Saturday, May 31, 2008

Very late for exam

Don't know what happened today.I have set many alarm but not even heard any of them.The worst thing is,today is my exam.Yesterday still joking with Yazi and said late a little bit doesn't matter.Who knows,today I late for so long.Having exam at 10am,but there is already 9.43am when I wake up.I use less than 10 minutes to prepare and go out.Think can run to train station,but maybe walked too much yesterday.I can't run today.No choice,I only can walk as fast as I can.But my bad luck haven't finished.When I reached the train station,the train only came at 18 minutes after.When it arrived,it's already 10++am.Today definately late,and very late.Thanks Mr Khan is very kind enough.But the funny thing is,still have people later than me....

Countdown quietly: 4 days~

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Almost no room!!

Big news!!!Just now mummy told me that my Ipoh room's aircond almost explode because of thundering on Monday!!!That time mummy and Nga still in Klang.Luckily daddy was just back home that time.He found something weird and rushed to my room.Then only avoid the explosion.Thanks God!!!Mummy said now my room got black shadow on wall.Haih...not only this,mummy said now those electricity appliances also start shocking.Mummy said she will find Ah Wai biao jiu jiu tomorrow to check.Hope everything can settle as soon as possible~

5.28,it's time for countdowning...Weird,last time I already start countdowning in earlier time.But this year,I really don't hope next week arriving.haih....just countdown quietly : 7 days~

Monday, May 26, 2008

Feel better~

Just upset for few days,today can say is better.Just finish watching [Super Trio Show],really feel better....

Mummy and Nga followed 7 yee them went Klang for vocation.Tomorrow only go back Ipoh.Don't know how is their vocation..Don't know daddy can stay in shop alone or not..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Still moody...

I am still moody today..But I still can hide my mood well in front of people.I always think that I can be nominated as 'The Best Actress'.Others always cannot know that my actual feeling.Haih...If I no need go to school and also promised people go working,I will not go out today.I can't imagine I have a moment that do not want to see anyone.

There is something I never imagine.That is today I went for work as Yazi.Who knows,the manager--Kelly asked for my phone number.She wanted me to work as myself.Last time I heard Yazi talking about Kelly.So I have prepared to face her.But I only know that today is her birthday.Her mood is quite good today.So today she treated me quite good gua...However,I admit that I got shout loudly,but she still came and asked me shouting,not just standing there.There is another thing is there is a customer came alone.Then he wanted to sit inside.I have not seen any empty table for 1 people.So I just guided him to a bigger table.Who knows,the result is,I get blamed by many people.They even just said me in front of other customers, like scolding me.Those who not understand Cantonese will think we having a fight.If today I am the customer,I think I will leave the place.I won't care how nice the food is.I already have bad mood today,now even worse,but luckily I still can control my tears!!!

When I am working,Kelly suddenly came and asked me can I work until 9pm.I really don't know how to answer her.Then she just thought I agreed.She also asked me can I work the night shift next time.I said better not.I really don't like to go back at night.Then I just told her that my landlord does not like I go back at night.Then she just said:"Actually,move to city is better...".I really think to speak out those dirty words.Who don't know this is truth.But the rent in City is so expensive.I won't stupid like that.Yazi came to get her salary after her work.She also surprised when she knew that I need to work until night.She said she can do the night shift if I don't want.For me,I have no comment about this.But Kelly not allowed.Then Yazi just went home and I keep working lo...

Today the time really slow.Around 4.20pm,Kelly came with smile and told me that she has seem the wrong schedule.Actually I can go back at 4pm.Then tomorrow only work until 9pm.I was like '.....' WTF!!!I have stand 10-20 minutes extra.Although they asked me to stay to celebrate Kelly's birthday after worked,I still feel angry.But...What can I do???

Reached home at 6++pm.So tired.Think to call back after taking a short nap.Who knows,mummy called me when I still napping.She asked me how's my work.I know I am not good when talking with her,and even said I don't want to work.I think mummy get angry.I also told her about my uni thing.I think she is regret to have this call.Why I am like that??I already so regret but still wanna talk with her rudely.Wong Tze Yeen,you need to make people angry until when???

