OMG!!!What happened on me la???Why I cried often???Just now I cried 2 times in 1 hour.Once is when I writing card for mummy,once is when I replying comments to my cousin.I want to get tougher not like now...
Now I just think that maybe I find someting can make me cry crazily,then I can cry all once.It is better like now,cry oftenly.If not,who have the funny thing to tell me,make me laughing...
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haih..my landlord 'said' me again...This time is because I put 2 loh han guo in 1 pot to make hearbal tea.She told me that loh han guo have poison itself,if put so much in one pot,not good for health.Normally half loh han guo can for whole family....bla bla bla...
I guess that is it my landlord cant talk in the previous life???So she talk too much now.She is very talkative,sometimes over talkative.She can talk on phone non stop,at least 1 hour.After hang up,still can find people talking.I really know what is 'long-tongue woman'(长舌妇) lo...When she see me or my other housemate,she sure start talking.She always talk to me when I am in kitchen(because I only go kitchen besides room).She always tell me how to cook,what is right,what is wrong...I not say she not good cause I know all is for my own good,but I really cant stand it...Even mummy dun say so much...Sometimes I follow mummy's instruction cooking,she still got things to say wan,sometimes keep repeating....orh~Because of this,now I rather stay at my own room if got people at house,no matter how hungry I am...
Monday, April 30, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
'HOME'
Recently I was not very happy because of HOMESICK,the weird thing is,my friends continuosly told me that they wan to go back lo...like Kai Ning,Doris,even Huey also told me that she,yi ma,chet and her bf also going back Ipoh tmr.I know they not purposely make me feel sad,but I juz cant control myself getting sad....
'Home',recently quite far for me now.No matter how I wish to going back,I need to try my best to ask myself stop thinking it now,juz for the end of the year.I have the return ticket on my hand now,so how???Just go back without considering???I cant.I not kids anymore,I cant do what I wan without consideration,although I would like to.
Maybe recently I try so hard to control myself,I become perceptual,especially when I watching series/movies/shows.No matter I watched what movies recently,if there have little bit touch part,I also cry.I wont like that last time,but now......What happend???I not come Sydney to train myself tougher???Or I reallt 'look' tough in others' eyes,juz like Shaw Fong said????I really dunno,dunno!!!
Last few nights I think many things before I sleep.Think how to design my mum's card,then dad's card,even think how to celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary which is at the Christmas eve.I have few ideas now...Who have any ideas,must tell me o~~
'Home',recently quite far for me now.No matter how I wish to going back,I need to try my best to ask myself stop thinking it now,juz for the end of the year.I have the return ticket on my hand now,so how???Just go back without considering???I cant.I not kids anymore,I cant do what I wan without consideration,although I would like to.
Maybe recently I try so hard to control myself,I become perceptual,especially when I watching series/movies/shows.No matter I watched what movies recently,if there have little bit touch part,I also cry.I wont like that last time,but now......What happend???I not come Sydney to train myself tougher???Or I reallt 'look' tough in others' eyes,juz like Shaw Fong said????I really dunno,dunno!!!
Last few nights I think many things before I sleep.Think how to design my mum's card,then dad's card,even think how to celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary which is at the Christmas eve.I have few ideas now...Who have any ideas,must tell me o~~
Friday, April 27, 2007
如果(IF)---张栋梁(Nicholas Teo)
[如果] ~张栋梁
不瞞你說 我真的有想過
(Honestly said that I have think before)
從今以後不再跟你 有任何聯絡
(I wont have contact with you from now)
不要再試著暗示我
(Don't try to give me hint)
後來你發現甚麼
(You found anything later)
不瞞你說 並不特別寂寞
(Honestly said that not really lonely)
接下來的幾個週末 節目特別多
(I have many activities in the next few weekends)
偶而會有人喜歡我
(Sometimes got people like me)
但並不代表甚麼
(But it din mean anything)
現在的我 不缺甚麼
(Me now din lack of anything)
認真的生活 偶而會難過
(Continue my life seriously and feel sad sometimes)
新朋友很多 他們（都）不夠了解我
(I have many new friends but they not understand me enough)
問了太多 我只是 微笑的帶過
(They asked too much and I only use smile to skip)
未來的我 沒有如果
(I dun hav IF in the future)
不相信星座 能預告甚麼
(I dun believe horoscope can predict anything)
假設那麼多 過去會不會復活（能不能來過）
(Assuming so much and the past also cant replay[can replay or not])
最好沒有如果(我不相信如果)
(It's better no IF[I dun believe IF])
不瞞你說 經過幾次風波
(Honestly said that after those disturbances)
你不能再從我臉上 讀出些甚麼
(You cant read anything from my face)
要適應的事越來越多
(The things need to get used to getting more)
改變的不止是我
(Not only me changing)
不瞞你說 我真的有想過
(Honestly said that I have think before)
從今以後不再跟你 有任何聯絡
(I wont have contact with you from now)
不要再試著暗示我
(Don't try to give me hint)
後來你發現甚麼
(You found anything later)
不瞞你說 並不特別寂寞
(Honestly said that not really lonely)
接下來的幾個週末 節目特別多
(I have many activities in the next few weekends)
偶而會有人喜歡我
(Sometimes got people like me)
但並不代表甚麼
(But it din mean anything)
現在的我 不缺甚麼
(Me now din lack of anything)
認真的生活 偶而會難過
(Continue my life seriously and feel sad sometimes)
新朋友很多 他們（都）不夠了解我
(I have many new friends but they not understand me enough)
問了太多 我只是 微笑的帶過
(They asked too much and I only use smile to skip)
未來的我 沒有如果
(I dun hav IF in the future)
不相信星座 能預告甚麼
(I dun believe horoscope can predict anything)
假設那麼多 過去會不會復活（能不能來過）
(Assuming so much and the past also cant replay[can replay or not])
最好沒有如果(我不相信如果)
(It's better no IF[I dun believe IF])
不瞞你說 經過幾次風波
(Honestly said that after those disturbances)
你不能再從我臉上 讀出些甚麼
(You cant read anything from my face)
要適應的事越來越多
(The things need to get used to getting more)
改變的不止是我
(Not only me changing)
This is the new song of Nicholas Teo.This song only can be heard in Malaysia,the other country,wait until Nicholas new album released only can listenla...
