Decision

I told mummy last Saturday that I have decided not to study this semester,means that I will take 1 semester break.Mummy did not say anything,but from her sound,I can heard that mummy are dissapointed that time....That time I really think to say "SORRY" to her but I can't speak out.I not brave enough to say that.Only can sms her and said "Sorry,I have make you dissapointed..."I don't know how sad she will when she receive my sms.I really feel helpless sometimes,no one can help me.I also don't want let people worry about me.Every one has his/her own problem.So no need to trouble others and make them worry one more people.Now about study can just rest a period,need to find work from now....


(once again talked about the topic I scare the most.I cried again.I hate me like this.I really don't like to cry but why everytime I lost control of my tear??!!!Those who had read this,please just try not to talk about this topic with me,ok????Thank for your cooperation!!)