Thursday, August 02, 2007

Different mind

My friend's parents just reached Sydney last week.Honestly said that I quite envy my friend.My parents won't come Sydney just for travelling.Maybe daddy will,but I don't wish he come alone.If he come here alone,leave mummy alone at shop,mummy will get harder.I don't want like that.Mummy told me that Nga always said that she want come Sydney find me.If do not have parents companion,she won't have chance come here.Wong Tze Nga,Listen!If you dare to take plane alone,I will very welcome you wan,know??? Anyway,just think the happy thing lo..I will travel to ShenZhen with family in few months later...*can't wait already*

I suddenly think to call mummy after reached home from airport.Besides normal topic,we got chat about politic.Mummy said that nowadays Chinese getting harder in Malaysia.Employer and employee also hard,especially employer.Those 'rubbish' will 'disturb' those chinese shop in a certain period.The most rediculous thing is,nowadays those construction if get job from government,they only can employ Malay workers---it's 100% need Malay,can't employ other races.WTF!!!In the end,mummy's meaning is hope I can work in Sydney.Malaysia,just make it as the 'vocation country'.

Sometimes I will feel sad.My parents getting open-minded nowadays.I still remember when I was a little girl,daddy is definately refuse to let me study overseas.He even told other people in front of me.But when I started my college life,he already changed his mind.He allowed me study overseas.Mummy hope that I can work few years in Sydney then only go back M'sia.Till last Fri,mummy suddenly told me that she hope I can work in Sydney,just go back M'sia sometimes for vocation.I really can't believe this is from mummy's mouth.She did not know that I suddenly feel sad when she said that.

Although parents looked open-minded nowadays,my mind just totally in the opposite way.I always think to go overseas in the beginning and now just have seriously homesick.I really can't wait to go back.Why like that??What should I do to get the 'win-win' situation(to make all of us happy)???

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