I remember the 1st time I heard this song is from MYFM,he sang it in [Astro party].That time is at night of 24-2-2007.You know why i remember this???It is because I was on my way to airport to fly back Sydney.That's why I remember.I was listening Myfm that time on my car.I like it when I heard it 1st time.Last few days I read an article,it said that Nic put this song lyrics in his blog and the overseas fans dunno that this is his new songs and they worry about Nic...I feel funny when i read this.
I wonder what happen on myself cause I feel I have the similar situation with those songs I like recently.For example, Yanzi's [wo huai nian de(I miss..)],Yang Yun He's [ni bu zhi dao(You dunno)].These songs bring me back to 'that' memory.This song too.It is more suitable if it released in last 2,3 years.I suffer same feeling with the lyrics.I feel that each sentence also sad,am I think too much???
Anyway,the life still continue.I wont force myself to delete 'that' part from my memory,cause I know,if no 'that' past memory,where got 'future'leh...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Old photos~
It is raining outside...Actually I like this feeling,standing in front of window,and have a deep breathing,enjoying those raining air and let my brain empty~
I wonder why people always think that raining=bad weather.Rain will bring the sadness feeling for people...sometimes I also think like this,when the time I am sad,When the time I having homesick...
Maybe Winter is around the corner,and there is raining always,I really feel cold recently...I always wearing the sweater I bought last time to warmer myself.If the weather keep colder,I need to take out all my winter accessories already...
I burn the photos that in my computer to dvd today.After burning,I looked back those old photos.Everytime I will feel complicated when looking those old photo.I found that I changed alot these few years,no matter my heart or my look.Last time I always complained that my hairstyle din change,but now I juz found that I have change my hairstyle,long hair to short hair,then straight hair till now curly hair...Not only me,I noticed that my friend also change alot in these few years.When I looked at those old photo,it automatically bring me back to that moment...when I was still studying secondary school,when I was in hse 144,When I was being pinkies....aiyo....My heart getting complicated.People not always say that we need to look FORWARD,but why many people cant stop themselves looked BACKWARD???purposely???or not purposely???
KZ just now told me that:"Friendship will be more treasure when our memory getting lesser"...Maybe she is right,but i dun think this works all the times.Not many people have good memory.Times will change many things.When I looked at the old photos,noticed that many friend that very closed with me last time,now not closed anymore,some lost contact too...The friendship still can said 'treasure'??I dunno..
I tried so hard to ask myself stop looking at those photo,if not,I think I will in my memory land wholeday....
I wonder why people always think that raining=bad weather.Rain will bring the sadness feeling for people...sometimes I also think like this,when the time I am sad,When the time I having homesick...
Maybe Winter is around the corner,and there is raining always,I really feel cold recently...I always wearing the sweater I bought last time to warmer myself.If the weather keep colder,I need to take out all my winter accessories already...
I burn the photos that in my computer to dvd today.After burning,I looked back those old photos.Everytime I will feel complicated when looking those old photo.I found that I changed alot these few years,no matter my heart or my look.Last time I always complained that my hairstyle din change,but now I juz found that I have change my hairstyle,long hair to short hair,then straight hair till now curly hair...Not only me,I noticed that my friend also change alot in these few years.When I looked at those old photo,it automatically bring me back to that moment...when I was still studying secondary school,when I was in hse 144,When I was being pinkies....aiyo....My heart getting complicated.People not always say that we need to look FORWARD,but why many people cant stop themselves looked BACKWARD???purposely???or not purposely???
KZ just now told me that:"Friendship will be more treasure when our memory getting lesser"...Maybe she is right,but i dun think this works all the times.Not many people have good memory.Times will change many things.When I looked at the old photos,noticed that many friend that very closed with me last time,now not closed anymore,some lost contact too...The friendship still can said 'treasure'??I dunno..
I tried so hard to ask myself stop looking at those photo,if not,I think I will in my memory land wholeday....
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
My eldest cousin and I~
Why these few days raining???I like raining,but if it raining too much,I not really like lo...
I juz now browsing my friend's blog,I found that 1 more similar things.She said she was very closed with her cousin when she was small,but now not closed as before already.I think of myself,me too wo...I also very closed with my eldest cousin last time,but now,not closed anymore.
