What's happened??

I really don't like to come here today...but lastly...I still have no choice to write here.Yee,why I just cannot reach your phone?We both know we are the 1st people come to mind when wanna share something.But I can't reach you now...And when I checked the phone book,I only realize that NOBODY else that I can share my sadness.So,I just hold the tears and called to mummy.Just wanna to hear their voice now...I think mummy didn't realize that my voice has changed...It's good...I don't want to make her worry also...

'WHAT's HAPPENED ACTUALLY?' I tried to ask myself many many time.Sorry,I admit that I'm obtuse;Sorry,I admit that I still finding what's happened;Sorry,I still keep asking even I know YOU don't wanna say...and many SORRY....I have long time don't stare at the screen like now...just to wait your answer..But unfortunately I still haven't get the answer until this moment.I guess YOU already fall asleep.Even I just staring at the screen also won't get any answer...

I only wrote 'If HONEST brings guilty,should I choose to continue be honest?' few days ago.But now,I do really hope that you can tell me honestly what I've done to make you unhappy.At least I won't do the same thing if I know.But now...

Done,tears coming out already.I also want like this.Tze Yeen,cry as much as you can!!Then just get a good sleep when get tired.If not,you will only think the nonsense...