Today is Daniel's 25th b'day bash.There is a new service provided in forum.We can watch the b'daybash live with our computer.At first I heard this new service I really feel happy.I can't attend the b'day bash but I still can watch the party live.
Before the b'day bash started(it start showing at 6pm in m'sia time),I started to make up,wear the nice clothes etc..juz pretend that I am going to the b'day bash too...look foolish,right???wahaha
Acting cute there..Please focus on people and not the background!!!hehe^^
When the live show begin,I just sat in front of the computer and looked at the screen.It is not very nice because the picture from the webcam there not very nice,dark,blur...Then sometimes got people suddenly block the camera.We can't see anything besides their butts!!!We are the poor guys,no matter how loud we shout they also can't hear from us,still standing in front of the camera...*sweat* Among us,there are some people just 'shouting' by using words.They 'shouted' that want Daniel to see those in the computer,chat with us and etc...Aiya,although I also hope that but I know that this is the impossible thing lo...But they just keep 'shouting' there...They are quite aggressive but still no people come to bother us.The result...no need I said you all know already la...
The b'day bash there is merrier.There are some lucky people can dance with Daniel,phew,envy la~~~The scene just bring me back to last year memory.I remember last year today,me and HC rushed for the b'day bash.And I am the lucky one to represent pinkies to give b'day card to Daniel.I still can remember what Daniel said to me that time.It just like the thing happened yesterday...But this year...haih.....Never mind ,I believe there is still have chances waiting me in the future....
This morning heard Mei Yan (Myfm dj) said that,people always say than M'sia is a very nice country.3 major races can live harmoniously(Is it really harmony??), no disaster, moreover throughout summer all the year.On the other hand,Malaysian always admire other's countries which has four seasons etc...But they don't know that four seasons also got disadvantage.For example,American California recently has the forest fire because it is too hot there.Several forest fire already destroyed some many residential areas and so on...Mei Yan also said that,actually each country has its own good and not good...
After listened what she said,I suddenly think back that,last time I also like that.I want to experience the four seasons life so insist that I want to study overseas.People all like that,always admire other people this,admire other people that.They almost ignore what they having.Last time always think to see snow in overseas,now finally in Sydney,then only realize than M'sia really is a nice country,overseas life not nice.Summer all the year is better than four seasons.But it is useless to day this now.My biggest regret in Sydney is,I still can't see a white winter here.It is because there is no snow in Sydney....:(
In Conclusion: If want to waste time to admire other people,it's better to try to enjoy what you are having now~~
Today same as usual.Take off my necklace before taking shower.Then wear it back after bathing.Who knows today when I wear it back,it suddenly disjointed.All in my necklace seperate.It really scared me.My necklace follow me over 10 years already.It is very important to me.Even sometimes I go out,I will choose to wear other necklace to match my clothes,I will sure will bring along of this necklace.I can't find my '韵' ,I feel curios.I found it many place.Luckily I found it in my pyjamas's pocket.Thanks God!!
************************************************************************************** Received the parcel from mummy today.There is a slideshow cd inside.It is about my family's Sarawak trip last month.They really having great fun there,start to envy them already~~~
Just talked with mummy.She called me to ask me whether want go ShenZhen next January or not.If I want,then she will book the ticket for me.This is the golden chance,of coz I say 'YES!'.We then chating,then chat the topic I scared this all the time---Graduation.Those who asked me this topic before should know that how scare I am when I talked this topic.I will try my best to escape from this topic.Usually when my family ask me about my studies,I will "oo..ee..." and change the other topuc.Of course,I don't want to make them worry me.But just now I told mummy that I plan to take a semester break!!Mummy then ask me am I feel hard to study here and etc.Although I didn't say it clearly,I think mummy can guess out what is my feeling.Mummy just told me do what I want to do.If want take a break then go on.The most important thing is not to give pressure to myself.If take break,then find a job here.Just tell her after I make my decision...She just mentioned that not to give pressure myself in several times...
Mummy,really sorry.I really think to say sorry to you but I do not brave enough to say that.So I just write 'sorry' here.Your daughter,me so useless,always make you upset,dissapointed and worry about me..I am not qualify to say that I grew up in front of you..I have tried my best,but the result just make me dissapointed.Sometimes I really feel helpless but I don't want you all worry me so I choose not to tell you...I know you work your half life,just hope that I can graduate as soon as possible.So that you can retire after I get a job.I also hope like that but your retirement plan have to postpone and postpone because of me...I really don't when the plan can become true...
Besides "sorry",I also want to say "thank you",mummy.Just because you said:"You do what you want to do,you just need to tell us about your decision.Most important is not to give pressure to yourself.."I really touch after you said that.You won't know that your words can make me cry many many times.I am so useless.You use your savings to let me study and now...You not only didn't blame me,still say those touch words....Mummy,thank you for the 'freedom' you gave me.Thank You,really thank you!!!I will think properly what should I do just for your words....Hope that I can get the decision to make you feel the lessest dissapoinment as I can...
(All my dear friends,if you worry me after this,please just keep it in your heart and DO NOT ask me about this,ok??This is my little requirement...)
I never post my blog so early since I started blogging.Now only 12++am in M'sia time.I now very excited and think to blog up after knowing something.
Just I feel boring and go read my cousin's blog.From there I knew that she went to eat bak kut teh yesterday with her bf and friends.And they habitly put their hp on the table.They chat after finish eating.Suddenly there is a Malay guy suddenly robbed one of them hp and ran.Her friend tried to chase the Malay but failed.The Malay bumped into a motor and left.That must be his buddy lo...Already get the thing they want,of coz ran la..No reason stupid till let you caught them la..