When I still small,I still the only child in my family.My only friend is my eldest cousin---Chet.We play together,eat together,drink together,even bathe together.We have many ideas,we like to hide ourselves,to hide from her sis(my kai mui) to play with us.That time we like 'twins' cause the elder like to buy same clothes with us.We always wear same clothes.I think the real twins also din like us.
When we getting bigger,I also forget start from when,our relationship not closed anymore..Is it start when she went back Klang study???Our chating topic get less and less,till now,she will call me 'biao jie' when she see me,then we do our own things,nth to chat.Am I change?or is she change??I dunno.People always say that:When a human arrive the world,how many of food,how many sleeping time is decided by God.I think that maybe people chating topic also have set by God,maybe God already set the chating quota for us.We use too many quota last time and make us no topic to chat now.
Sometimes I think about my childhood memory,that time have many fun,dunno she remember or not leh???I hope she does...Honestly to say,sometimes she will appear in my mind,but I only think her children time face,not her recent look...
I juz now browsing my friend's blog,I found that 1 more similar things.She said she was very closed with her cousin when she was small,but now not closed as before already.I think of myself,me too wo...I also very closed with my eldest cousin last time,but now,not closed anymore.
When I still small,I still the only child in my family.My only friend is my eldest cousin---Chet.We play together,eat together,drink together,even bathe together.We have many ideas,we like to hide ourselves,to hide from her sis(my kai mui) to play with us.That time we like 'twins' cause the elder like to buy same clothes with us.We always wear same clothes.I think the real twins also din like us.
When we getting bigger,I also forget start from when,our relationship not closed anymore..Is it start when she went back Klang study???Our chating topic get less and less,till now,she will call me 'biao jie' when she see me,then we do our own things,nth to chat.Am I change?or is she change??I dunno.People always say that:When a human arrive the world,how many of food,how many sleeping time is decided by God.I think that maybe people chating topic also have set by God,maybe God already set the chating quota for us.We use too many quota last time and make us no topic to chat now.
Sometimes I think about my childhood memory,that time have many fun,dunno she remember or not leh???I hope she does...Honestly to say,sometimes she will appear in my mind,but I only think her children time face,not her recent look...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
2nd day having nice dream~
Today I have a nice dream again..and this time,I dream my favourite artists---Jacky wu,EvanYo and Daniel...wasei!!!This is the 1st time I dream 3 of them in same dream,before this,I got dream of them SEPERATELY la...I feel excited now, and cant describe my feeling in word now~
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Recently I watch [Heart of Greedy],this is the HK series,starring by Moses Chan,Xia Yu,Li Si Kei,Michelle...Looks at the series's name,already know this is a rich family story la..although the story quite lame,but i still very interested of it.Maybe is because got my favourite artists inside(Moses,Xia yu,and Michelle)!!!Besides the story,I like the theme song too.Last time I almost skip the theme song everytime but not now.I like to listen this theme song,sometimes even repeat listening.I feel this song is according the story and meaningful...It sang by guan ju ying(关菊英)...
I feel the lyris quite meaningful,like "平凡人生,天真过后,要怎么走"(How to continue our simple life after being childish).It's right,we always heard people said need to enjoy our life although it only simple life.Sometimes I think this statement quite childish,but after being childish,we need how to continue our life leh???
Another sentense I like is :"即使多风光都要清醒,有几多掌声也是孤清"(No matter how nice also need to wake up,how many applause also feel lonely),this sentense especially for those 'famous' people to remind himself/herself always...
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Recently I watch [Heart of Greedy],this is the HK series,starring by Moses Chan,Xia Yu,Li Si Kei,Michelle...Looks at the series's name,already know this is a rich family story la..although the story quite lame,but i still very interested of it.Maybe is because got my favourite artists inside(Moses,Xia yu,and Michelle)!!!Besides the story,I like the theme song too.Last time I almost skip the theme song everytime but not now.I like to listen this theme song,sometimes even repeat listening.I feel this song is according the story and meaningful...It sang by guan ju ying(关菊英)...
" 谁人无得到一切的渴求 谁人无攻于心机的理由
(Who dun hope to own all things,who dun have the reason for using trick)
平凡人生 天真过后 要怎么走
(How to continue the simple life after being childish)
如何从委屈中再相信人 谁无狂想 不可告人
(How to believe people when in hard time,Who dun have crazy think that cant tell people)
难忘时光 必须散席 留下我
(It must have ending of the unforgetable moment,only left me)
快乐时 抱着时 那是至死不渝朋友
(When happy,When hugging,that are die-heart friends)
决裂时 你为何 以为再拖一会 还有时候
(Why you think can postpond some time later when break up)
即使多风光都要清醒 有几多掌声也是孤清
(No matter how nice also need to wake up,how many applause also feel lonely)
你只可听到我大笑声 哭泣 也未放声
(You only can heard me laughing,I cried without voice)
讲不出声 讲不出声 任由自己 半夜惊醒
(Cant speak out x2,Allowed myself wake up during midnight)
我只不过偶尔受了惊 于是 才遗忘本性
(I only get shocked sometimes and forget natural character)"
(Who dun hope to own all things,who dun have the reason for using trick)
平凡人生 天真过后 要怎么走
(How to continue the simple life after being childish)
如何从委屈中再相信人 谁无狂想 不可告人
(How to believe people when in hard time,Who dun have crazy think that cant tell people)
难忘时光 必须散席 留下我
(It must have ending of the unforgetable moment,only left me)
快乐时 抱着时 那是至死不渝朋友
(When happy,When hugging,that are die-heart friends)
决裂时 你为何 以为再拖一会 还有时候
(Why you think can postpond some time later when break up)
即使多风光都要清醒 有几多掌声也是孤清
(No matter how nice also need to wake up,how many applause also feel lonely)
你只可听到我大笑声 哭泣 也未放声
(You only can heard me laughing,I cried without voice)
讲不出声 讲不出声 任由自己 半夜惊醒
(Cant speak out x2,Allowed myself wake up during midnight)
我只不过偶尔受了惊 于是 才遗忘本性
(I only get shocked sometimes and forget natural character)"
I feel the lyris quite meaningful,like "平凡人生,天真过后,要怎么走"(How to continue our simple life after being childish).It's right,we always heard people said need to enjoy our life although it only simple life.Sometimes I think this statement quite childish,but after being childish,we need how to continue our life leh???
