super Trio Supreme has coming back!!!It started from yesterday. I really waited this for long time.

The new episode of STS,besides Eric Tsang and Chin Ka Lok.There are 2 new hosts---Louis Yuen Siu Cheung and Wong Cho Lam.Wasai!!All hosts I like.There are 4 Malaysian artists participate in the first episode.Eric Tsang even asked Charmaine Sheh's mother to go out playing game.wahaha^^ Although the games mostly from overseas tv shows,it still funny.I was like crazy people when I watching.

Do you know "why the male teacher all thin?"The answer is because STUDENT ALL SCARE "FEI LOU"(cantonese).FEI LOU=Fail!!!wahaha...^^


those who interested,can catch it up every sunday,8.30pm!!!

Finally have 'WARM' days~

Today I made a decision.I have considered whole night,finally decided to buy the electric blanket.haha^^

The weather these few days really changed very fast.It just suddenly so cold.Maybe is because I become weak already.I have suffer few days.Now already Autumn.I really can't imagine can I stand it until the Spring coming.I think to take out my heater many times but I scared later my landlord will scared when they receive the electric bill.Then gave up lo.But after I saw Myer sold electric blanket for $50,I just considered.I even took out the heater see whether it can help me during cold weather or not,unfortunately,it did not help.So I bought the electric blanket today.I only know that there is still have discount on the electric blanket.It only cost $35 after discount.hehe^^Anyway,I finally can sleep well today~~~

Days of being useless here...

There is few days I'm not blogging here.How are you?I just here and learn to become an useless people.Many people think I am sad when heard me say that.Some of them even asked me don't think of this.Actually,I was sad at first,but now I'm used to it.Don't try to ask me what date is today,because I really don't know.I just stay at home everyday and only go out for buying dinner.Now everyday at home just playing games or watch drama,most of my time is starring at the laptop's monitor.I really scare maybe I will blind in the future...wahaha^^

Rainy days

Is it Autumn now?Everyday raining here.I heard that Malaysia also raining everyday.I have no idea is it the sad thing always happen at rainy days.Or maybe the things become sad cause of rain?Don't know since when I like to walk to the balcony to star gazing before I sleep.But today the sky only have dark clouds,can't see the moon.

My 2S friends' problems still haven't settle.Honestly,if I were them,the problems seems easy for me.But now are my friend,I have suggestion but really don't know how to tell them to persuade them.Like S1,I can know he is getting disappointing now.If today I was watching drama,I'm sure will give the very cruel comment.But now as his friends,I know he is hard to give up.But now can imagine how tired of his heart now. What I can do as a friend now is just chat with him as much as I can,so that he will not feel lonely.And for S2,she also not good.Just chat with her awhile,hope that I can use my past experience to tell her.I know now is the hardest time for her.Just give some time to her,I think it will be better soon~

Just saw kz's msn nick.She put the sentence she saw in a tv show:"When someone faces hopeless,he/she need to stay calm and think.Most of the time,there is a chance at the corner if he/she can think in another way."I think everyone knows the thoery,but if think about this when they feel hopeless,I think will not feel so sad....

Hope my friends can let themselves off as soon as possible,stop torturing themselves~

Compare?!

Sometimes I will think that is it everyone love to compare,especially compare with other people.I think less than 1% of human will feel satisfy of what they're having at this moment.Always see people comparing all the time,or being compared by other people.I was also compared by parents with my classmates when I was small.Haih,I also don't know why they know so many names of my classmates.I was so unhappy that time being compared.But when I was in secondary school,parents not really know about the names of my classmates,they know the most are Woon Yee and Ching Mum.Or maybe they know my temper,so they compared less that time..haha^^ But now the situation happened on Huey.Sometimes I really don't know why yi ma like to compare.Everyone have their dignity,no matter he/she is clever or not.Everytimes also listen she compared Huey with Chet.After compared with the sister,then compared with our cousins.Will she feel happy after comparing.She just always compared Huey with Thim,always says that Huey not good as Thim.Sometimes she even involve me.Then I always use my unhappy voice and tell her:"Compared what la!!!"Then she can't fight me back.I really mad about this.I hate to listen people comparing,don't even involve me.Like just now in Skype.We are chating with 2 families at the same time.Then yi ma did that again.I really don't know how to talk.Last time I have talked to mum,she didn't believe me.I really hope mum can hear that just now.I really feel sympathy of those like to comparing.They are not bad actually,but always compared with the good people and make themselves look worse.Are they feel better after that?!If not,just make other people hate them,and left themselves to become alone,are they happy then?!