You say me cold-blooded I still wanna say this.I really feel excited when I read this.Only " they deserve this.." this kind of words appear in my mind.Everyone know how bad is the society now.Some more there is Klang.Aren't they do not know how 'GOOD' is the security there???Still dare to put their hp,wallet those property on the table!!!No one they can blame beside themselves.Blame themselves didn't read more newspaper,didn't have enough basic knowledge loo...Besides play,nothing they know.More pity than beggers beside the road.But never mind la,they all rich people.Hp kena robbed,then got a good reason to get a new one.If not,they still keep changing phone after a period wan la...wahaha
My cousin also said that too bad they didn't catch the robber.If not,the robber sure died wan cause they will hit the robber.On my words,how lucky they are not to get the robber.If not,who hit who we also dunno.Now where got robber come with nothing??They at least got a knife with them la.Still think so childish!!!I think they should thank to the robber.If this thing not happened yesterday,they won't realize how dangerous.They finally learn a lesson but will they change their stupid habit???
I will like to share this to all my friend: DO NOT PUT YOUR OWN PROPERTY ON THE TABLE UNLESS YOU WANT AN EXCUSE TO GET NEW ONE!!!
Today's post is especially for one of my friend.It is because she told me that she finally got offer from a company,means that SHE GOT A JOB lo!!!Congratulations,Cheauer!!!
I heard people said before: Period between after graduation and before working is the most suffering period.Although now I haven reached that period,I can imagine that scene now....Last time those with cert wan very popular among the boss.Many job waiting them.But for now,many university students there,all cant find job although there is a cert on hand.I not those smart student,how to struggle with others.I started scaring now.But luckily I still have my last choice,if I can't find a job next time,I still can go back hardware shop to help my parents(honestly I don't hope have this day la)...
Aiyo,I not said that this post is specially dedicated to my friend,why after writing down,it all become my feeling already..
The most important is, Cheauer,Congratulations loo!!!
huh??22 years old...22 considered big or small???If last time,those old people always said that: 22 years old arh,if lucky already have children lo.." But along the time progress,22 years old people still looked like kid only.Parents now instead do not hope their children marry in this age.My parents are the best example.
Why I suddenly say this???It is because one of my ex-classmate married today.We are in the same class in secondary school and she is the 2nd classmate married among us.The 1st married classmate already be mummy this March lo...The reason of her marriage...people don't want say I also don't want ask la..but I think many people can guess out.Geng leh???Think in a GOOD way,it's also good to be mummy this age la,at least there is lesser generation gap between her and her children la...
But for us who are their friends not so good lo..especially to those who don't like to say 'old' wan...It is because with their children born,we automatically get 'promoted'.Their children will call us "uncle,aunty" when they grow up later.Imagine that 3 years later,I only 25 years old but got people call me 'aunty' that time,I have no idea that can I bear with that 'title'.No reason to confuse the small kids and ask them still call me 'jie jie' that time since we are same age with their parents.I remembered when I was small,mummy will ask me called her friends "aunty" too..So,for not to confuse those kids,have to bear that time lo...
Ok,write until here....
Hope my dear friend can have a wonderful life with her newly-marriage!!!
"Deng..dEng..deNg..denG.."Let me proudly introduce the CRAZIEST group of 4 in 144---CARK.(Don't bother me,my 'star dream' happened again..) This name suddenly came in my mind one day and we all agreed to use it.
I do some explanation here.144 is the number of the house we stayed in Subang last time.And the CARK is because C--Charmaine,A--Alison,R--Rita and K--Katherine.Geng leh??!!Coincidently the arrangement of the name is from the biggest to the smallest.Not I want to praise myself,luckily mine is 'A',if not,all consonant alphabat,is hard to pronounce lo...wahaha
The story between us started last 2,3 years ago.We moved in house 144 and we all stayed upstairs coincidently.Our room door also face to face.We become closer day by day and we all get crazy when we together.We always open our room door.We almost can see each others when we looked outside.That feel really nice!!!We walked to others' rooms most of the time and chit chat around.That time my room is the most merrier room among ours.It is because my room is '144's small cinema'.My computer that time most of the time showing tv shows,movies and dramas.We always gather in my room to watch movie together,laugh together....Aiyo,write until now,I started to miss that time already...
Ok,now let me analyse each of the members:
C ( Charmaine ) -----She is the biggest among us.I only mean her age,but her thought,wahaha...I don't want say too many loo...You all guess yourself loo...She is english educated but she still know many chinese words.Heard that she learn the chinese words herself,so I think this should be very good. She is our musician because only her room got a guitar.But,if you want to listen a complete song from her,erh~I only can said it's quite hard.Why???This you must ask her yourself.Besides,she is also our 'driver'.She is the only one who own a car.When we wanna go some places,then find her.She will like to give a ride if she is free that time.Oops,almost forget.She has a specialty---say with baby sound!!!It's really sound alike with baby when she make the baby sound.
A ( Alison ) -----It's my turn.How to introduce myself leh???Hmm..I am the only one who from the north M'sia.(Others from Johor).I am their entertainment information gatherer and also the drama,movie,tv shows collector...Say in the simple way,if want some entertainment,I am the right person to find.My room have the most updated magazines,dramas,movies and tv shows...I am the biggest Mamak supporter.Maybe last time I used to go mamak everyday with Cheaur and become my habit already.After Cheauer went overseas,no one can accompany me go mamak everyday.But no matter who think to go mamak,I sure will accompany them...
R ( Rita ) ------Actually she is more famous as " Mrs KANGTA".She like Kangta very much.She knows many things about Korea.You can ask her all about Korea,I think 90%++ she can answer you.And also,she is the loyal supporter of PANASONIC.It is because her family is Panasonic's agent.Her radio,rice cooker,kettle,hair dryer,mp3,even the pen container also the Panasonic brand.Geng leh??!!She always change handphone.I always see her use new phone after a period. Rita arh,besides Kangta,there is another thing I need to say about her.She is a very fillial girl.She will phone back everyday after dinner and tell her parents what her did that day .If she plan to go somewhere in the next day,she will ask the permission from her father first.She only goes when her father say "YES!".If her father say "NO!",she just stay at home.Good girl,right??
