Choice

Mummy called me last night.Same as usual.She asked my current life and have I get a job.I just told her that I haven't get a job.She ho..the way she asked the question quite different with usual.She just like having a big comma after her sentence.She told me that if I get job,then just working here and don't go back this year,wait until January/February only go back.If I don't get job,then November go back.I really don't know what reaction should I gave that time.I really hope to go back,but why mummy you gave me so 'bad' idea???!!! I still feel like find a job currently but after mummy said that:"January/February only go back if get job" ,I just feel like '...'...but if I don't find a job,I just feel that I am more useless..only know how to waste $$$..but the advantage of not getting job----Can go back my hometown earlier, is very attractive...OMG,why you 'throw' such a difficult question to me???



Does it look like the scene that we can see in an ice cave??Actually it's from my refridge...The ice is big,right??!!