Whatever,it's useless I say too much here.I admit that sometimes I have same mistake,but I will self-questioning sometimes.I hope I will not make the same mistake again in the future!

How about you?Are you also like to compare?

Gambateh,my friends~

Actually I feel that it's not good to grow up.There are getting more problems when we grow up.I have talk alot last times.And today I want to talk about my 2 friends.They are having relationship problems recently.So coincidentally,their names also start with 'S'.

Let's talk about the S1,I closed more with.He is worrying about the girl he like.The girl always act different to him.She said like him as well but suddenly just disappear from S1.I know I also not pass in relationship.But I just as a bystander,just told him that give more time to the girl.It is not easy to forget someone who hurt her seriously in the last 2 years.I don't know what the girl thinking actually since I don't know her.But if she just think it's unfair for S1 if she with S1 before she can totally forget the ex,I still can accept this.Just now I chatted so long with S1 in msn,we just talked about this issue.I told him that their problem is he walk to infront but the girl still stand at the original place.Maybe this time he should move backward few steps or walk slower,so that the girl can catch him up.If not,their situation will become worse and worse.S1 like understand abit,not understand abit.I even told him about 10 yi zhang and 10 yi's story,hope he can use 3rd people's view to look at the problem.I really hope he can understand,cause it's not easy to find a right person.But he found one,why not give more time to her to get prepared?!

Now is S2.I am not really close with her actually.We live very near.Then I know she just ended a relationship last few days from my another friend.Actually she ended the relationship last year but the guy just asked to together again few months later.But who knows,the guy asked for the break up again few days later.The reason is he still got few when asked S2 to be together again but after few days,no more feel.WTF!!!There is a lot if accuses for break up we can find in the drama,but this reason is the worst I heard in my life.I think this guy should learn more from drama or he need to find the more acceptable accuse.My friend told me that S2 is very upset at this moment.Actually I can sense that from S2's msn nick.I always feel that she is torturing herself.She is the kind of quiet people,or can say 'lonely'.What I know is she actually has less friends,and she is the only child at home.Her friends not at Ipoh now when she need friends at most.I really worry about her.I have think to chat with her several time when I saw her online.Or maybe just pretend don't know anything just chat with her,but I jsut feel that I am not close with her.If I say 'hi' to her now,is it bad?!Then I just give up my mind and see how then.Those who closed with her,I think you will know who I talking about here.Just please send my regards to her,ok?

Recently like a song,I think it's also suitable for S2,I really she [Don't cry anymore]...

Yise Loh's [Don't cry anymore]

*伤心情歌播几遍了 你的眼还是红红的
Shang xin qing ge bo ji bian le ni de yan hai shi hong hong de
How many times does the sad song has played? Your eyes still red
生命中有些过客 现在不过多了一个
Sheng ming zhong you xie guo ke xian zai bu guo duo le yi ge
There is a lot of people passingby of our life. Now only add one more people.
结束了何必再拉扯 有些事总该遗忘的
Jie shu le he bi zai la che you xie shi zong gai yi wang de
No need to drag in when it's ended. Something need to be forgeted.
你听着听着又哭了 我明白的谁都难免不舍
Ni ting zhe ting zhe you ku le wo ming bai de shui dou nan mian bu she
You cry again when you heard this. I understand that everyone also feel hard to let go.*
#别再哭了 多不值得 笑一笑把爱情看透彻
Bie zai ku le duo bu zhi de xiao yi xiao ba ai qing kan tou che
Don't cry anymore. It's not worth. We just smile and look the love incisively.
生活苦涩 该他负责 他会后悔他做了这选择
Sheng huo ku se gai ta fu ze ta hui hou hui ta zuo le zhe xuan ze
The life is bitter and is his responsibility. He will regret that make this choice.
别再哭了 多不值得 失去也是另一种获得
Bie zai ku le duo bu zhi de shi qu ye shi ling yi zhong huo de
Don't cry anymore. It's not worth. There will another gain after lost this.
伤心情歌 不属你的 幸福不一定非爱谁不可
Shang xin qing ge bu shu ni de xing fu bu yi ding fei ai shui bu ke
The sad song not belong to you. We not necessary to get happiness from love anyone.
难熬的 会经过的
Nan ao de hui jing guo de
Every hard thing will pass.# Repeat*#
(爱错了 又能如何)
(Ai cuo le you neng ru he)
(What can we do if we love wrong person) Repeat #