K ( Katherine )-----She is the smallest among us.She ar..She is a weird people.If you see how she reading,you will know why I say like this.She reading is read with voice wan and she not read silently.In the earlier time,I really get scared by her,but I used to it after thatlo...She is the SLIMMEST among us but she eat the most things too.I don't want say it in detail.I don't want spoil her image.I only can say that you will surprise if you go makan with her.Oh ya,she is Jay's loyal fans.She knows all Jay's songs and know how to sing too.It makes her now singing also got some Jay's style...
Ok,write until here,will continue next time if got chance~~
Cheauer ar,I initially think to add you in,but if add you in,the name will become "CRACK".Sound not nice lo...so...wahaha..
I was attracted by the sunset today.The sunset today,hmm,how to say leh???I don't know why I get attracted??It is a golden sunset today.I just found it was very beautiful.People always said that beautiful thing only appear in a short period,just like the sunset.Luckily I have my digicam.The advantage of digicam is can use the most convenience and simplest way to keep the beautiful scene...
Today is the day Kai Ning waiting for so long because she will fly back to M'sia today.Now CARK(Charmaine,Alison,Rita,Katherine) only left 'A' staying oversea now..(lonely again)Kai Ning a,remember bring along my heart with you.If can,send my heart to Ipoh too..hehe^^I guess you now in your dad's car,on the way back to Muar lo...Anyway,hope you having fun in hometown.Breathe more air in hometown la~
Maybe I have influented by Kai Ning.She told me that she always eat pizza in Mel.I went a pizza shop today and buy a LARGE size pizza.It called 'Meat Lover'.The taste,not bad.Actually I can eat whole pizza but I still left 3 slices for tomorrow.Not only pizza.Today I walked pass a wine shop and the 'SALES' attracted me enter the shop.I saw the wine having sales.It only $3.99 each bottle.Cheap,right??I bought 1 bottle home and have a cup of it after my pizza dinner.The taste,not bad too.Maybe I have long time don't drink alcohol.I feel little bit drunk already...ok la..I want to rest already..
Today is 端午节 ooo~Actually I really don't know what 端午节called in English.Then I checked in babelfish,only know that 端午节 is called DRAGON BOAT FESTIVAL.
This is the 1st Dragon Boat Festival I celebrated in oversea.I found that I really a weird people.When I in hometown,I won't care how to celebrate those festivals.But now I in oversea,I will think how to celebrate every festivals.Like this dragon boat festival,I purposely bought the dumplings.I heated the dumpling just after I woke up today.Anyway,I ate the dumpling already loo..How about you???
There is really many special days this month.The most important day of course is MY BIRTHDAY la!!!But there is another person in my family more geng than me...His b'day,lunar b'day and father's day all in this month.This June just like specially for him.Who is HE???He is my DADDY o~~
Yesterday is father's day.Father's day can say is b'day for every father.And today is daddy's 55th b'day.Wasei,he celebrate his 2 b'day in a roll..(his lunar b'day also in last week)
Mummy called me just now.She thought that I have forgotton daddy's b'day(she don't that yesterday I wished daddy already).Actually is mummy forget already.If the worker said 'happy b'day' to daddy,I can assure that mummy won't remember lo...mummy a,u need to improve your memory already lo...wahaha^^
Today is all father's b'day----FATHER'S DAY!!!!There is a question in my mind since I arrived Sydney.Mother's day falls on 2nd Sunday in May all around the world.But Father's day is different day in different country.In Malaysia,Father's day falls on 3rd Sunday in June.But in Australia,it falls on July or August(I forgot the actual day),Taiwan also...Weird right???Nevermind lo,I don't want think too much lo,I celebrated Father's day in June for 22 years lo...This year of course the same.
Daddy ah,I started my blog more than 1 year,but I rarely write about you here..Since today is Father's day,I take the chance to dedicate this for you.Honestly said that,we are getting far after days by days.Remember last time when I still a small girl,I very closed to you,even closer than with mummy.But when I grew up,we start quarrel everytime we meet.We quarrel more than chat.Sometimes I feel that you not treat me as good as before.Maybe is because my mind different.No matter how worse we are,we still father and daughter.I will still love you.There is something you don't know.Everytime we talk in phone,although you always asking the same questions,when you ask me how is my life here,I always feel like crying..You don't know this,right???Of course la,your daughter,me is very good in acting wan!!!wahaha^^
My card for daddy.It included my wishes to dday(b'day wish+father's day wish+lunar b'day wish).I know it really looks like kindergarden standard(maybe worse than that),but I really spend a lot of time and energy to make this.Who ask me really don't have the creative talent.Hope daddy will keep it nicely!!!
These few days nothing special for me..everyday is like the same..Just like outside the window,everyday keep raining...Besides cold,it still cold.The most comfortable times are drink a cup of coffee when I wake up,bathe under the hot water,and of course,lying on my warm bed...Quite enjoyable during the winter time.
Daniel released his new album few days ago.I still haven got chance to listen his whole album till not,little bit cant wait to listen.Just found a song lyrics in Pinkies Forum.It called "你的生日快乐吗?"(Are You hapy On Your Birthday?).I haven listen the song melody,but from the lyrics,I feel that the song is a simple and comfortable song.So coincidently that I just celebrated my b'day not the long time ago,match my situation,right???I just imagine that if a guy sing this song to me(if can sing with guitar,better),I think I will get touch that time.Too bad I can't listen this song during my b'day,if not,I feel better...
你的生日快乐吗? ni de sheng ri kuai le ma?(Are You Happy On Your Birthday?)