Friday, May 23, 2008

Wanna be alone

Actually what day is today???Is it the chinese calender said today 5.23 is a super bad day for Wong Tze Yeen??!!!From morning till now,nothing good happened,such as feel headache today,then rather do not go to school.

My mood is super duper bad now.I really think to cry it out now,but if I cry,will the result gonna be different?!I just received email from UTS.It stated that my application for the coming semester is fail.It did not state the reason.I feel like now I died without knowing the reason.I can't remember how many times I have cried,how many times feel hurt,how many times feel regret, just because of uni's things...

I won't blame my parents because I know they did not blame me too.I only can blame myself,and also God lo...God,why you just make me as the stupid girl since I borned,no matter how hardworking I am also get the bad results.Then my parents won't put so high hope on me.I also won't put hope on myself.Why you not put me in a very very poor family,poor until can't support me study the basic education.Then I won't get chance to study,so I do not have chance to dissapoint my parents.You just put me in a not-so-rich family,but still can support me to study in uni.Why???Why???Why??? Start from kindergarden,then primary and secondary school,I am not so clever people but still can get the result above average.These made my parents get higher hope on me.My self-esteem also getting higher.But when I started studying in uni,my nightmare just began.Fail again and again,my self-esteem also get hurt again and again.The thing I don't want to see the most is,the dissapointment of my parents.When I see them do not speak out their hurt and still wanna console me,I feel more sad.Where got parents do not hope their children can get the good future??Nga alreadys said she does not like study,now daddy and mummy just put all of their hope on me.Not only them,still have grandpa,grandma,they also put all their hopes on the eldest grandchild---Me.They don't know that all of their hopes just the invisible pressure to me.Sometimes I really jealous Nga.She always get the bad result and doesn't like study.She won't have the pressure like me.Nga,can I change with you??

Now besides crying,I really don't know what can I do.I even do not have enough courage to tell parents about this.If death can solve everything,I think I will choose to die.However,I know it can't,so you all not to worry.I will not choose that...

Now I only want to be alone,Sorry~~~~

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Jewelry stores having huge discount!!!

Recently most of the jewelery shop having half yearly sales,some of them more than 50% discount.Like few days ago,I saw there is one of the jewelry store (Michael Hill) 's show box have a lot of discount,I really feel 'itchy' already.

Then today after school,I just rushed back to Hurstville.There is many people lining outside Michael Hill.There is a guard standing outside.There is not much customers inside because they are doing 1(shopkeeper) vs 1(customer).Then other customers just queuing outside. When my turn,those what I wish to buy is finished.But the jewelry inside really having a great discount.If I am not converting to RM,I think I will buy alot!!!But I still buying some jewelry back.I think the cheapest is the pendant,and the most expensive thing I bought is the silver necklace.I just bought it as my birthday gift this year.haha^^



After buying,I feel complicated lo...feel excited and guilty.Just called to mummy.Mummy told me secretly that today is daddy's birthday.haha...Mummy,you are wrong lo...today not daddy's birthday~~haha...but the more funny thing is,daddy also not sure of his birthday lo...@.@ haha~~

My birthday gift this year...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

This 5.20 is different

Why I said this 5.20 is different?It is because today not only my lovely cousin---Yan's birthday.It's also my lunar birthday.If I now in Ipoh,I guess we will celebrate together lo...got birthday cake and red egg too...but....haih...never mind.No matter how nice is the dream,I still need to come back to reality.The reality is now I have to stay in Sydney alone.I did not receive any call from family,quite disappointed of it.From the beginning,it's only me to remember their birthday,but when it's my birthday,how many of them will remember??But when around 4++pm(M'sia time),mummy called me!!Mummy remembered my lunar birthday!!!I really feel delighted.There is another people will not forget my lunar birthday,she is my Yee Ma lo~~Maybe she is forgetful,but she never forget my lunar birthday~~Love you both~~

Now I stay outside alone,must treat myself nice.Today purposely went outside to buy chicken drumstick to make herbal soup,buy eggs to make red eggs.Today dinner really nice.I cooked few dishes,and uncle also cooked few dishes.We all very full.