pinyin
English Translation

SoooO Cold~

Today only have 1 word:"COLD"~After raining last whole night,the weather is much colder than last few days.This kind of weather is most suitable for sleeping.wahaha^^ When I woke up today,outside is just like 7,8am,who knows when I looked at the clock,OMG,it's already 2pm.Syok ya~

I have no idea why today suddenly think to eat KFC.I want to eat the popcorn chicken.Maybe of the cold weather!Luckily there is a KFC just few minutes distance away from my house.I bought a large popcorn chicken and a OR fillet set.I can eat for my lunch and dinner too.The chicken here really can't fight with Malaysia's.

KFC here really can eat for fun only~~~wahaha^^

Thanks,God!

Today just jumped off the bed when the alarm clock rang.I only found that the alarm clock really not likable but is a wonderful inventory.There is someone in the bathroom,so I just went back my room to get ready.Then went out!Today I went our earlier than my landlord,I think they quite surprise about this lo!

Is it the God know how lazy I am and want to test my energy?I went to Platform 3 like usual.Who knows,the screen in platform 3 show the next time will arrive in 2 hours later.WTF?!!I just looked at other people,they just stayed awhile,then used their faster speed running.I feel weird and followed them.Then I only know that today's train not in platform 3,but platform 1.Then I ran to the platform 1,luckily I can catch the train.hehe^^ phew,luckily my leg feel better today~

Today first stop of course Immi office.There is less people inside at the morning time.I think everyone is the same,like to wait until last minutes.I was asked to wait at level 1.When it's my turn,there is another officer again.I just asked her whether can take the course.She looked at me but did not reply me.She just did what she need to do.Now,I'm holding Bridging Visa C.She told me that I still need to wait few more days for the reply of Student visa.Just applied a Student visa already costed me $430.Before I left,She just warned me I cannot work now because of the Bridging Visa C,need to becareful!...Whatever,finally I settled the most difficult part already~

After settling the visa,I went AICL(the school I found yesterday).If not Kate(the officer) asked me,I just forget to ask about the expiry date of the Bridging Visa C.Kate called the Immi for me.Then I only know that there is no expiry date for Bridging Visa C.It will be effective until my Student visa get approved.Good!!!But she did not answer me that whether I can take the course or not.Don't care!Just enrolled.Today really spent alot,besides the Student visa costed me $430,the enrolment fees also costed me $1500!!!!

Finally can say settled most important thing.Really feel relax finally.Called mum and told them,so that they also can release abit.Did shopping at Westfield and bought the condensed milk.I have long time do not feel so relax while walking.Walked slowly~When I was looking for my lunch,I just found there is a Taiwanese food stall.My lunch today is the pork rice+pearl milk tea.wahaha^^ Honestly,Hurstville really a good place.I started like here already(of course still got a huge distance with Ipoh).Although the place quite small,got alot of shops here,and of course shopping centre.The most important is,got alot of restaurant here,especially chinese restaurant.There is still other country restaurants like Thai restaurant,Indian restaurant,Korean BBQ,Japanese restaurant and so on. I think I need some time to try every of them.

In conclusion,I feel happy today.And my problems seem settled!Now what I only can wait for the reply at home.

