Does Happiness has Time Limit?

Human,really need to wait to grow up only understand what 'Happiness' is...

When we still small,we only think,if we can get what we want,that is 'Happiness'...

But when we grow up,only understand the main content of 'Happiness' is not the material...is the 'Love' attached with the material...

'Love' from family,'Love' from lover,'Love' from friends...These are all main content of 'Happiness'...

But,human always feel not satisfy...

Even though 'Happiness' always around us,but we still can't feel it,or just ask for more and more...

Sometimes I will think:"Does Happiness has Time Limit?"

Erm...I think 'Happiness' time limit depends on how we treat it...

If we just not treasure the 'Happiness' that already existed..This 'Happiness' will still leave us one day...Then this 'Happiness' can say it's already EXPIRED...

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Since the beginning,I feel 'Happiness' because of the love of my family and friends..I won't ask more from them...

But recently I feel myself started changing...started to feel not satisfy...

I know 'someone' treat me very good..but I still asking more and more...

Is it because there's a devil inside my heart?

But still that words,I feel 'Happiness' now...

Maybe soon there's some external reasons will block my 'Happiness'...

I still hope that my 'Happiness' has NO time limit...

Just few years time

Think to find some long time no see friends in Facebook just now.I found a friend and only knew that she has already married and her little princess already few months old.When I saw her profile in the search result page,I just '......' and not sure is it the right people I want to look for.I remember I met her in Chinese New Year last year.I only can say 2 years time can change many things.I still added her even I haven't confirmed yet.I only confirmed until she has accepted me aas friend and reply my message there.When I looked at her photos,I know that she has married and has a baby girl.Honestly,until this moment I still feel it's UNBELIEVABLE!!!And,the most coincidentally is,Ah Liao get baby girl,Pei Pei get baby girl too, and now my friend also get a baby girl...Is it girls born in 1985 will get baby girl this year??!!(Hmmm..maybe I should start doing survey regard to this)

Suddenly I just start thinking something....I really can understand what people always say 'Time will change'..There's only 6 years from high school life but still can find that friends have changed.The most common and obviously changing definately is the LOOK.Many friends have become more handsome/beautiful(Hey hey,I won't deny I am one of them!!!^^) I think the major reason is because we have learned how to prettier ourselves la...And of course there's some people become not so nice looking also(I won't say who here)!!! Another changing is STATUS .Friends start to become other's bf/gf,husband/wife,and some even father/mother.I always think myself don't change much but when I look at my friends around.They remind me that time really moving.My friend just asked me when is my turn.He said 'we are not small already' really make me stung for seconds.Is it?!We are not small already?!But I don't think how 'OLD' we are.If I have 60 years life,I still haven't finish half of my life.How can I say I am OLD?!I have no idea now.Maybe I should think what my friend's saying....

How about you? Any change?

Glad to see You 'Grown up'

Just msn with a friend who has not chat with for some time.We used to chat many many things last time but sadly there's something and someone cause I don't want to chat with him.Finally we started chatting again today.I really found that he has get rid from the past and started his new life with new people.From his words,I guess he is very happiness now.Really happy to know he is happiness now.It's hard to find someone that can let you get over the past and start a new life.It's harder to get the one who let you feel he/she can accompany you for your rest life.So,gambateh my friend!!!Wish you happiness always!!!!

Parents meet Parents?!

Mummy met 'someone' 's sister this afternoon cause she has to pass me something.I just joke with 'someone' said he still haven't met my parents but his sister already met my parents.(Funny when thinking of this)!!!

Waited mummy them online just now cause I wonder how's for today.At first I thought my family (around 7 people) will scare people,but I heard that they also have many people,parents,3 sisters,brother and 2 nephews also there...Mummy said they not chatted many things there,just 'introduce' family members roughly,talked about me and 'him' and so on.But the most surprise is when I heard mummy say I'm good girl wo...phew...never heard mummy said like that...she really wanna 'sell' me la?!haha(joking) And other topic,I feel don't want say it here lo..^^ Then what I listened from other party,she said mummy is talkative(of course,who in Silibing don't this leh?!^^),then she also said Nga very shy,just hind behind mummy..Nga,please la...don't act shy la...wahaha^^

Too bad,this time 'Parents meet Parents',we both also missed this scene.If not,sure feel funny when see this lo...right?!

'LAST' Day in Hingara

What SPECIAL day today?!Damn busy like hell!!!Is it more people come to night market or just because the next stall didn't open today?!I have NO time to turn around for drinking water in my first 3 hours there.How nice if it is mine...at least I still can see our work hard 'gain',but now...not only work DIED for other people,still have to tolerance when boss scolding.I really can't stand for the pressure when the 'biggest boss' standing behind.Everything she also kira as much as she can.100% HK people! That was a moment I almost wanna throw the tongs and ran away!!But lastly I still swallow my anger.Just think challenging my EQ lo...