Another sentense I like is :"即使多风光都要清醒,有几多掌声也是孤清"(No matter how nice also need to wake up,how many applause also feel lonely),this sentense especially for those 'famous' people to remind himself/herself always...
Saturday, April 21, 2007
'star+star' dream^^
I don't feel like wake up today cause I have a nice dream....
Is it I think too much,I dream that I went for the PSS audition and sang 2 song---1 is Yanzi's [wo huai nian de] and another is Janice's [li jia chu zou].Not only this,I can tahan till the TOP10 leh...wahaha...it's really a nice dream for me,dun wan wake up la...Maybe my 'dream' will come 'true' in 1 day o~
Besides,I also dream some artist in the same dream...this time is Dylan Kuo Pin Chao...Dunno why I always dream artist that not my favourite artists,this time same too...
Is it I think too much,I dream that I went for the PSS audition and sang 2 song---1 is Yanzi's [wo huai nian de] and another is Janice's [li jia chu zou].Not only this,I can tahan till the TOP10 leh...wahaha...it's really a nice dream for me,dun wan wake up la...Maybe my 'dream' will come 'true' in 1 day o~
Besides,I also dream some artist in the same dream...this time is Dylan Kuo Pin Chao...Dunno why I always dream artist that not my favourite artists,this time same too...
Friday, April 20, 2007
Eastwood~
Now I typing this on my bed,quite comfortable but the only disadvange is,my leg feel very hot lo..(coz I put my laptop on my leg..haha)
Today quite special for me,because I wake up earlier than Doris..wahaha^^ We planned to having lunch in Eastwood today.Eastwood,Eastwood,it's really a right name because there really have many eastern food there,especially Chinese and Korean food.We today din go the Korean area,We purposely go there for Chinese food.After we walked around,we choose to have lunch in a HK restaurant.The taste not bad,price also cheap in Sydney...We both cant finish the rice cause it's really big,and we decided 'take away' the remaining...haha...
After lunch,we walked around.Doris know I like to shop in those cheap cheap things shop, and she bring me to shop in 1 cheap things shop.but when I enter the shop,she started regret that bring me there cause I bought quite a lot of thing and she is the ppl who dun like to spend money wan....wahaha^^
After that,we went to Doris favourite shop----shop sell vege and fruits.Everytime also like this,I like to shop in those cheap things shop and Doris like to shop in those selling food.We both hold many bags when we back...
Before we going back,I drank a cup of cold yingyang.Initially we think it not nice,then we only know that we din stir properly,so the taste still in the bottom,ceh....Its taste not bad la...although still not as delicious as Kim Gary's.I missed Kim gary la....I dunno whether that cold yingyang got magic or not,I always think Ah niu's [MAMAK dang] after drinking it,so weird~
I keep my mood nice the whole day until just now.A tv show broke my nice mood.I am loyal supporter of [The Apprentice],I d/l the UK version when I saw this,I saw many people give the good comment about it.but now,I really regret to d/l it.The UK version really su*ks!!!It's boring,no excitement,those contestants not good looking,and cant hear clearly what they talking,aiyo,1 word-----DISSAPOINTED!!!In USA version,the losing team members all fight for themselves,but the UK version,the loosing team member still got mood to drink water slowly when the other member 'fighting' for themselves...Are they really want the 'dreaming' job??? haih....
Our lunch~
Eastwood~
Today quite special for me,because I wake up earlier than Doris..wahaha^^ We planned to having lunch in Eastwood today.Eastwood,Eastwood,it's really a right name because there really have many eastern food there,especially Chinese and Korean food.We today din go the Korean area,We purposely go there for Chinese food.After we walked around,we choose to have lunch in a HK restaurant.The taste not bad,price also cheap in Sydney...We both cant finish the rice cause it's really big,and we decided 'take away' the remaining...haha...
After lunch,we walked around.Doris know I like to shop in those cheap cheap things shop, and she bring me to shop in 1 cheap things shop.but when I enter the shop,she started regret that bring me there cause I bought quite a lot of thing and she is the ppl who dun like to spend money wan....wahaha^^
After that,we went to Doris favourite shop----shop sell vege and fruits.Everytime also like this,I like to shop in those cheap things shop and Doris like to shop in those selling food.We both hold many bags when we back...