Oh ya,Sydney will have few days holiday since the Easter day..so,Happy Holiday!!!

Still haven't settled...

At first I think can settle the visa thing today,but,still not...I chose a few school from a long list from internet,think to go out earlier so that can settle earlier.Before I went out,I feel like I sprained my leg,hard to walk.Aiya,walked too much these few weeks,my legs really too pity la,especially my left leg,got alot of scars.

When I reached City,just went to the first school that I chose.Who knows,officer there told me that the course already full,the next available course need to wait until October.No choice,just went to the second choice.Luckily,saw hope there.That officer quite helpful.She said the course will start at 28th April.She scared the Immi there said about the gap.So she just gave me a offer letter and let me went Immi there asked.I just think I can finally settle,but....When I almost reached Immi office,feel weird cause so free inside.Then when I walked to the door,cis,I just knew that Immi only work until 1.30pm on Wednesday.WTF!!!I already not happy about it work until 4pm usually,but Wednesday??!!!Working for government really good!!!I think I can't blame the 'McDull' anymore for their laziness,cause even people here also like that,even more.If for other days,I will wait until tomorrow,but this time cannot!My visa dued on today.I don't like to become illegal..I saw there's few guards chatting inside.They even not looking outside.I really get angry of them.Then I called to the Immi helpline.I heard a lot of 'useless' things first..but still no one answer my phone.Tried many many times also like that.My phone credits left around $9++ before I called,but after listening those 'useless' things,no more left.I have no choice,need to recharge first.I called Immi there again in public phone.Finally,somebody answered me.I told her about my problem,she also asked for me.The funniest part is,when I waiting for the officer on phone,there is another Immi officer called my handphone at the same time.Can you imagine what situation I have?!What I received at last is the officer all went home already, but I need to go Immi office there at 9am tomorrow.Don't know tomorrow I can wake up or not?No choice.Just went back that school to tell the officer about this.Then went home.Too tired.When I almost reached home,I already can't walk properly,cause my leg really too pain.Now I just tried not to move them...

Aiyo,really hope tomorrow can settle all the thing~~~*pray*

Finally....

Jared passed me the modem yesterday...So happy now~Finally I can online at my own room,no need always stay in cybercafe.Online in cybercafe really cost me alot and I also need to look at people's face.Like last Sunday,I received a call from hc when I online there,I already tried to lower my voice,but still get 'warning' from the boss.She doesn't know her computer always hang,then network slow meh???Another cybercafe,I get mad by those local people who playing online game there.They just keep screaming there,and I heard the most there is 'fu*k'..Honestly,I really get headache by them.Finally I can online at my room,maybe it's slow abit,and also need to bear the extra cost if I exceed the limit,but,I still enjoy very much~

I'm here to thank Jared for helping me settle my modem...Thanks~

Another Sunday

Haih...Sunday again...Sunday for me can say is a happy day.It is because only Saturday and Sunday in a week only can let me ignore any thing and relax.There is a lot of invisible pressure make me hard to breath...

I think my family all at Parit this morning,or maybe they did not go back last night.My 'da zheung gong'(大丈公) has passed away on Friday.Chinese people always say that we are all very 'chemical'(化学).I still remember I met him during CNY last month.Although that time he can't walk by himself,he still look energetic.Who knows he already left after 1 month.haih...Grandparents and 6 jiu jiu them all went to Thailand already,can't rush back.

Aiya,don't say those unhappy thing.I went to try the Malaysian food with Richard yesterday.wahaha^^There got the Nasi Lemak.I want to eat Nasi Lemak so long time already,even wake up also smell the Nasi Lemak smell.Finally can eat it.But the taste not so good,still miss the Ipoh and Parit's Nasi Lemak...

Again!!!

At first think to apply the tourist visa and become 'useless people' here.Who knows after going to Immi office yesterday,spoil my plan.They asked me better find some short course studying so that i can extend my student visa.If not,it's a waste for the tourist visa...haih.... I really think I can release a bit at first,now after they are saying,a huge stone throw on me again!!!CIS!!!