Today is my LAST day in Hingara..Don't make it wrong.It is because Hingara will start renovation next week.And once it reopen,it will change to another name also...That's why...today can say is my LAST day in Hingara lo!!!^^

Who says M'sia singer bad?!

Always heard that "How bad is M'sia singer" and so on...and most of them is said by Malaysian ourselves.Sometimes really angry when heard people saying that.Actually M'sia got a lot of great singers.The earliest we have Eric Woo,Michael Wong,A-Niu,Fish Leong and now we have Nicholas Teo,Gary Cao,Eric Lim,Karen Kong,Meeia Foo and so on....How many people can ignore their strength?!

There is few articles this week said that M'sia singers have won at overseas.Like the [ICNT Singing Championship],our YOKE has compete 10++ contestants and won.Another 2 representatives also went to top 8 and top 5.Oh ya,the other top2 although is represented Melbourne,she also from M'sia too.And today's news,our Vick PK in [Asian Millionstar],HK,he competed Adason Lo.Who said M'sia singers lose when go overseas?!^^

Yoke in [ICNT Singing Championship]

Vick @ [Asian Millionstar]

Vick and Adason

Very NOT NICE Bak Kut Teh

I think there is very less Malaysian never try Bak Kut Teh before.I read that M'sia government intent to apply Bak Kut Teh as M'sia's special and make there is some dispute between S'pore and M'sia.It sounds like not my business.I just care whether I can eat or not.I was tried many Bak Kut Teh here also..but all cooked with spices...although still not really exactly home taste,still feel satisfied after eating that.

Today suddenly feel like wanna try [First Taste].'Someone' even purposely came here to accompany me just for my 1 word..(really feel little touching la...)We ordered the rice we used to eat and tried the newly food---Bak Kut Teh.But the only conclusion is----SUPER DISAPPOINTED!!!Can say is not our favourite taste if in good words,or is really DISGUSTING!!The taste is like the bitter soup we have eaten last time,and put some mushrooms,pork into it,so they called Bat Kut Teh.I have no idea whether HK style Bak Kut Teh is like that.I only know that I WOULD NEVER TRY AGAIN!!!

Bak Kut Teh+ Rice ($18.80)...The other is the newly chicken wings($3)..

Lost my appetite...

Range Hood in 30 years AGO

I already live in this house more than a year.Besides my landlords went back China last time,I merely step into kitchen.Today I found a indifferent thing---see the real look of the range hood in my kitchen FINALLY!!!Don't think I am 'siao'..Since I moved in,the range hood just wrapped by cling wrap and I never got chance why.I guess they took the cling wrap off is because they wanna replace a new range hood.Then they can sell this unit for the higher price(haih...headache when I think of this).I heard that this unit already 30++ years so means that the range hood also 30++ years old lo...Have you see the 30 years Range Hood??

See the button can guess its age...

The most classic is the engine lo...haha

Can See X'mas Decorations already..

There's long time didn't shopping.Today Doris asked me whether go shopping.Just to relax lo...It's still have 2++ months to Christmas.But here already can see the Christmas decorations everywhere.The Myer Christmas decorations quite nice but the price is ‘NICER'!!I won't buy any before I get my own home lo...

HATE

HATE I need to wake up early today...

HATE I'm still feeling down today...

HATE it's still rain in such a winter weather...

HATE I still need to stand outside working even I am exhausted physically and psychically...

HATE the terrible scene happened again...

HATE it...

What's happened??

I really don't like to come here today...but lastly...I still have no choice to write here.Yee,why I just cannot reach your phone?We both know we are the 1st people come to mind when wanna share something.But I can't reach you now...And when I checked the phone book,I only realize that NOBODY else that I can share my sadness.So,I just hold the tears and called to mummy.Just wanna to hear their voice now...I think mummy didn't realize that my voice has changed...It's good...I don't want to make her worry also...

'WHAT's HAPPENED ACTUALLY?' I tried to ask myself many many time.Sorry,I admit that I'm obtuse;Sorry,I admit that I still finding what's happened;Sorry,I still keep asking even I know YOU don't wanna say...and many SORRY....I have long time don't stare at the screen like now...just to wait your answer..But unfortunately I still haven't get the answer until this moment.I guess YOU already fall asleep.Even I just staring at the screen also won't get any answer...

I only wrote 'If HONEST brings guilty,should I choose to continue be honest?' few days ago.But now,I do really hope that you can tell me honestly what I've done to make you unhappy.At least I won't do the same thing if I know.But now...

Done,tears coming out already.I also want like this.Tze Yeen,cry as much as you can!!Then just get a good sleep when get tired.If not,you will only think the nonsense...

IF

I think,the words we say the most...

Besides 'I Don't Know',there is 'IF'...

'IF' I were xxx,'IF' I can xxx...

There is so much 'IF' in our lives,but how many 'IF' will become truth?!

Too much 'IF' will make us feel tired...

But just because of 'IF',there only have HOPE in our lives...

Found the thing

Sun after the raining is warmer...

Smile after crying is prettier...

