Thing of the day

ALISON

I choose this name myself just for a simple,naive reason. I'm not really happy of being HER but still thankful what I've got when being her, especially the most important person who bump into my life. 

好不开心

我能说，我过的一点都不开心吗？我好像连笑是怎样都忘记了。虽然最爱的人在身边努力让我幸福，为什么我好像也开心不起来？！明明犯太岁的马年还有几天才到，干嘛这几天都一直倒霉，刮花车，左手左脚膝盖好像扭到隐隐作痛，背后拉伤痛，今天破财，竟然买错单，赔了$11.50！如果说“破财挡灾”，为什么没多久就敲到台角伤到神经麻痹中呢？年快到了，可是我呢？如果哭一场就能摆脱霉运，那该多好！

霉运缠身

在自己学会的领域接二连三的跌倒，挫败感严重增加。原来眼睛的世界真的会变黑白，连想减轻内疚感的机会也被抢了。之后没多久新衣被染色，戳到手指，我是怎么了？！好在在家可以看到🌈！更好在有个唯一无时无刻都把我当宝，才让彩色不理而去！#ilovetlcm

陶晶瑩《我不祝福》

放不下的祝福都是虚伪的。有多少人能够坦白说；我不祝你幸福！

2014年第一个星期六

2个星期前的星期六，起来是幸福的；1个星期前的星期六，起来是幸福和不舍；这个星期六，起来是不舍的。我知道人不应该回望过去，可是总会不由自主地出现在脑海。幸亏还有最爱在身边……

难柯一梦

要从现实般的梦里起来难，要从梦般的现实中起来更难。需要闭关几天，孤岛回来了……

人都是自私的

其实，每个人都总会用冠冕堂皇的理由来掩饰自私……什么逼不得已，什么舍己为人，对我来说全都是废话！就算是那么有宗教和无宗教的做善事，就算不计较金钱成本，他们都是想积回点功德，好让自己以后在另外的世界好过点，难道这就不是为了自己吗？人就是害怕别人看到自己的私心，把责任过错全都推得一干二净……

平静的乱

一段感情的结束，从来就只是两个人的事，什么第三者，外来压力，呸！如果自己本身一直坚定，怕什么外来压力。最大问题就是……自己想放弃了……

好想哭

身为长女就不能喊累吗？人在异乡就不能喊痛吗？一直装坚强到最后都不懂自己到底在装坚强还是真坚强…我只知道，我累了，累到随时一敲眼泪就会奔出来……

久违的运动

有多久没追着小孩跑？对上一次应该是追着我的宝贝Philip吧，宝贝都已经10岁了！（伤心，宝贝还记得我吗？）久不跑，一跑就PK了，手现在不能使力。不过还是很开心的！现在知道了，原来只有被坏人追和陪小孩子玩才会让我运动起来！

Wednesdays BLUE

突然发现，不懂什么时候，星期三总会是我最开心不起来的一天！我不懂自己在干什么，眼泪不受控制的掉下，连一个笑容也勉强不起来…或许，我有好久没好好抒发那吨积在心里の泪水吧！

好久没接触的电影

刚看完n年前的电影「The Break Up」和「美好冤家」。不同的戏路，不同的感受。

「TheBreakUp」其实是很多现代情侣的写照。'相见好同住难'！当一对情侣决定开始，其实根本就保留不到单身生活，除非你不够爱对方，不然你的生活无论多细节都会把对方计划在内！有时候其实一句'谢谢'都可以让对方笑着拼命，可是好多人不会懂这个。2 个家庭也根本不可能一样，能容忍对方的家人已经很了不起了，能融入简直是天方夜谭。我看过太多这样不咬弦的斗争，自己也知道以我这样的脾气以后也会步入后尘。嗯……没想到结局是男女主角最后没在一起。这样结局也好，因为不是每套戏都需要Happy ending，终究还是戏归戏！不合适的人还是应该分开，去寻找自己的幸福！

「美好冤家」原来是讲亲情的。很surprise的原来女主角是Phua Chu Kang的Rosie，难怪那么眼熟！不过最动人的还是夏雨在结束前那顿饭，尤其是说到'放你出去你其实会更好'！眼泪就不受我控制了……

100 days to go!!

