Unhappy

Xiao jiu jiu already confirmed that he will going to UK in 1st/2nd Oct,means that I really need to help my 5 jiu jiu.I really unhappy in this moment,but who cares???!!!I know fish stall will get busy recently since now still in puasa time.I also know that 5 jiu jiu will very hard if just left him alone in fish stall..Honestly to said,I will like to do anything but not asking me go fish stall to help or stay overnights in Parit.This is what I can't accept....I really think that now I was like those Indo maid,do anything what the boss asking to do,the boss no need get any permission before that.I can't really said about my upset in front of them since I still feel sorry to my parents.I only can write them all here...If not,I really scare I will get crazy soon....