My dessert today: Green Tea Ice Cream~yummy~


Yan,Happy birthday to you lo...also wish myself "happy LUNAR birthday"~~~haha^^

Monday, May 19, 2008

Happy Wesak Day'08!!

Feel surprise that saw Fai online this afternoon.Because normally this time he has school.Then I asked him then only remembered that today is Wesak day.It's public holiday in M'sia.Not in M'sia for period,even there is red colour in calender also not notice.Wesak day for me actually is a meaningful day,oh no,I should say is day after Wesak.Why??Will tell you tomorrow~~


"Happy Wesak day~~~"

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Got NEW electric mattress!!

Too cold last night.Can't stand it anymore.Today faster take my electric blanket to Myer.The cashier only asked me whether I want to get back my money or replace a new one.Of course I want to replace a new one.Then she directly get a new one for me.I never think that it's going so smoothly.Maybe is because they only give back to factory.If this happened in M'sia,I am sure things will not become so simple.People will show their 'shit' face lo...Whatever,now I got a warm bed today lo~~~wahaha^^




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Teng teng's father went back Hong Kong today,don't know she will get use or not??!!Aunty will go back GuangZhou this coming Tuesday for vocation too..She will come back Sydney on November.This house will become lonely and lonely lo~~

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Electric blanket not functioning??!!

Recently Sydney's weather not really stable.This minutes can be shinny,but raining in next minutes.Sometimes the weather not higher than 20°C.Like today,very cold outside. I just hide under few layer of blanket,don't wish to get up.But still need to go to school today.*sad~~Today went out late,luckily can catch up a express train.At first I think I will be late but I reached school at 8am.I am the 4th student in class today.Until 8.30am,other students only arrived.But the funny thing is,our class can consider hardworking.When I passed by the next door,there is only teacher inside,no student there. Funny~~(But still feel sympathy on that teacher)

Mr Khan is marking attendance with seriously~

I also very hardworking....but is pretending only~~

Aiya,let you catch me playing my handphone lo....haha~~


When the class almost finished,I feel very hungry.Then go 'tapao' the lunch and dinner lo...Normally I will take the lunch box as lunch and dinner.Today I really too hungry,then finished it as lunch.Feel satisfied~~

Quite hot at the afternoon,but the weather suddenly change cold at night,and the wind too...The worse thing is,I found that my electric blanket like not functioning.Aiya,I just bought no longer ago....I think tomorrow I should take back to ask.Now thinking how can I survive today.Already wear my socks,gloves..and even closed my door and took my heater our...No choice,I think now still in the Free electric period lo~~

Friday, May 16, 2008

One-day Model

Is it wondering of my title??!!It needs to start from yesterday....

Yesterday before having exam,there is 2 officers entered our class.They said they are from Marketing department.They said they need few volunteers from different country for the school's booklet.There are many volunteers in class.When they said they still need a China girl,everyone looking at the girl behind me.Wah...usually there are alot of China girls in class,but now only have me and another real China girl.Who knows that China girl said she is not free so the focus is on me.Cis!!!Actually that time I am busying studying,no time to know what is happening.Then the officer just asked me can or not.Then Daka told her that I am not from China but can speak Chinese well.That officer showed very surprised.When she knew I am Malaysian,she just seems like not really believe and asked:"But,you are Malaysian Chinese,right??" Sometimes I really feel "...." ,I am not repel people said I am from China,sometimes I also feel proud to become Chinese.But I still devide it clearly.I am "MALAYSIA BORN CHINESE",Malaysia still my home country.Is it other people think Malaysian Chinese can't speak Chinese??!!Is it strange for us to speak Chinese??!!Maybe I too serious in this issue....The result is,I agreed to take the photo.