Sweet word after quarreling is sweeter...

Things get back after losing is more precious...

Honest

HONEST,can bring guilty...

HONEST,can bring heart break...

When I heard you said you feel guilty,I feel guilty too...

I know you will feel bad,but why I still choose HONEST to write down my feeling?!

Why I just can't hide all my feeling inside my heart?!

If HONEST will bring guilty,then should I choose to continue be HONEST?!

P.S I Love You (P.S 我爱你)

我想要成为你的眼
把最美的风景
收进你的心中
我想要成为你的手
好让我 从现在到以後
占有你温柔 一刻不放过
恨不得把明天没收
让你永远不会变动
专注的爱着我
我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得 我们那么爱过
我要替你收集笑容
怕未来 快乐变得贵重
要是少了我 你有多寂寞
太阳不会放弃天空
哪怕你不再属於我
我会在不同的窗口 给你拥抱
我忘不掉 你第一次吻我

This week 'roomies'

It's DAYLIGHT SAVINGS again today!!!Means it's 3 hours ahead from M'sia time from now on.Today wake up at 2pm.Did not sleep well last night,just keep coughing.Today is COUGHING+FLU!!!Feel no appetite whole day.Haih...But normally flu is the last step in 'sick process',so I think should be recovered in coming days.

Ok,let's introduce my this week new 'roomies' !!'Someone' said after collect whole set of McDull,he will stop for temporary.After today,he really need to 'stop' for temporary lo...So,I think I will not have new 'roomies' after today lo...

"I can go travel with masters and you can't...Don't jealous!!!haha"

Lastly,is 'someone' 's last before stop temporary:

You all say they look like me or not la??!!!They are much cuter than me!!!^^

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Once again prove that every time I sick you also not here.Actually I waiting you can notice my msn pm since you online just now and ask me how I feel.But until now,you still have nothing to ask,maybe you just don't see it.I feel disappointed actually.But I know I can't blame you anythings since you have worked busily these 2 days and I know how tired you are.So...just let it be!!Actually I have confused whether write my feeling down here.I know you will get hard feeling if I tell you this so I just think to write it here...Although I know you still feel bad if you read here.Just think a sick people talking here la....

Tze Yeen,You have to learn UNDERSTANDING!!!!

Moon Cake Festival without MOON

Since last night it's finally raining.It's nice.I rather it's raining than the dust storm.Really feel don't want to wake up in this weather.But Doris asked me go singing k as celebrating our Moon Cake Festival.Of course I want to go.^^

How can we celebrating Moon Cake Festival without moon cake?!We just purposely went Market City there and bought a few mini moon cake and planned to 'curi-curi' bring it to sing K.It's already Moon Cake Festival today and the moon cake just having sales(actually just less very little) today.We can see a lot people still buying there.

Today is long weekend here.The k rooms are full and we have to wait 20 minutes only have room for us.We sang many old songs(seldom listening new songs recently) today.We still feel not enough after singing 3 hours.Doris even brought her 'songs list'.So Geng!!!!^^ Today my voice is not so good since I just have sore throat last 2 days and now coughing.But still sang many songs...

Our moon cakes today~~

After that,we went WAGAYA for dinner.Jared said we can't booking after 8pm so Doris and I just went in and put our name in waiting list.The guy told us that we have to wait 45 minutes but actually not that much la...We just sat down for minutes and Jared arrived.We just ordered some food and drink and started chatting.Although can't celebrate with family,it's still nice to have friend gather together and chat.

"Hey,I want to order this!!!"

Eel CHAZUKE

Rainbow Roll

Fruit Liqueur--KABOSU lichiko with Soda,12% of Alcohol...

Doris and her Aquamarine

Jared and his Pearl

Jared looks Giant to me...

This 2 very MATCH today!!!^^ (I just purposely say now...if I say just now,sure they don't want to take photo already)

After dinner,I just went back Hingara to get my 'surprises'.It's almost 9pm and still full of customers there.Everyone is busy and some have to do not their job.Luckily I no need to work at Saturday night!!!Phew~~~

The time is still early.Jared just suggested to have coffee in Gloria Jeans since there is no moon for us in this Moon Cake Festival(CIS!!!I Hate RAINING in this festival).Then we only went back.

Called back just now and mummy said they all stay overnight at grandpa's house.I heard there's so many sound there.I wish I can join them there...I already forget how many years I did not go back,playing candles and tanglung with cousins.

Haih...This Moon Cake Festival,no moon,no family,no lover(he has to work today),I only can wish our heart can together~~~~

Happy Moon Cake Festival,Every one!!!!!

Pork Belly=Crispy Skin Pork?!

This month Star City's special is called 'Pork Belly'.We just wondering what is Pork Belly and think to have a try.After seeing the meal,we only know that Pork Belly is just the 'crispy skin pork'(烧肉).And its skin not crispy also.Cis!!!And the sour salad....yer....



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Mcdull:"Don't know you excited for what?!" haha^^