Before we going back,I drank a cup of cold yingyang.Initially we think it not nice,then we only know that we din stir properly,so the taste still in the bottom,ceh....Its taste not bad la...although still not as delicious as Kim Gary's.I missed Kim gary la....I dunno whether that cold yingyang got magic or not,I always think Ah niu's [MAMAK dang] after drinking it,so weird~
I keep my mood nice the whole day until just now.A tv show broke my nice mood.I am loyal supporter of [The Apprentice],I d/l the UK version when I saw this,I saw many people give the good comment about it.but now,I really regret to d/l it.The UK version really su*ks!!!It's boring,no excitement,those contestants not good looking,and cant hear clearly what they talking,aiyo,1 word-----DISSAPOINTED!!!In USA version,the losing team members all fight for themselves,but the UK version,the loosing team member still got mood to drink water slowly when the other member 'fighting' for themselves...Are they really want the 'dreaming' job??? haih....
Our lunch~
Eastwood~
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Sensitive again~
Since last time I received the bad news call from my fren,I getting sensitive to many things,especially phone call,some more is phone call at night...
For example,last night I suddenly see that my hotlink phone show that I have 1 missed call from home,the displayed time is 11++pm(m'sia time),I started to think those nonsense thing:"what happen??Normally my family call me around 9-10pm( m'sia time) and they sleep already when 11++pm..."I think so many many thing,why I din heard my hp ring???I also think maybe is Tze Nga called me cause only she will call my hotlink,or else......I cant stop to think,good thing bad things also appear in my mind.My heart that time 'po po!!',it's quite horrible to receive call from home at that time.This missed call make me insomia a while,I only fall asleep in the early morning.
I rushed to Public Phone there after I waked up.Luckily last night only think too much.Daddy and mummy don't know about the call.They also guess is Tze Nga call me.If not,dunno who lo~
I chat with mummy a while,I told her that I wish to go home at June but mummy not very agree.She asked me think about RM4000(return air ticket),it's not the small amount.If I go back this June,then I cant go back at the end of the year.Last time 1 of the reason I wan to go back in June is because I wish to celebrate my b'day in Malaysia(4th June),at least I have family and friends celebrate with me,not like Sydney here.Now I think more,if I can go back m'sia this end of the year also not bad la,cause that time I can celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary.25th anniversary seems more important compared to my b'day....Aiyo,I have no idea now..I feel confused now...think like going back,but no $$$...
Mummy also tell me that she go watching the SINCHEW TOP 10 SHOW last sunday.She missed Celest's performance cause grandma asked to go back home that time.She also told me that xiao jiu jiu ,fai,chun went to eat with those artists after the show.(xiao jiu jiu is one of the commitee).So nice~I also want la!!!Mummy said daddy rather stay at home watching PSS.wasei!!!so surprise...I dunno daddy also so 'update',watch PSS wan wo...haha^^
For example,last night I suddenly see that my hotlink phone show that I have 1 missed call from home,the displayed time is 11++pm(m'sia time),I started to think those nonsense thing:"what happen??Normally my family call me around 9-10pm( m'sia time) and they sleep already when 11++pm..."I think so many many thing,why I din heard my hp ring???I also think maybe is Tze Nga called me cause only she will call my hotlink,or else......I cant stop to think,good thing bad things also appear in my mind.My heart that time 'po po!!',it's quite horrible to receive call from home at that time.This missed call make me insomia a while,I only fall asleep in the early morning.
I rushed to Public Phone there after I waked up.Luckily last night only think too much.Daddy and mummy don't know about the call.They also guess is Tze Nga call me.If not,dunno who lo~
I chat with mummy a while,I told her that I wish to go home at June but mummy not very agree.She asked me think about RM4000(return air ticket),it's not the small amount.If I go back this June,then I cant go back at the end of the year.Last time 1 of the reason I wan to go back in June is because I wish to celebrate my b'day in Malaysia(4th June),at least I have family and friends celebrate with me,not like Sydney here.Now I think more,if I can go back m'sia this end of the year also not bad la,cause that time I can celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary.25th anniversary seems more important compared to my b'day....Aiyo,I have no idea now..I feel confused now...think like going back,but no $$$...
Mummy also tell me that she go watching the SINCHEW TOP 10 SHOW last sunday.She missed Celest's performance cause grandma asked to go back home that time.She also told me that xiao jiu jiu ,fai,chun went to eat with those artists after the show.(xiao jiu jiu is one of the commitee).So nice~I also want la!!!Mummy said daddy rather stay at home watching PSS.wasei!!!so surprise...I dunno daddy also so 'update',watch PSS wan wo...haha^^
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Congratulation,Sean Andy Lau!!!
Today is the 26th HK Film Awards(金像奖).I waited so long already cause I really curious who will be the winners,especially the Best Actor.The Best Actor nominators are Sean Andy Lau Ching Wan,Jet Li,Aaron Kwok,Tony Leong,Chow Yun Fatt.I can guess who is the winner in the previous year,but this year,I really cant guess.Tony Leong is the USUAL winner,Chow Yun Fatt and Jet Li have very high respect from HK people,Aaron already won twice in Golden Horse Award in TW,and Sean Andy Lau,he seems like the weakest among these people.This is his 9th years got nominated.Although I like Aaron and I think his acting skill improve a lot,I still hope that Sean Andy can win this year.Sean Andy really very good in acting,his previous competitors not really better than him,he still lose in the previous year.He lost not because of his acting skill,is because his LUCK.