Sang by Daniel Lee
崭新的一天 要开心一点 zhan xin de yi tian yao kai xin yi dian (It's a brand new day, you ought to stay happy) 生命如过眼云烟 sheng ming ru guo yan yun yan (Life is just a fleeting moment) 留不住他在身边 只留下想念 liu bu zhu ta zai shen bian zhi liu xia xiang nian (You can?t keep him by your side, what remains is only a deep longing) 他对你的好 他给你的笑 ta dui ni de hao ta gei ni de xiao (Memory of his love, his smiles) 你怎么都忘不了 ni zen me dou wang bu liao (Try as you may, you could not forget?) 让我陪在你的身边 慢慢走过这时间 rang wo pei zai ni de shen bian man man zou guo zhe shi jian (Allow me to stay beside you, as you journey on) ＊感情太多考验 跌倒了不等于永远 gan qing tai duo kao yan die dao le bu deng yu yong yuan (Our feelings are often tested by trials, we fall but this will not be forever) 你一定要坚强一点 展开 笑颜... ni yi ding yao jian qiang yi dian zhan kai xiao yan (You must be strong, show your happy smile)＊ 你的生日快乐吗？许了愿吗？ ni de sheng ri kuai le ma? xu le yuan ma? (Were you happy on your birthday? Did you make a wish?) 偶尔孤单其实很正常 每个人都一样 ou er gu dan qi shi hen zheng chang mei ge ren dou yi yang (Being lonely occasionally is quite normal, it happens to everyone) 你的生日快乐吗？许了愿吗？ ni de sheng ri kuai le ma? xu le yuan ma? (Were you happy on your birthday? You have mature overnight) 偶尔难免承受一点伤 天黑了就天亮 ou er nan mian cheng shou yi dian shang tian hei le jiu tian liang (A bit of sadness or hurts is inevitable, but after the dark night, it will be day) ..happy birthday..
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Eng translation from Pinkies World
All my dear friends,I know there are many of you still think that Daniel can be so famous is because of his face and negleted his voice.Anyway,I won't care what you are thinking.I just hope that if anyone want to listen Daniel's songs,please buy the original album or just listen from radio.MUST NOT SUPPORT THE PIRATED OR DOWNLOAD!!!!
Last night I read a person's blog.I read from the beginning till the end of the blog patiently.This person makes me think of many things and it also answer some questions which in my mind long time ago.When I read the blog,I will imagine myself is 'her' (what she mentioned in blog).Finally,I know the truth although it's just a part of truth,it still better for me guessing.Honestly I really hope "HE" can tell me whole things honestly.Maybe that time I will feel sad,but I believe my sadness will gone very soon...No matter how cruel the truth is,I still wanna know it.I don't like the feeling that people lie to me...
A song to one of my friend:
原来这才是真的你yuan lai zhe cai shi zhen de ni(So this is really You) Sang by: Cyndi Wang
我关了手机 wo guan le shou ji (I off my handphone) 用力地深呼吸 yong li de shen hu xi (Take a deep breath) 告诉我自己 gao su wo zi ji (Tell myself) 没有什么了不起 mei you shen me liao bu qi (Nothing serious) 就当我和你 jiu dang wo he ni (Pretend that you and I) 演一出爱情戏 yan yi chu ai qing xi (Acting in a love movie) 流一点眼泪没关系 liu yi dian yan lei mei guan xi (It's alright to cry) 也许是我太年轻 ye xu shi wo tai nian qing (Maybe I am too young) 不懂你要的关心 bu dong ni yao de guan xin (Don't know what care you want) 并不只是一对一 bing bu zhi shi yi dui yi (Not only one to one) 才会伤害自己 cai hui shang hai zi ji (can hurt myself) 爱情过了保险期 ai qing guo le bao xian qi (Love past the warranty date) 就像玩腻的游戏 jiu xiang wan ni de you xi (Plays the greasy game on the picture) 不想再要一对一 bu xiang zai yao yi dui yi (Does not want to one to one again) 可是没有耐心 ke shi meiyou nai xin (But does not have the patience) 原来这才是真的你 yuan lai zhe cai shi zhen de ni (So this is really you) 无法掌握自己的心 wu fa zhang wo zi ji de xin (Is unable to grasp own heart) 偶尔花言巧语 ou er hua yan qiao yu (Occasionally sweet talks) 偶尔又选择逃避 ou er you xuan ze tao bi (Occasionally chooses evades) 自做聪明 zi zuo cong ming (Think yourself intelligent) 原来这才是真的你 yuan lai zhe ai shi zhen de ni (So this is really you) 习惯演戏 xi guan yan xi (Used to acting) 随时在磨砺演技 sui shi zai mo li yan ji (Is wheting the performing skill as necessary) 忘了什么叫做珍惜 wang le shen me jiao zuo zhen xi (Forgot what is called treasures) 你想找谁合演对手戏 ni xiang zhao shui he yan dui shou xi (Who do you want to look for joint performance match play) 这是你的权利 zhe shi ni de quan li (This is your right) 就让你自己决定 jiu rang ni zi ji jue ding (Let you decide youself) 虽然泪水淹没了眼睛 sui ran lei shui yan mo le yan jing (Although the tears submerged the eye) 我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底 wo que qing wen rang xin tong yi ge che di (My actually light lips let grieved thorough) 决定就现在喊停 jue ding jiu xian zai han ting (Decided that shouted stop now) 不再受委屈 bu zai shou wei qu (No longer receives puts) ho～wo～ho～
o~Why I not in M'sia???!!!I just know that Sony now required a lead actress for the Daniel's new MV[原谅我](Forgive me).If for other things,I think it will less chance for me.But now,it required those below 160cm and have a cute and sweet look.Recently there is very less people below 160cm(I mean high sch above),and I am one of the people below 160cm and this is for the [原谅我]MV,my favourite song,I really like to have a try,but who ask me now not in M'sia....
The bear cute,right??I bought this yesterday.It's quite special for me,there wrote 4 June on the body of the bear,too bad it can't see from the photo.I really rarely see the things specially for 4th June baby, and the colour is my favourite colour too..I bought it without any consideration..