Today around 9.30am,the officers came to call us out.Then we took lift to 10th floor.When the lift opened,I just smelled a strong painting smell.I heard that my school only get 10th floor this year.Now still under renovation.There have few people waiting,included the photographers and assistants.Although they called those people professional,but....the photographer is using those pro camera,but the assistants used the other photos and teached us posing....There are few photos got me o~~We took photos until afternoon,Feel so hungry,but they still don't let us go.We just waited until they said we was shooted so many times,and started catching some new faces.Then the 'old' faces can rest awhile.I just asked them can I go because I really too hungry.When I backed to class,others people are doing homework already.Then asked Mr Khan can I go back home,he knew my situation and let me go.haha...Today I can go back earlier lo~~

The Thailand assistant is teaching us posing~

The Photographer

The outside view not bad lo~~

Oops.almost forget.Today I get my 1st salary in my life( I mean get from outsider)!!!Yazi wrapped it nicely to me lo...wahaha^^ Thanks ya~~

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Happy 23th birthday,Yee~~

I think I won't forget 5.14 is what day...at least,today still remember...because....today is my best machi's big day wo~~~

I know I can't celebrate with you in Ipoh.But I will send my best wishes to you.Hope you can enjoy your day there.And also hope your wishes all come true!!!And and and ..get your white horse prince as soon as possible(but that time you can't ignore me o~~)!!!


"Happy Birthday~~"


Monday, May 12, 2008

Flu~

These 2 days I also sleep early wake up early,but.....I get cold today.Haih...today I am having flu and headache!!!There is a long time I am like that.I think,the normal life really not suite me.I am still belong to sleep late and wake up late that group.haha^^

Huey suddenly asked me do I miss Bubu(my dog).I though she want to bring some bad news to me,who knows,she just wanted to show me the recent photos of it.Ceh!!!But,I now only found that Bubu quite good in posing lo,can fight with human~~

"Is it my eyes look melancholy?!"


"I am the best!!!"

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's day 2008!!!

Do you know what day is today???(Hints: 2nd Sunday in May).Get it,right??!!Ya,today's character will be all the mothers in the world.

At first think to borrow house phone to call back.Who knows,I heard uncle and aunty have some quarrel.I never heard uncle's voice so loud.So,better using public phone outside.The line not very good today.I called to grandpa's house.Can't listen what mummy speaking on the other side.Then called to mummy's handphone.I think she is misunderstanding that my IDD credits almost finished then she just hang up very fast.Aiya,little bit dissapointed here~

Then I called to Yee.That girl told me that she started writing blog yesterday.She said don't know she can insist or not.haha...^^ Depend on you lo~~Gambateh ya~~~

Not to forget,"Happy mother's day to all the mummy!!!Especially for my beloved mummy.Miss you so much~Hope can celebrate mother's day with you in the future~~~Love ya~~~*muaks"

Mummy and I(taken in ZhuHai last time~)


Mother's day card which I made this year~Don't know she receive or not??!!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Buddha's Birthday Festival 2008 in Sydney

Last night slept a little bit early,so wake up earlier today...haha^^Mr Khan today only did some revision for the coming exam,so Yazi and I just left during the break time.That time only 10am.

We feel the time still early,so we went Darling Harbour there.There got a Buddha's Birthday Festival these 2 days.We wondered how's it look like.If in M'sia,this kind of festival is very normal,China too.But,in western country like Aussie,the festival can consider as big celebration.

There is 2 statues there for people praying.There is also many stalls there.Maybe the venue is very big,so looked so empty there.There are some activities held in the Tumbalong Park,such as Lantern painting,Buddha bathing,Hanna painting,Stone rubbing and so on.Many people around there.We just walked walked.

The Statues at the center~


I am 'Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva'(phew,the english name so long~)~~


Standing under Lantern Sea(This is what Chinese people say 'Safety light',it's different with what in M'sia)


When I reached home,maybe too tired and slept directly...

Friday, May 09, 2008

A tiring day

Today is a very tired day for me.I walked whole day.Now my legs so pain~

Mr Khan said there is a Careers Expo in Sydney Exhibition Center these 2 days.Although we knew we won't get any job from there,Yazi and I still think to go there.Wen Jing said she has nothing to do so just followed us.

We went a Japanese restaurant during break time.I ordered a Teriyaki Chicken Set.Not bad....