Around 6pm(m'sia time),I started to surf net to see when can find the latest news.Finally I found a website updated the latest news, and MYFM also got show this award.It's quite hard to listen MYFM thru net,it keep lagging.Those awards were given continuosly,some are in expected,some are not.When they annouce the Best Actress,I hope there is some surprise although many people expect Gong Li..Last 2 years China people won the Best Actress,I think this year the HK people will get back their "face",who knows ,this years still the China actress---Gong Li won it.
It's time for annoucing the Best Actor,the time I waiting since few days ago.Yeah!!The winner is Sean Andy Lau.He finally won the Best Actor,after waiting for so many many years.I really feel happy with him.When he give his speech on stage,he said that the organiser need to give him more time to say since they know he wait this award so many years already.^^ I really hope I can watch him get this awards with my eyes.I can feel his excitement only by listening from radio.I feel like crying when heard he won the awards.I guess he cant sleep tonight,and of coz,his wife---Amy Kwok too...
Hear comes the ending of the awards.[After our exile](父子) is the biggest winner.Ian won 2 awards(Best new Actor and Best Supporting Actor),he is the youngest winner in HK Film Award.[After Our Exile] was taken in Ipoh,as Ipoh-ian,I feel quite proud of it...wahaha^^
Some others winner and guests~
Congratulation,Sean Andy Lau!!!
Today is the 26th HK Film Awards(金像奖).I waited so long already cause I really curious who will be the winners,especially the Best Actor.The Best Actor nominators are Sean Andy Lau Ching Wan,Jet Li,Aaron Kwok,Tony Leong,Chow Yun Fatt.I can guess who is the winner in the previous year,but this year,I really cant guess.Tony Leong is the USUAL winner,Chow Yun Fatt and Jet Li have very high respect from HK people,Aaron already won twice in Golden Horse Award in TW,and Sean Andy Lau,he seems like the weakest among these people.This is his 9th years got nominated.Although I like Aaron and I think his acting skill improve a lot,I still hope that Sean Andy can win this year.Sean Andy really very good in acting,his previous competitors not really better than him,he still lose in the previous year.He lost not because of his acting skill,is because his LUCK.
Around 6pm(m'sia time),I started to surf net to see when can find the latest news.Finally I found a website updated the latest news, and MYFM also got show this award.It's quite hard to listen MYFM thru net,it keep lagging.Those awards were given continuosly,some are in expected,some are not.When they annouce the Best Actress,I hope there is some surprise although many people expect Gong Li..Last 2 years China people won the Best Actress,I think this year the HK people will get back their "face",who knows ,this years still the China actress---Gong Li won it.
It's time for annoucing the Best Actor,the time I waiting since few days ago.Yeah!!The winner is Sean Andy Lau.He finally won the Best Actor,after waiting for so many many years.I really feel happy with him.When he give his speech on stage,he said that the organiser need to give him more time to say since they know he wait this award so many years already.^^ I really hope I can watch him get this awards with my eyes.I can feel his excitement only by listening from radio.I feel like crying when heard he won the awards.I guess he cant sleep tonight,and of coz,his wife---Amy Kwok too...
Hear comes the ending of the awards.[After our exile](父子) is the biggest winner.Ian won 2 awards(Best new Actor and Best Supporting Actor),he is the youngest winner in HK Film Award.[After Our Exile] was taken in Ipoh,as Ipoh-ian,I feel quite proud of it...wahaha^^
Some others winner and guests~
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Tired!!!Damn tired now!!!Imagine that slept <3hours last night,wake up earlier than usual,and walking wholeday and only reached home juz now...
Today I went the "Easter Show".It is one of the biggest events in Sydney.Before today,I always heard Doris said that how big is the "Easter Show" here,make me full of imagination of it.Her friend,Laura also come Sydney.Then it is the nice chance for us go there lo...
I actually planned to sleep earlier last night since need to wake up so early today.I went to bed at 3++am but who knows I cant fall asleep that time.The worst thing is,I suddenly feel stomach ache around 4am,some more feel like vomit.That time I so worried,I not very bad luck gua,now feeling not well...I slept at 5 am. My alarm clock woke me up at 7am.I faster jump down the bed and brush my teeth,having my favourite---coffee.Then I only walked to Doris house to meet her.My 2 housemates very surprised,cause they seldom see me wake up so early.
When I reached Doris house,I rang the door bell.I waited many minutes outside the house but seems like no one answered.After a while,I saw Jared open the door.It is so obvious that I woke him up.He juz told me that Doris has gone out already.I asked him let me wait inside Doris's room,but he still keep telling me that Doris went out already.Finally,he opened the door for me.Doris went up to bring her friend back.After we prepared,it's time to depart lo...^^
We took train to Lidcome and transfer train to Olympic Park,our destination.We reached Olympic Park at 10am,there is no many people there,maybe it still early.It start crowded at 11am.We wait Richard arrived only enter the park.
First thing we do there is find the place to fill our stomach cause we all hungry that time.We visit other place after having our breakfast.One of the special thing of Easter Show is,there displayed many farm things,such as animal and plants.I not very interested of those farm thing lo....
