Still moody...

I am still moody today..But I still can hide my mood well in front of people.I always think that I can be nominated as 'The Best Actress'.Others always cannot know that my actual feeling.Haih...If I no need go to school and also promised people go working,I will not go out today.I can't imagine I have a moment that do not want to see anyone.

There is something I never imagine.That is today I went for work as Yazi.Who knows,the manager--Kelly asked for my phone number.She wanted me to work as myself.Last time I heard Yazi talking about Kelly.So I have prepared to face her.But I only know that today is her birthday.Her mood is quite good today.So today she treated me quite good gua...However,I admit that I got shout loudly,but she still came and asked me shouting,not just standing there.There is another thing is there is a customer came alone.Then he wanted to sit inside.I have not seen any empty table for 1 people.So I just guided him to a bigger table.Who knows,the result is,I get blamed by many people.They even just said me in front of other customers, like scolding me.Those who not understand Cantonese will think we having a fight.If today I am the customer,I think I will leave the place.I won't care how nice the food is.I already have bad mood today,now even worse,but luckily I still can control my tears!!!

When I am working,Kelly suddenly came and asked me can I work until 9pm.I really don't know how to answer her.Then she just thought I agreed.She also asked me can I work the night shift next time.I said better not.I really don't like to go back at night.Then I just told her that my landlord does not like I go back at night.Then she just said:"Actually,move to city is better...".I really think to speak out those dirty words.Who don't know this is truth.But the rent in City is so expensive.I won't stupid like that.Yazi came to get her salary after her work.She also surprised when she knew that I need to work until night.She said she can do the night shift if I don't want.For me,I have no comment about this.But Kelly not allowed.Then Yazi just went home and I keep working lo...

Today the time really slow.Around 4.20pm,Kelly came with smile and told me that she has seem the wrong schedule.Actually I can go back at 4pm.Then tomorrow only work until 9pm.I was like '.....' WTF!!!I have stand 10-20 minutes extra.Although they asked me to stay to celebrate Kelly's birthday after worked,I still feel angry.But...What can I do???

Reached home at 6++pm.So tired.Think to call back after taking a short nap.Who knows,mummy called me when I still napping.She asked me how's my work.I know I am not good when talking with her,and even said I don't want to work.I think mummy get angry.I also told her about my uni thing.I think she is regret to have this call.Why I am like that??I already so regret but still wanna talk with her rudely.Wong Tze Yeen,you need to make people angry until when???