Sunday, April 27, 2008

The End of my 'useless' life~

4.27,the end of my 'useless' life...I feel quite complicated actually.I am happy because finally have a target,no need feel like don't know what to do everyday(I know many people wish to have this life).But I also feel sad because I cannot sleep until afternoon start from tomorrow.But I need to think more in positive way,right??hehe^^

Tomorrow said is my new start.I just applied mask today,and also applied the nail colour.I also took pictures today.Recently all the photo I took,my friends also said got 'A' feel lo...too bad la...I have no idea that is it my other side let people think like that.I only know that I won't show that in real life,when facing people~~~

There is a girl called me continuously last few days.She said she is from what tv station and want to do some research with me.Haih,I really not syok actually.Why she always call me while I am sleeping??!!!She said I am invited to a technical expo,but I did not put it in heart.She called me this afternoon again and asked me whether I am in the expo or not,wahaha...so sorry wo,I did not attend!!!and not even plan to attend!!!

S1,my friend said that his problem comes to the end,but he still too stubborn.Although he and 'she' already back to the Friend stage,he still doesn't give up his 'concern' to her.I really feel not worth to him.I always try my best to console him when he come to complain to me.I used soft way to console him at first until now use the strong way already.Many couple can be friend again after break up but not for him.His insist to 'her' only bring pressure to 'her'.I can imagine this will bring more hurt to him.He asked me to add 'her' in msn.He wished I can be closed to 'her' so that I can help him to take care of 'her'.I refuse for helping.From beginning,I just asked him to give up in direct and indirect way.I really hope he can give up this relationship.If this time I agree for helping,it's only help him continue his insist.I really hope he understand my purpose.He did not reply me anymore then,don't know whether he is angry or not.Friend,will you think I am cruel to him???

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