Yesterday I took some photo in Darling Harbour.I noticed that I really fat already.So today I take some photo myself again~~
Today is Aus public Holiday-----Queen's B'day.I guess the 'QuESS' mean the UK Queen.I wonder why Aus still celebrate Queen's B'day,Aus not UK's colony,why Aus still celebrate Queen's bday??Malaysia also used to be UK's colony before,why Malaysia doesn't celebrate Queen's b'day???!!!(Then we got 1 more public holiday) Yesterday I joked with my mummy,I said that maybe those western country got less public holiday,so find somedays to be holiday lo...^^
Today I woke up early cause I need to go 'yumcha' withh Doris,Richard and Jared.I saw a train just gone when I still on my way to train station.So have to wait the next train.Who knows the next train make me waiting for a long time...CIS!!!
Rainbow on the floor???!!!
My 'jewellery',only 1 in this world~
When I reached the Marigold,they all started eating.It's all the train's fault la...Jared called me 'Paris Hilton' when I sat down.Then I only know that it is because of my big sunglasses.He even asked 'me' when I released from jail...That fellow ho...always gave us surprise when we eat dim sum.Today he even took the chopsticks for Doris...It's quite rare...haha
I have very long time not eating dim sum,today I ate a lot,eg 'ha kao',seafood roll,'char xiu pau',egg tart,polo bun,porridge etc.Really yummy^^But the yummy has the price,4 of us today ate $100++ already leh!!!My purse empty already,looks like I need to save money in this period lo...
I saw a funny scene today in Marigold.I saw there is 2 western women in a table.They are drinking red wine with dim sum!!!Imagine that 2 red wine glasses,dim sum and a teapot in the same table,funny or not???
We went walk around in the City after eating dim sum.We all feel strange that Jared followed us walk walk.He even told me don't always think that he is that kind people who always stay at home playing games.He also like to go out.He don't want tell us that he is going out.Who knows,after less than 1 hour,he said that he has thing to do and need to go back home...ceh...
T-shirt I bought in Giordano today~
We all feel tired after walking for a long time.We think to find a place to relax.Maybe it is because today is public holiday,all shops have the long quaue and the price also more expensive than normal day due to the sub-charges.We all finally decided go Darling Harbour drink coffee.When we arrived Darling Harbour,the sky turned dark,we also feel the rain.Today Darling Harbour's view not nice.We went around to find a suitable coffee shop,who knows we all finally change the coffee time to dinner time.We went back home after having our dinner.
The short sunset makes the buildings gold in colour.I think it will be nicer if the sky not dark..
My left leg very pain.My new shoes hurt me last week.I think that it gonna recover soon but who know today it blooding again.Now I cant use any energy on my left leg now...ouch!!!
It is continuosly raining last few day,finally the sky turn sunny.The air outside so fresh,make me relax....
Today I found 1 more mistake in a drama.[The Slicing Of The Demon](凶城计中计) got 1 scene said that some people played fool on Sei Hoi.They wrote some words on the Sei Hoi's body.The funny thing is,the people wrote the words from left to right.Where got people write from left to right in ancient times???I think the director has neglected this point lo...wahaha^^
Mummy called me just now.Tze Nga told me that Woon Yee asked her mother send a presant to my house.That Woon Yee,I really feel touch that she still asked her mother send the presant although she is in UK now and she also didn't give me any hint about that....Tze Nga said that she want to open the presant but I am not allow her to do that.Now my heart 'itchy' already.Aiyo,Woon Yee a,what the presant is ah???
Just taking a short nap,now still think like sleeping...
I think recently the hottest topic in Malaysia is our PM Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi remarry today with Datin Seri Jeanne Abdullah.Our new 1st lady is PM's former sister-in law and she also once managed the Prime Minister's official residence, Seri Perdana, in Putrajaya.Now they relationship getting closer.I remembered when the late Datin Seri Endon passed away in Oct,2005,our PM showed his deep feeling to his wife.And now,less than 2 years,he already remarry.PM also human,he still unwilling to remain out the limelight...Anyway,just congrate him that finally find a new partner that can accompany him in the remaining times.
Actually I just knew this news today but I planned to write 'REMARRY' as my today's topic last night.I watched [Family Link](师奶兵团) yesterday.In that drama,that is a guy name Seng Jun(诚俊) and his lost his wife,Yoyo too.Yoyo's machi---Xiu Man(小曼) went back HK to investigate the reason of the death of Yoyo.She realized that Yoyo's death not because of Seng Jun and started changing her view of Seng Jun and like him too.So did Seng Jun.Seng Jun still like his late wife,Yoyo and he feel that is unfair to Xiu Man,so he didn't speak out his love.Xiu Man forced Seng Jun speak out and Seng Jun finally said that no matter how he love Xiu Man,he still won't be together with Xiu Man cause he feel that no one can replace Yoyo and he also don't hope that is unfair to Xiu Man.Then Xiu Man said that that is noone can replace Yoyo,Yoyo also cannot replace her.They are both individuals.If Seng Jun can forget Yoyo so fast,she won't love him.