We walked around,drank lemonade,rest...We also went the ferris wheel there.The ferris wheel make me think of "Eye of Malaysia".Watching view from the ferris wheel not bad,i think the night view is better lo...Besides those farm things displayed,it also have many other art things displayed there,such as art,vege+fruit decorations,cakes decorations and so on.The cakes decorations there juz like the real things,I wont be eating them lo...The most crowded place is Showbag area.There really 'people moutain people sea'.We started shopping there.Doris's friend buy the most things and I am the second...haha^^If buy those things seperately in usual,it almost $100,but now,it only cost $10-20...big different,right???No wonder attract many people there.Too bad I not earning aus$,if not,I think I will buy more.We feel so tired after leave the showbag area and decided sit on the floor.There is fun fair there.Many games there,some can found in Genting,some cant.I not very dare to play those games.Some more each games cost $5-6.It's too expensive there.
Around 7pm,we feel quite tired,and we went the stadium there watch show lo.The beggining show really bored to me.Maybe it not suite me lo.I nearly cant stand it lo.Some more they need to sing National song every events.I followed them stand up in the 1st time but I keep sitting there at the other times lo...I went washroom during the show and that time I only realized that they not allow other people in already,I think too full inside the stadium.That time I feel we are so lucky.After those boring show,it start exciting lo.Those x-game really interesting.Around 9pm,show we waiting for so long----firework finally started.The firework really interesting,it followed the music moving.That time I only think that $31 entrance fees is worthy.
We went back after the firework.There are so many people waiting train there.It is too crowded.They looked like sakai,actually i think there looked like Middle east people.I was told that that day not only easter show,there is a football game held tat day,is Mitsubishi Electric Bulldogs v Sea Eagles.I not very like them actually,I hate them more.They are very noisy,ad even like to cut line.When in the train,the gals noisy like hell,and 1 boys there even over,he sit the 2 people seat.He sat in 1 seat and put his leg on the other seat.Is he blind???He din see many of us still standing there???s**t!!!But even he let me sit,I wont like sit beside him.I dun wan let my standard lower.Luckily we not same train with them after transfering.Not only the Easter show and football game,there also Rain's concert held in the Stadium.It's merrier,tight???
I reached home at 11pm.I faster took my bath and then let my leg rest.now my legs energy-less.
ok la,I really feel tired now.I off to bed lo...nitez^^
(I will update the photo few days later cause the photos still with my friend there)
Today I went the "Easter Show".It is one of the biggest events in Sydney.Before today,I always heard Doris said that how big is the "Easter Show" here,make me full of imagination of it.Her friend,Laura also come Sydney.Then it is the nice chance for us go there lo...
I actually planned to sleep earlier last night since need to wake up so early today.I went to bed at 3++am but who knows I cant fall asleep that time.The worst thing is,I suddenly feel stomach ache around 4am,some more feel like vomit.That time I so worried,I not very bad luck gua,now feeling not well...I slept at 5 am. My alarm clock woke me up at 7am.I faster jump down the bed and brush my teeth,having my favourite---coffee.Then I only walked to Doris house to meet her.My 2 housemates very surprised,cause they seldom see me wake up so early.
When I reached Doris house,I rang the door bell.I waited many minutes outside the house but seems like no one answered.After a while,I saw Jared open the door.It is so obvious that I woke him up.He juz told me that Doris has gone out already.I asked him let me wait inside Doris's room,but he still keep telling me that Doris went out already.Finally,he opened the door for me.Doris went up to bring her friend back.After we prepared,it's time to depart lo...^^
We took train to Lidcome and transfer train to Olympic Park,our destination.We reached Olympic Park at 10am,there is no many people there,maybe it still early.It start crowded at 11am.We wait Richard arrived only enter the park.
First thing we do there is find the place to fill our stomach cause we all hungry that time.We visit other place after having our breakfast.One of the special thing of Easter Show is,there displayed many farm things,such as animal and plants.I not very interested of those farm thing lo....
We walked around,drank lemonade,rest...We also went the ferris wheel there.The ferris wheel make me think of "Eye of Malaysia".Watching view from the ferris wheel not bad,i think the night view is better lo...Besides those farm things displayed,it also have many other art things displayed there,such as art,vege+fruit decorations,cakes decorations and so on.The cakes decorations there juz like the real things,I wont be eating them lo...The most crowded place is Showbag area.There really 'people moutain people sea'.We started shopping there.Doris's friend buy the most things and I am the second...haha^^If buy those things seperately in usual,it almost $100,but now,it only cost $10-20...big different,right???No wonder attract many people there.Too bad I not earning aus$,if not,I think I will buy more.We feel so tired after leave the showbag area and decided sit on the floor.There is fun fair there.Many games there,some can found in Genting,some cant.I not very dare to play those games.Some more each games cost $5-6.It's too expensive there.
Around 7pm,we feel quite tired,and we went the stadium there watch show lo.The beggining show really bored to me.Maybe it not suite me lo.I nearly cant stand it lo.Some more they need to sing National song every events.I followed them stand up in the 1st time but I keep sitting there at the other times lo...I went washroom during the show and that time I only realized that they not allow other people in already,I think too full inside the stadium.That time I feel we are so lucky.After those boring show,it start exciting lo.Those x-game really interesting.Around 9pm,show we waiting for so long----firework finally started.The firework really interesting,it followed the music moving.That time I only think that $31 entrance fees is worthy.
