Recent Feel

Now is my break time.Staying in a house not belong to me,using a computer not belong to me,writing some feeling belong to me.Maybe is alcohol effect or not enough sleep.I feel like crying now.(But I can't since I have to work later).Because of my temper,make something unhappy happened.I said to myself before that I will change those not good but only for this temper.I know I have bad temper but I don't want to change.I just hope those besides me can tolerant me and accept it.I know maybe this is too over but I still hope that someone can tamper me more.I scare to lose myself.Today when I am working,I quite surprise that suddenly I think to disappear.I don't know why I got this stupid think.I just stopped myself to think more.Haih...I also don't know what else I want to type..Just ended here..