There is some thoughts appear in my mind after listening Xiu Man said those words.I suddenly think of my 10 yee zhang.10 yee has 'gone' almost 5 years now.We can see 10 yee zhang very sad in the beggining and getting better days by days.He finally remarried this Feb.Is it quite similar with Seng Jun and Xiu Man???!!!Honestly,as I said last time,I really don't know how I feel when I know that my 10 yee zhang remarried.That is my 10 yee.I really don't hope that 10 yee zhang forget her.Of course,I won't want to see my 10 yee zhang sad in his whole life.I also think that whether his new wife really 'generous' enough that won't mind 10 yee in 10 yee zhang's heart.Aiyo,I think I am think too much again~~Just hope they can happily forever~
*************************************************************************************** There is raining continuosly these few days.It keeps raining non-stop and sometimes really heavy rain...It just make the weather cooler~~
Looked at the wind and rain outside,suddenly insipiration comes to my mind~~
风 就算再大 能吹走所有东西 feng jiu suan zai da neng chui zou suo you dong xi (Wind,even how strong is it and blow all the things) 却不能 吹走 你给的回忆 que bu neng chui zou ni gei de hui yi (But it cannot blow away the memories you gave) 雨 就算再小 每当走在雨里 yu jiu suan zai xiao mei dang zou zai yu li (Rain,even small,everytime walk in the rain) 却能让我分不清 泪和雨 que neng rang wo fen bu qing lei he yu (Still can let me not be able to distinguish clearly the tear and the rain) 你曾给过我欢喜 也曾给我泪滴 ni ceng gei guo wo huan xi ye ceng gei wo lei di (You gave me happiness and also tears) 你曾说过我爱你 也曾说过对不起 ni ceng shuo guo wo ai ni ye ceng shuo guo dui bu qi (You said "I love you" and also "I'm sorry) 不能忘记 不想忘记 bu neng wang ji bu xiang wang ji (Cannot forget and don't want to forget) 我说过想要放弃 是你把我挽紧 wo shuo guo xiang yao fang qi shi ni ba wo wan jin (I had said want to give up and is you pulled me tightly ) 你坚持要我去相信 你会爱我到底 ni jian chi yao wo xiang xin ni hui ai wo dao di (You persisted wants me to believe you can love me forever) 如今你说不能继续 我们缘分已尽 ru jin ni shuo bu neng ji xu wo men yuan fen yi jin (Now you said cannot continue our fate already because it's the end) 才发现 当初你 不甘心 cai fa xian dang chu ni bu gan xin (Only then discovered initially you were not resigned to) 你还记得在那里 许多难忘回忆 ni hai ji de zai na li xu duo nan wang hui yi (Are you still remember there have many unforgetable memories??) 如今剩我一个人 对着回忆哭泣 ru jin sheng wo yi ge ren dui zhe hui yi ku qi (Now just left me and cried in front of memories) 你在哪里 和另一个他在甜蜜 ni zai na li he ling yi ge ta zai tian mi (Where are you at and happy with another 'she' ?) 我说过想要放弃 是你把我挽紧 wo shuo guo xiang yao fang qi shi ni ba wo wan jin (I had said want to give up and is you pulled me tightly ) 你坚持要我去相信 你会爱我到底 ni jian chi yao wo qu xiang xin ni hui ai wo dao di (You persisted wants me to believe you can love me forever) 如今你说不能继续 我们缘分已尽 ru jin ni shuo bu neng ji xu wo men yuan fen yi jin (Now you said cannot continue our fate already because it's the end) 才发现 当初你 不甘心 cai fa xian dang chu ni bu gan xin (Only then discovered initially you were not resigned to)
I always said that our life is just like movie.However,movie still movie,it still included writer's imagination.How many percent of a movie is truth??And how many percent is only the fictitious???I admit that I very like to watch movie,sometimes addicted too..Sometimes I feel so admired when I watch those romantic scenes in the movies.You know what kind of character most attractive??That is the female main character's 'GUARDIAN'..These 'GUARDIAN' normally likes the girl but they wont say it out.They will give 100% support to the girl they liked.They will do whatever the girls want,stay beside her whenever she is sad.They will like to give out and don't expect any repay.For example,Dak Dak Dei from [Heart of Greedy]("溏心风暴") and Kun Lik from [Under The Canopy Of Love]("天幕下的恋人").These people are very nice guy in the movies.They will do anything for the girls they love and just make the girls happy.How many girls attracted by them in the real life??I don't know others,but I can tell that I am one of them get attracted by them.But...is it really have this kind of guys in real life??
Sometimes the silly things will come to my minds.Especially I will think that will I have the similar scene with the drama.I really met some similar scene before,but too bad all make me upset.I never meet any romantic scene before just like the movie.But I still have long way to go,there is still have the chance for me,right??Sometimes I really admired to the female main character in the movies.They have a very nice guy always stay beside them,stay along with them when they are unhappy,do whatever they want,got people will make them happy and etc.It's really lucky to have these friends stay beside.So,God,can YOU please arrange for me to meet such a nice guy???
错了再错 cuo le zai cuo(Wrong after wrong) singing by Nicholas Teo
退到了绝境再退,破碎到不能破碎 tui dao le jue jing zai tui, po sui dao bu neng po sui (Drew back the hopeless situation again to draw back,Breaks to cannot break) 能挽回什么,你就不肯说,我只能猜疑却都错 neng wan hui shen me,ni jiu bu ken shuo,wo zhi neng cai yi que dou cuo (Can recall anything, you are not willing to say, I only can suspect all but is actually wrong) 泪水灌溉着伤悲,绝望是你赐给的安慰 lei shuo guan gai zhe shang bei,jue wang shi ni ci gei de an wei (The tears irrigate are being sad, despair is you bestows for the comfort) 为何你说慌,我却受惩罚 wei he ni shuo huang,wo que shou cheng fa (Why did you say hurriedly, I actually receive punishment) 你不如就用刀刺下 ni bu ru jiu yong dao ci xia (You were inferior to uses the knife to puncture) 我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错 wo ke yi tong le zai tong,ni ke yi cuo le zai cuo (I could the pain again pain, you be allowed again to be mistakenly wrong) 不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺 bu gan xin,bu shan duo,zhi wei na shi zhen de cheng nuo (Is not resigned to, does not dodge hides, only for that distorted pledge) 我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容 wo zhuan shen rang ni wan zhe huo,ni cun xin yong jin wo kuan rong (I turn around to let you play the fire, you intentionally exhaust me to be tolerant) 为什么连谎言你也刺破 wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye ci po (Why links the rumour you also to puncture)
