I cried today...

ur eyes no prob,definately...i cried today...but my frens,pls dun worry,there is nth happen on me,nth happen...

i cried is because of ep 16.izzit stupid u think???mostly ppl,especially gal,they dun like to watch scary movies because they scare.but i am different,i like to watch scary movie,i dun like to watch sad movie,especially there is some scenes tat got ppl in comma or died.i cant control my tear everytime i watch those movie.people may not know,actually i cry a lot.many things can make me cry.eg,when i saw a sad movie,when i listen a sad song,when i think sth sad alone,when i have quarrel with my parents,when i scold/bit my sis and so on,these also can make me cry.those who know me b4 i graduated my secondary course,thwy should know there is a mole below my eye.after i graduate,my aunt bring me to 'take off' it.according to the lady,it is a 'cry' mole,means tat the ppl will love to cry.i dun think so much,i juz know if i dun have tat mole,i will look nicer..i wonder if the lady is right???coz it follow me since i born,izzit really change my character???i dun think so!!!i tell myself always: my heart will be balance if i cry sometimes.it's better than only have 1 emotion.

back to ep16,it said tat xiao shi get hurt coz she saw a decoration almost fell on He Qun,she push He Qun out to save him.Xiao Shi get in comma.actually i feel it's quite fake,coz i saw there is a little distance between Xiao Shi and the decoration,and Cyndi is not good acting a comma gal.her eyes will move under the lid.it makes me laugh when i saw tis.but,when Xiao Shi's grandpa arrived the room and speak with tears,OMG,i cant control my tear too...i suddenly think of my 10 aunt,aunt who already in heaven now....

my zodiac and my 10 aunt zodiac are same---OX,mean that she is 12 older than me.i have to tell honestly tat i dun like her when i was still a child.She like my eldest cousin very much coz she took care of my eldest cousin since she was a baby.I am the eldest among cousin that in my mother's side.so whoever done wrong,ppl who get scolded must be me...i rmb last time when i get into the car,i wont greet everybody.but there is one time,my 10 aunt and her bf fetch me home when i was still study in primary sch,then i get into car without greeting,then she use her serious tone and said:"who teach u get into a car without greeting?"after tat time,i learned a lesson.i'll greet the eldest everytime i get into a car till now become my habit.

after she graduate his secondary course,she started working as a beautician in Ipoh and she stayed with us.mayb she think tat i also grew up,she started chating with me.my parents always quarrel,and my aunt be the 'center person' all the time,and i rmb b4 she married,she tell me some hint to settle the 'war' between my parents...

my 10 aunt every big days,i also got other things to do wan..when her wedding day,i need to apply leave from girl guide tat time because girl guide having big event.then when her son 1 month old,that day morning i need to join jogathon and attend the party at night...then when my 10 aunt working,i help her take care of her son coz tat time i having long vocation.Because of tis,i like my little cousin very very much...my poor little cousin,his mum left him b4 1 yr old.my aunt died at 27 yr old,because of blood cancer.when we found tat,it's alr too late.specialist's doc suggest to send my aunt to singapore's hospital because their facilities more complete.when my aunt in singapore hospital,my uncles and other aunts took turn to visit my 10 aunt.those stay in m'sia waited beside the phone everyday,hope we get the good news.singapore doctor said tat my 10 aunt has 70% to recover but unfortunately,my 10 aunt's husband called back and ask us no need to go singapore again coz the cell suddenly hack to my aunt's brain and cant save alr...can u imagine our feeling tat time???tat night,all relatives gathered in my house first then only went to my aunt's house.no one dare to tell my grandma about tis.we need to try our best to control our tears.when I heard "beebo..beebo.." sound,my heartbeat getting faster and faster,i know i cant control my tears alr.i saw those nurses move my 10 aunt from the ambulance to her room.tat time,my aunt alr brain died and she breathe depend on machine.i cant even recognise her face,her face changed a lot.we all cried and called her name but she cant ans us but we saw there's tear around her eyes.grandma follow few of us went back home 1st and others help my aunt dress up,to make my aunt 'go' with as pretty as she can.tat night,i kneel infront of the god and pray for infinity times.i hope it works but the result is dissapointed.my aunt still left us tat day.she only celebrate her very 1st mother's day around 1 month ago....

after my 10 aunt passed away,i always think of her and i sure crying everytimes.i cant control my tears even i try so hard to control..tat period,i always dream of her,and she will pass some msg to me in dream,i dun care u believe o not,but it's really true for me.

i juz hope tat my aunt can rest in peace...my little hope...

(and not forget,will be the last ep next week,i cant wait to watch it...)