Still ok..

I believe some of you will concern my life in Sydney.I only can tell that:"I am fine now",although I still have not settle any of my problem here.I really suffering this whole week here.Mentally tired is more suffer than Physical tired.I really understand this feeling.In these 2 weeks,I almost went to city everyday to settle my application,visa and so on.But I almost walked whole city,still cannot find a suitable school.I think about giving up so many times,just think to go back Malaysia.Friend just said that,living in Malaysia is better than Sydney,at least save more money.However,parents don't agree me to go back,maybe they just think that need to pay a large amount for the air ticket in one time.I can't blame my family cause I understand their think.Where got parents not hope their children have a bright future.They already spend all their savings to support their daughter studying abroad and they definitely not expecting that the daughter is giving up.In these 2 weeks,I just received the bad news,then good news,then bad news again.Sometimes think that can solute the problems already who knows it's only the illusion.Can you imagine how tired I am??If I become weaker and weaker,I think you can see my name in the newspaper already.Anyway,I hope I can solve the problems as fast as possible!!!


(Correction:My student visa supposed expired in 15th.I only know that when I'm at Immi office last week.)

Delighted Resukt!!

The election in Malaysia finally has result.I purposely went out yesterday to bought the newspaper and online.Erm..the result can say as expected and make citizens happy.Especially BN has lost few states(including Penang and Perak), and also our Mr Wig finally lost!!!Haha^^"This is your last time participate in election,so what?!!See you now still dare to say is elected from 'citizens' or not la..."

But the only thing I still not satisfy that is although DAP won the Perak state,but Ngeh Koo Ham still cannot be the MB(Menteri Besar),it's because the "RACIAL" issue---The MB of Perak
MUST BE Islam+Malay,unless Sultan approves.Now the opporsitions also said let PAS be the MB.Why like that? We always asking for change but now.....

There is a funny thing I have read. The original Selangor MB dissappear after knowing the result!!!Why is he dissapear??Is it any thing that can't let people know??I think only God and he know...

It's just the result came out,still have to wait for the details...See how then lo...

Missing

It's 3am now.Something just attract me to the balcony.There is quiet outside,no one on the street.I think people just fall asleep now.There is a light in a room next unit.Don't know he still awake like me or he just forget to switch off the light.Look at the sky.There only have thick dark clouds and few stars sparkling.Nothing else,even moon also disappear.Take a deep breath,the fresh air just make me relax abit.But my heart feel more sad.I have not seen my family for week,I miss them so much..Miss Nga always quarrel with me,miss daddy and miss mummy too...Before I come back Sydney,I always hold my mummy's hand when buy lunch.I just hope I can feel more as I can that time.I think she did not notice my purpose.Still don't know need to wait how long again for these.Last time people not always said that,no matter how long is the distance,we can feel each other when we look at the same moon.But now..I even don't have the chance to look the same moon with my family...

Cold~~

Now I am online in a cc.Why??It is because I still have no internet in my temporary room,no fan,no electric blanket.Although now still Summer in Sydney,the weather is cold these few days,especially yesterday after raining..I hate the weather like this..Don't know when I only can go back my lovely room in Ipoh!!!

Let you see my temporary room:

Trouble

Guys,there have long time i din come here.I just wanna say that i have arrived Sydney safely on 5th of March.However,there have tons and tons problems I have to face them.I cant start my new sem coz uni said that they din accept my application.Without an uni,I cant extend my visa which is gonna to expire this week.I have possibility become illegal resident here.Another problem is accomodation.Although now i stay in my ex-landlord's aunt' house,it's just temporary.i need to move next month again.So i cant apply any internet connection.I tried to find a new place that i can find.but...there are either too expensive or too far.i really hope that gal can move away from my original room ASAP.I sympathy her then who sympathy me??!!!I really hate this feeling.I just feel suffering now.I really think of just stop studying and go back my shop to help.but can i???my parents juz ask me stay here. and try to find a short course and job to do.They r right too..I spent their money alot.I cant expect more from them.I really feel sry since i so useless.wut can i do now???can somebody help me???