爱和痛彼此纠结,悲和我无法分解 ai he tong bi ci jiu jie,bei he wo wu fa fen jie (Likes intertwining with pain each other, to be sad and I is unable to decompose) 厌倦的疲累,成了一片黑 yan juan de pi lei,cheng le yi pian hei (Is weary of the exhaustion, has become a black) 像空洞已无法消灭 xiang kong dong yi wu fa xiao mie (Like a empty hole that has been unable to eliminate) 泪水滋润着泪水,背叛是你另一种慰藉 lei shuo ji run zhe lei shui,bei pan shi ni ling yi zhong wei ji (The tears are moistening the tears, the betrayal are your another kind console) 完美的借口,泪无辜留下,你不如用乱箭射吧 wan mei de jie kou,lei wu gu liu xia,ni bu ru yong jian she ba (The perfect excuse, the tear innocently stays behind, you were inferior to shoots with the chaotic arrow) 我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错 wo ke yi tong le zai tong,ni ke yi cuo le zai cuo (I could the pain again pain, you be allowed again to be mistakenly wrong) 不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺 bu gan xin,bu shan duo, zhi wei na shi zhen de cheng nuo (Is not resigned to, does not dodge hides, only for that distorted pledge) 我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容 wo zhuan shen rang ni wan zhe huo,ni cun xin yong jin wo kuan rong (I turn around to let you play the fire, you intentionally exhaust me to be tolerant) 为什么连谎言你也刺破 wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye ci po (Why links the rumour you also to puncture)
即使我头也不回,这悲剧猛向我追 ji shi wo tou ye bu hui,zhe bei ju meng xiang wo zhui (Even if my does not return, this tragedy fiercely pursues to me) 情愿你全部摧毁,别留着燎原的火堆 qing yuan ni quan bu cui hui,bie liu zhe liao yuan de huo dui (Would rather you completely to destroy, be not keeping the fire of high-piled firewood which sets the prairie afire) 给你的自由将我吞没,给我的爱像一根绳索 gei ni de zi you jiang wo tun mo,gei wo de ai xiang yi gen sheng suo (Embezzles for yours freedom me, for a mine love picture rope) 你放手却困住了我 ni fang shou que kun zhu le wo (You dropped actually to surround me) 我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错 wo ke yi tong le zai tong,ni ke yi cuo ke zai cuo (I could the pain again pain, you be allowed again to be mistakenly wrong) 不甘心,不闪躲,全为了失真的承诺 bu gan xin,bu shan duo,uan wei le shi zhen de cheng nuo (Is not resigned to, does not dodge hides, only for that distorted pledge) 我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容 wo zhuan shen rang ni wan zhe huo,ni cun xin yong jin wo kuan rong (I turn around to let you play the fire, you intentionally exhaust me to be tolerant) 为什么连谎言你也刺破 wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye ci po (Why links the rumour you also to puncture) 为什么...... 连谎言你也不说 wei shen me...lian huang yan ni ye bu shuo (Why...... continually the rumour didn't you say)
pinyin translation from babelfish
I watched this MV last night.Nicholas Teo acted the nice guy I said in the MV.Everytime when the girl quarrel with her bf,Nicholas will accompany the girl and do whatever the girl asked.When the girl finish angry,she will go back to her bf.Nicholas see the girl get hurt times by times and finally he asked the girl don't go...The MV story approximately is like that.Go watch it if you interested.There is a little surprise in the MV,that is the girl in MV is Race from 2R.
There are many Malaysian artist go overseas,such as Michael Wong,Fish,Penny,Nicholas Teo,Gary Cao and so on.Normally these Malaysian artists will become more famous after going to overseas.The best example is Gary.I remembered many years ago he released his 1st album in Malaysia.That time he really not famours.Who know after few years,he become very popular in Taiwan,and of coz,Malaysia too.
Actually I want to say that,there really have many artists go overseas,but how many of them still remember that they come from Malaysia.Many of them can obviously found that they pay too much attention in overseas market,and neglect Malaysia market.Like last time I read an article that about got people complained that Rynn Lim Yu Zhong always having promo in Taiwan and China,and neglect Malaysia market.He didn't spend time in Malaysia having promo although he already released album in a certain period.Then the album company faster arrange time for Rynn going back Malaysia doing promo,maybe they also notice the problem.However,there is another example is in my heart,that is Fish Leong.I don't know why,but it only my feeling in heart.She let me feel that she is not from Malaysia.She focus more in Taiwan.She had her 1st concert in Taiwan,then how long only have concert in Malaysia...Overseas market really bigger than Malaysia market,but they still cannot forget that their original country.Or they think that their Malaysian supporters will stay supporting them no matter how they treat their fans???If someday they cant stay in overseas anymore,there is still have a place called Malaysia,always welcome them home...
Of course,there is still have people not like that.For example,Nicholas Teo.I always watch the Taiwan entertainment show.I will see Nicholas always say Malaysia this,Malaysia that.I don't know he is purposely do that or accidently.He just like want to remind people that he comes from Malaysia.I like him this point...Nicholas,gambateh o~~
All I said above only my own opinion.I don't care what other people think about that...
I heard Daniel also planning go overseas.Of course I am glad to hear that and hope he can get the good result in overseas market too.But I hope he won't forget his forever supporters---Pinkies lo!!!
Just now my friend told me that she is upset but she cant cry out even she will like to.She is worried about her exam and think to escape.I just feel that she think too much.From the past experience,everytime she also say she is worried during exam time,but in the end always prove that is she worried too much.She complained that we all don't believe her this time,but the truth is,she not believe in her own ability.Girl,pls be confident to yourself,ok???And,if you need to find anyone chating,remember here got me will 24 hours standby to be your audience!!!
Today went for dinner with Doris and Richard.Richard said he is hungry while we were waiting Doris.So Richard and I went to the Thai restaurant and ate something first.We waited Doris arrive only order the main dish.I ordered TOM YAM DRY NOODLE.Guess what???Tomyam DRY noodle not DRY,there serve with soup.Got soup still can said DRY???!!!*Confusing*But luckily the taste quite good.It worth for me go there again.