We walked to Darling Harbour after school.I was wondering that is the CAREER expo or EDUCATION expo.The stalls except for those government department,all are from those college or university.The stalls are confusing me.I went there only get some cookies and drink 2 cups of coffee(it's right,coffee again,and it's FREE too).Oh ya,I also get some freebies from some stalls.

The entrance and exit

The Aussie police statues

Coffee!!Coffee!!

Yeen and Yazi

Wen Jing and Yeen~

When we reached Hurstville,Wen Jing asked me went for an interview.I have nothing to do so just accompany her.Who knows,she did not save any phone number from the restaurant,and not even address.Then we need to go back to check the advertisement.I already feel tired to walk there.At first I planned to go back after accompanying her to look the advertisement,but then still can't reject her,then keep accompanying her.I can't imagine how big Hurstville is.The venue is so faRrrrrr~Because of her,I passedby many places that I never been there.The map which is attached in the advertisement really bad.If today is Geography's exam,I think definately fail.If today is in war,sure the people die as the result!We can't find that place according the map.We need to ask many people then only found it.When we reached there,the sky already dark.I think to go back after reached there,but still went in with Wen Jing.We waited there around 10 minutes because the boss is interviewing other people inside.When Wen Jing's turn,the boss though I am also one of the interviewers and asked us go along.I just said 'no'.I really feel suffering while waiting Wen Jing's interviewing.I feel sleepy and tired.I though to go back many times but I still waiting there.Maybe I worry her go back alone!!Finally she finished her interview but the boss said the restaurant only opened in the coming July.Wasai....don't know she will get the job or not.If she can get it,hope she just can insist,then won't wasted my time for accompanying her today...You must know,friend accompanying you is not COMPULSARY!!!


I want to rest now...See ya~

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Work as my friend

I told you that I will go work as my friend today.I went there.I am very sleepy and tired now.Sometimes I really think that is it I am a pig last time or I was seriously lack of sleep last time.In this life,no matter how long I sleep also not enough...haih~

Wake up at 9am and get out at 10am.Yazi said the working time is 11am-3pm,4 hours in total.When I reached Central almost 11am,I only used my 'fastest' speed to run to Chinatown.When I reached 'Hingara',the Chinese restaurant,Yazi already started working.I feel very sorry.I promised her to work as her,but I still late.Yazi just teached me some I should do then she left.There is me alone standing outside.OMG!!I think no one of you will think Wong Tze Yeen will do this.Today's weather still not bad,but quite windy.Waitresses came and asked us want to wear jacket or not,they scared I will get cold.But I just rejected them..haha^^


I was standing outside long time and shouted for long time,but not much customers entered.At beginning,I was think is it my problem for no customer.But then there is some customers coming in,I know not because of me la...Looking at those walking outside is not bad too.Yazi told me before that she normally will ask local people.It is because they will still say 'no' politely if they don't want.Not like Asian people.Aiya,if me,I also run to another side when I see people standing outside.I understand this situation.Are you same with me?I really think that actually there is not neccessary to get one people standing outside.If the people have interested to go in,they will still go in even no people standing outside.If they have any question,ask the waiter already can.But,for the working opportunity,just pretend I did not say anything.

There is a sentence make me feel uncomfortable today.There is few customers entered the restaurant.Then I just passed the menu to them.Then they told me no need menu cause they are regular customersThen I just turned back.I heard there is a conversation at the back."Har..she just walked away like this a?" "Of course la,she just '拉客'(pull customer=ask customer come in) ,others not her business.." I was really uncomfortable that time.I am O.S in heart "yalo,not my business!!". I was really not syok for the '拉客'.This word just make me feel I was like those 'chick'....

There is 3pm.I pretent to ask manager is it 3pm.And she said I can go back.Before I went back,I just walked in Chinatown.I remembered last time I came Chinatown is that time before I went back M'sia last time.There is a little bit difference.Like the Cash box is under renovation now.Aiyo,Doris,you faster come back la...no one accompany me go sing k now~~

If you asked me now tired or not,I rather you asked me pain or not.My hand is so pain now.Luckily I got marching last time,no problem for standing 4 hours.Overall,it is still not bad experience.This is 1st time I work for outsider wo....

