If I become memory(如果我变成回忆）

There's long time I don't share nice song here.Maybe I don't have time to listen songs.Just watched a mv and cried.Maybe I too into the lyrics.The article said Tank wrote this song is because of his illness. "好怕一放心睡了，心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了"(Scare my heartbeat will stop when I sleep),"如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握"(If I can't control my heartbeat)....When I fall sick last time(now ok a bit),that time I really scare I can't see the sun next day.I really understand these 2 lyrics.A people will think many things when he/she is weak.Sometimes I will think,if I really can't wake up next day,then how're those who concern me?! 10 yee 'left' us before she is 30th.This really influence me a lot.Our life can be unexpectably short!!That's why now I will try my best to take care who I care,enjoy the time with them.If the day I have to 'leave',If that day I become memory,I hope the memory is good memory for everybody.

如果我变成回忆 (If I become Memory) Tank

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
lei le zhao guan li nu li qing xing zhe
(Tired...just wake myself as usual)
也照惯例 想你了
ye zhao guan li xiang ni le
(miss you as usual)
好怕一放心睡 心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了 了
hao pa yi fang xin shui le xin tiao zai meng zhong bu ting hua de jiu ting zhi le
(Scare my heartbeat will stop when I sleep)


听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
ting zhe hu xi xiang lang chao pai dong zhe
(Listening my heartbeat)
越美丽越让我忐忑
yue mei li yue rang wo tan te
(will get worried if it going smoothly)
我还能珍惜什么
wo hai neng zhen xi shen me
(What I can treasure)
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
ru guo wo lian zi ji de mai bo dou nan zhang wo
(If I can't control my heartbeat)

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
(If I become memory,just left this world)
留下你错愕哭泣
liu xia ni cuo e ku qi
(Just left you crying)
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
wo bing leng shen ti yong bao bu liao ni
(I can't hug you with my cold body)
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni ren hai gu du lv xing
(When I think that the 1 I love just travel among the crowd)
我会恨自己 如此狠心
wo hui hen zi ji ru ci hen xin
(I will hate myself be so cold-blooded)

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi zhong yu mei na me xing yun
(If I become memory,not not lucky anymore)
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa pan shan qian zhe ni kan wan xia luo jin
(No chance to hold your hand and see the sunset when we are old)
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
man chang shi guang zhong you yi tian ni hui shang xin quan yu
(You will recover after long time)
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
ruo you ren ke yi rang ta pei ni wo bu guai ni
(If you find someone to accompany you,I won't blame you)

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
kuai le shen me shi hou hui jie shu ne
(When will the happiness finish)
哪一刻是最后一刻
na yi ke shi zui hou yi ke
(When is the last time)
想把你紧紧抱着
xiang ba ni jin jin bao zhe
(Think to hug you tight)
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
ke zhi ni shi wo sheng ming zhong de zui she bu de
(You are the 1 I worry the most)


如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi tui chu le zhe chang sheng ming
(If I become memory,just left this world)
留下你错愕哭泣
liu xia ni cuo e ku qi
(Just left you crying)
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
wo bing leng shen ti yong bao bu liao ni
(I can't hug you with my cold body)
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
xiang dao wo rang shen ai de ni ren hai gu du lv xing
(When I think that the 1 I love just travel among the crowd)
我会恨自己 如此狠心
wo hui hen zi ji ru ci hen xin
(I will hate myself be so cold-blooded)

如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi zhong yu mei na me xing yun
(If I become memory,not not lucky anymore)
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
mei ji hui bai zhe tou fa pan shan qian zhe ni kan wan xia luo jin
(No chance to hold your hand and see the sunset when we are old)
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
man chang shi guang zhong you yi tian ni hui shang xin quan yu
(You will recover after long time)
若有人可以 让他陪你
ruo you ren ke yi rang ta pei ni
(If you find someone to accompany you)

如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
ru guo wo bian cheng hui yi zui pa wo tai bu zheng qi
(If I become memory,I scared...)
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
wan gu delai zai kong qi ba zhan ni xin li mei yi chun feng xi
(...will stay in the air and your heart)
原来依然爱我的你痛苦 承受失去
yuan lai yi ran ai wo de ni tong ku cheng shou shi qu
(Seems like you just bear the sadness of 'loosing' yourself)
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
zhe yang bu gong ping qing ni jin li ba wo wang ji
(It's not fair.So please try your best to forget me)