We went Starbucks after finished dinner in the Thai restaurant.This is the 1st time I go Starbucks since I reached Sydney last year.We all choose the hot drink coz there is very cold outside.We chit chat in Starbucks and the most topic is POLITICS!!!We said politics about the east and west Malaysia.Now I only know that there is difference about politics in east and west M'sia.We chat until 9++pm only went back home.
People not always say that COFFEE can make people more energy??Seems this not effective for me.I like drink coffee,maybe I inherit from my mummy and grandpa coz they both also like coffee very much,especially mummy.She at least drink 1 cup of coffee everyday.Me,tea,coffee also no use for me.Like today,I drank a cup of coffee before going out,and just now drink 1 more cup in Starbucks,but now..I feel sleepy already.If in normal day,now is my most energetic...
"Happy b'day to me,祝我生日快乐,Semijukahamida,Selamat Hari Jadi..."
This is the multi-language b'day song and it is sang by Ms Heng for me.I change a little bit,no reason I still say 'u' ,right??
Today is the 1st day of my 22!!Finally here comes the end of my 31 days countdown.This is the 1st year I celebrate my b'day in overseas.No family,No friends,feel like lack something....luckily this year my b'day still considered not bad...From 12am in Sdyney time,I started getting wishes from my dear friends.Dunno they really remember my b'day or they just know because of my countdown from my msn title leh~Anyway,I so glad to receive wishes from you..For all my friends,thank you very much~
In afternoon,I purposely went a cake shop in City to buy small cake for myself.I passed the cake shop many times before but I never try it coz the price not cheap.Since today is my BIG DAY,of course I need to treat myself good,so I bought 2 beautiful small cakes home.When I reached home,suddenly notice that the cake shop named '85°C'.85, 85,so coincidently I am the 85's baby leh~~~
85's baby went 85°C and bought 2 small cakes to celebrate her 22th b'day~
2 beautiful small cakes,Hokkaido Cheese(left) and Passion Fruit Mousse(right)..Nice,right??
After taking my bath,I took out the cakes out.I blew the candle and make the wishes 1st..My wishes are xxxxxxxxx(aiyo,cant speak out la.If speak out,then cant be true lo...)
As usual,take picture 1st~
Besides wishes from my family,I received a most exciting gifts just now..That is...
You will not imagine how excited I am when I receive this,even I also cant find a word to describe my excitement.Honestly,I have to thank my pinkies friend to get this for me.If without them,I think I only can have this in my dream.....xxxx,xxxx(I am asked not to say their name),and not forgotton,Daniel too,thank you very much!!!!!*muaks*
At last,Still need to thanks for my family and friends.Your wishes make my b'day warmth....really.....谢谢,Thank You,Terima Kasih,多谢,Arigato,Kamsahamida!!!!!
************************************************************************************* My machi just sms me.She told me that she met a TW Female Singer and her manager in UK.She also told me that she only can get the signature from the singer and cant take photo with her coz the singer's manager not allowed.I suddenly feel that this action minus marks of the singer already.I know maybe it's not her fault,or the manager 'too protect' her,but is it taking photo too over???A popular artist,not only do the hardwork,supporters also one of the reasons makes him/her famous...Without supporter,he/she wont be so famous no matter how many effort he/she did....Those who can be famous forever are those who do not haughty~~~~
Today I write the in the special way in my chinese blog.At first I also planned to do the same things here but who asked this is the english version,I really dunno how to write different in English.So,I decided to write in the same way here.
Today is my last day in 21.Time really passes so fast.Last year today,I having my 1st b'day party in my house,celebrate with my relatives and friends.But now,all different.I now stay alone in my room,chating with my friend and countdown alone.
Actually I quite confused whether follow the Malaysia time or Australia time.If follow M'sia time,then now still left less than 1 hour time only reach 4th June.But if follow Sdyney time,now already4th June.I decided follow the M'sia time since I born in M'sia ma..If I follow Sdyney time,mean that I lost my 2 hours without reason lo..Right leh....
If you asked me now the most popular virus,I will tell you that the answer definately is "Tang Xin Virus"(Heart of Greedy).This drama just finish showing at 1st June.This drama really make how many people crazy about it.This drama can said is the most outstanding hk drama this year.It really successful.Not only hk people,even in Malaysia,it also most popular drama.I know that many of my family and friends catch this drama,like Malaysia got my aunt and Au Yong,Tw got Eweing,Uk got Woon Yee and ah Phat...I believe still got many that I don't know.We all crazy about it..How to say??For eg,Eweing and ah Phat put "没有溏心风暴的日子 第一日 x"(the sentense always appear in drama) in their msn nick,you can see how crazy are they.Actually I also plan to write this long time ago,but now got people do this before me.So I have to think again whether write it or not...(Tomorrow we will know)...Now already come the end,I guess there are many people feel sad.(Include me!!!)
Honestly,I think that the ending is good but still not good enough.It's just the happy ending.I found a weird thing about this drama.When Alfred died in the accident,Siong Zai Sum told police that Alfred's family all 'gone'.But I still remember that when Sum 1st time went to Alfreds's office,she saw a photo and Alfred told her inside the photo is his sister and nephew.Is it I remember wrongly or the storywritter forget about this???!!!(^^)I don't think that many people notice this...
Although the drama now ended,I believed that there are many people will not forget this drama.So am I.I will not forget that in the drama,there is a very very nice people called 得得地(dak dak dei),smart woman called 大契(dai kai),tough woman called 莉姨(lai yi),always 'kekeke'---大鲍(dai bao),most hated people---小契(sai kai),always making trouble---舅父波(kou fu bo),capricious couple---阿Gil and Jackie,poor and pure-minded guy---欢仔(foon zai),a girl like pretty called 欣欣(yan yan),a girl always crying called 常在心(Siong zai Sum),handsome but play boy called Alfred,and also a family that very very like $$$....It still got many that I did not write here.I plan to write more about the characters,but now too lazy,maybe next time...
Ok,write until here...tired already...There is some sentences from the drama in my xanga blog,can go to read if interested....