I want to thank Yazi here for giving me a chance to experience working, and thank for your biscuits~

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Why China people all strange?Or I should said they have no manner?Just now I think to take a short nap.Then I heard there is someone knocked my door but I did not answer cause I was too tired.But then I heard someone directly opened my door then closed the door when she saw I was sleeping~so HORRIBLE lo....How can they open people's door???

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Boring~

How are you recently?? Me ar....still boring as usual.Wake up without alarm.Feel so good like that.Yazi asked me whether can go to work because she is not free tomorrow.I think for some time and agree to help her.I only worry I will spoil her job..haha....Wish me good luck la....

Sunday, May 04, 2008

New housemate

Today my house can consider merrier.Start from today,I will have one more housemate.Uncle(my landlord)'s relatives has arrived today.If I not mistaken,the girl,Teng teng is a Indonesian Chinese,studied in Hong Kong.Her father accompanied her to come,so happiness.When I think back of myself,no matter last time went Subang or came Sydney,I was alone,quite jealous others.

Teng teng's father knew I come from Malaysia,he talked Indo with me when he saw me.I never think that I will speak Malay(not include those play play) in Sydney before.I was lagging when I talked Malay.Luckily I still can handle it.haha^^ But still want to thank them.Because of them,I was invited to have dinner with them tonight.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Too Sleepy~

This is the third day back to school.I found that actually my habit still not much changed.Wake up at 6am,when I reached home,it's already 3-4pm.Then take a nap due to tiredness.Then get up at 7-8pm,stay awake until 3am if can.If not,sleep again at 10pm.I already can't differentiate which is nap...haha^^ So,if you see my MSN online but no reply,that means I fall asleep already lo~~

Took it when I waiting the class finished.There can see my origin uni---UTS


I think this is the outdoor cafe,but it is belong to other school lo~

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Full of mistaken...

Today is the first day of class.The school there said I must reach there at 7am.So,I woke up at 5am and get prepared.Went out at 6am and reached there at 7am sharp.But when the lift opened,the school very dark,no light,no officer,and the class door not yet opened.Luckily,there is still a few poor people accompany me.I really feel it's too over.There is no system at all.They asked students reach school at 7am,but why officer is later than student?I waited there until 7++am,there is an officer came and opened the door and on the light.We were waiting inside the classroom.

8++am,there is still only few people in classroom.No one know what should we do.Some people even took a short nap there.Me...I just used some free time to write my wishing card lo..When 8.30am,a female teacher stepped in.She said she is surprised because she never imagine there is student in 9am class that time. I was '???'.Why different people saying different thing?I just feel like it's wasting my time.I need to reach school before 7am or 8/9am leh???

The teacher started the class at 9am.First thing is to mark attendance.She called out almost 10 names but no one answer her.She feel strange.She went to reception there then she only know,she entered the WRONG class!!!OMG!!!Really a big 'joke' for this morning!But think in another way,there already 2 mistake in 1 hour.I think I need to consider this school again.

Our real teacher---Mr Khan finally entered class.He is a Bangladesh.His English is with very strong Bangladesh accent,not really easy to understand what he is speaking.He said he is not very discipline teacher.Haha...Honestly,the class is 6 hours class,but he just teached 1 and half hour,I think. The other time is for us to chit chat,rest and...he use almost 20minutes to take attendance.Not only that,he marked attendance 3 times in whole class.Can you imagine how is that situation?When he is marking attendance,he is not familar with our name's pronounsation.It made many jokes.I know my name is hard to pronounce but I never think that everyone in class need to speak my name.This is because Mr Khan can't pronounce my name,and he even did not want to guess,just directly speak as "T.Z.E yean wang",no even single word is right.He still asking me how to pronounce,but no matter how I teached him,he still fail to say it.Especially the easiest 'Wong',he just keep saying it as 'Wang'.He even asked whole class to speak my name to him.My name become so 'POPULAR' today lo~

I went to HSA after school for the second checkup.Luckily,I was passed this time.Need to celebrate already~hehe

Today is Labour day(except not in Australia).I wish all of you 'Happy Labour Day'~


and....for the newly friend I know today----Yazi,nice to meet you~~