Countdown for 1⃣0⃣0⃣ days!!! 🕛🕧🕐I'll back to be YEEN's day!!! I'll have my important families, BFF and my love next to me then!!!

甜梦总是让人不愿起来……

甜梦总是令人不愿意起来，就算是起来了，还是笑着起来得！😘😘

陈豪的nice我还是在回味，今天竟然让我梦到他了。梦里，我带了他到Newtown找Campos！然后他就跟了我回家，我们一直聊，还让我看了他的戒指，虽然不是我真实看到的那个一样！然后我说泡咖啡给他喝，结果他还自己泡咖啡和煮东西吃呢，我还记得梦里他告诉我说'除了肉桂，其他东西都是找到的。我们聊的很开心……如果这一切都是真的那该多好！😜😜😜

9月1日，一个以兴奋为开始的月份

追星向来都是继睡觉外我最大的爱好！这2天都在追我认为最好先生---陈豪！当然还有他拍档---万绮雯！昨天只是匆匆一别，今天才是兴奋天！签名会照旧没组织一团糟，脸皮还是不够厚拿不到合照！幸亏耐性等待，等到他走出来，我就一直重复'可唔可以影相？'，结果他听到了，就问我什么相机，直接就拿了我手机在拍！我的天啊！他就是这么nice！后来再等了3小时，看到他们换了衣服出来，不过还是不让拍照，可是陈先生还是跟一个妈妈拍了，Joyce就紧接要求拍，我则脸皮不够厚，被人挡住了！不过我跟他说'父亲节快乐'，他竟然回头说'多谢'！我心都化了！

Moving back co of Xanga

I have no idea why xanga force us paying after upgraded.So just moved back to blogger and this time not only English blog but most of them are in Chinese!!!Wahaha

Thanks Mrs Kangta

Just received an OVERSEA card from Mrs Kangta!!!So touching~~No matter how good is technology,I still prefer hand writing card.But hor,Mrs Kangta,I found a wrong word lo...Next time will tell you~~~^^

Another 'Suprise' After Birthday

Today my house so merrier cause 'someone' 's co-workers are having steamboat here.I never expect they're here is to celebrate my BELATED birthday.They brought some snacks,a cute 'PUPPY' cake and.....a bunch of BANANAS!!!! We still worried that we have bought not enough food who knows everyone has a small stomach.Maybe is because they all leave some space for our 'dessert'---PUPPY CAKE.They are 'cruel' enough and put a candle into the puppy's butt and even cut it into pieces and put in the mouth~~So 'poor'~~~~Anyway,thanks all of you for being so nice~~~

You see its CUTE face,will you still wanna eat it???

Group Photo...(Don't know when is the NEXT time to gather all people here..)

SEE!!!They put the candle into the puppy's butt!!!

OMG!!!They really fire it!!!

Better blow it before the fire reached the butt..

Am I bloodless??!!

With their 'Dai lou'

Leng lui-s~~

Leng chai-s~~

Leave the bone and the head~~

Still have a present for me!!

Jewelry Box

I'm not sure is branded or not.I feel so happy lo...

Thanks Baby Kel~~~

Last day of 24th...Countdowning...

Maybe is because getting older,I feel myself getting less sensitive to my birthday compare to before. But funny is,people around me seems more sensitive of my birthday than myself.Like last week got friends brought me to order a cake for myself.(So cham,even in Sydney still need to choose the cake myself)Not only that,there are few people asked me what present I want this year.Thanks...I still haven't got any idea what I want at this moment yet~~

My HAPPY mood already started today.According Yeen's Tradition,I will give myself a 'day-off' tomorrow.I received my very first present---A JACKET today.Thanks Wai Je,lover's lover and lover's lover's lover!!!!

Cool leh??!!

What's the zip for???

Oh~~It can become 2 pieces~~

Besides my first present,I get my first cake today.Doris prepared a cake and waited me come back home.Not only that,she also have a 'present' for me o~~So Sweet~Thanks mate~~~~





Countdown-ing for last few hours of my 24th...No matter how,I believe 'someone' will welcome my 25th arrive with me,right????