We went back after the firework.There are so many people waiting train there.It is too crowded.They looked like sakai,actually i think there looked like Middle east people.I was told that that day not only easter show,there is a football game held tat day,is Mitsubishi Electric Bulldogs v Sea Eagles.I not very like them actually,I hate them more.They are very noisy,ad even like to cut line.When in the train,the gals noisy like hell,and 1 boys there even over,he sit the 2 people seat.He sat in 1 seat and put his leg on the other seat.Is he blind???He din see many of us still standing there???s**t!!!But even he let me sit,I wont like sit beside him.I dun wan let my standard lower.Luckily we not same train with them after transfering.Not only the Easter show and football game,there also Rain's concert held in the Stadium.It's merrier,tight???
I reached home at 11pm.I faster took my bath and then let my leg rest.now my legs energy-less.
ok la,I really feel tired now.I off to bed lo...nitez^^
(I will update the photo few days later cause the photos still with my friend there)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
UNSAFE lock??
'Last night'(the correct statement is THIS MIDNIGHT),around 3am,I only took my bath.(I know it quite late).When I finished my bath,and wash my clothes.Suddenly got someone need to use bathroom.She strongly open the door and she really can open it.It scared me.I already locked the door before I taking my bath.Why she still can open the door???Luckily I finish bathing and wore my clothes,if not....
Monday, April 09, 2007
Dumpling+coffee??!!!
Today I ate 'instant' dumpling as my breakfast,and this time now I not drink chinese tea,but drink coffee.EASTERN+WESTERN ...^o^
The dumpling taste not bad,although it still have different with Ipoh dumpling,but if compared it to Sydney food,it taste better than many food here...
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Rainbow
Really dunno how to describe today's weather.There are sunny but suddenly "cloom!!",then start raining.But so soon stop raining.I think the progress not exceed 10 minutes.Maybe because of this,there is RAINBOW in the sky.This is the 1st time I see rainbow in Sydney.
Some ppl said that Rainbow is the bridge for angels land to earth.and of cause,this already broke by Science.Actually Science people too 'reality',they already broke how many nice,beautiful story.I rather sometimes become romantic and believe those beautiful story.Imagine how many angels will land to earth this time for help???Hope that I am one of the LUCKY PEOPLE...*praying*
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Today is public holiday in Sydney.Doris and I initially plan to go shopping.Who knows when we reached the shopping mall,there is nobody inside.The mall closed.OMG!!!Luckily there are many ppl also plan to go shopping and make us din feel so stupid...haha^o^ Today in Ashfield,all opened stores operated by Chinese or Indian people.Other shops???all closed.No choice,we still need to buy something to fill our stomach...
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Last letter from Yang's Father
杨丽娟父亲怒斥刘德华万字
转载: http://coolphoebe.blog.sohu.com/40143295.html刘 德华，你以为你是谁？你很自私、很虚伪，你不敢承认现实和实，非常可悲。我的孩子杨丽娟为能见你一面，做出惊天动地的牺牲，已付出13年的青春代价，走 过13年血泪之路，几乎把命都搭上了。父母为孩子实现见你这末个小小愿望，已经倾其所有、债台高筑。此时央视等媒体报导已一年，你还没动静，你算人吗？孩 子因没见上你，受到的社会压力更大，自尊心严重受到伤害，抬不起头，是致命打击，难道你不心疼和内疚吗？ 你不自爱，对杨丽娟不公 平，你对她冷漠无情、冤枉她、视而不见，你没人性、没人心、没血性、没起码的道德良知。你姓刘的难道不懂特殊情况特殊对待？见一面又有何妨？难道为了所谓 的社会责任要毁掉一个年轻的生命？你有没有社会责任？你见死不救，你究竟是个什莫东西？你刘德华不要聪明一时、胡涂一世，把坏事做绝，世上再没象你如此狠 毒的人了。 因为杨丽娟从94年16岁的花季开始，连续3年作了关于你的梦，并在以后的十多年中，你的影子几乎都出现在每个梦中， 她只是把你当作家里的一员、自己的亲人、多年不见的大哥一样，以这种感情想见你一面，签个名而已，不图钱和名利，难道你连这都不理解吗？前面去两次香港三 次北京都未能如愿。为此，家庭也已倾家荡产，这是事实，我们是孩子父母，最了解她，她不是追星，也不是歌迷，她不崇拜偶像。杨丽娟是为你付出的，你为什么 不见，为什么？有什么理由不见？不但不见，你性刘的还找借口、诬陷、造谣、诽谤我们孩子“不忠不孝”，你有何根据？你能负得起法律责任吗？等了你13年反 倒“不忠不孝”了，你这一句话能逼死一条命。要知道杨丽娟把忠孝都付出给你了，过去忠孝皇帝还两难全呢！由于你刘德华的带头诽谤，使社会上的流氓起哄一些 有恶意的人也趁机讽刺谩骂，说我们在疯、在狂、神经病，你见他干啥，见他又能怎么样，想嫁他吗等，用一派胡言来侮辱我们。孩子能经受这么大的压力吗？叫孩 子今后怎么活？你才是罪恶不孝，父母没教育好，不尊老爱幼，才说出这样的话，谁诽谤我们，谁才是神经错乱。 你刘德华心是黑的，没良心，连狗都不如，狗还通人性呢！你很会伪装信佛，佛是慈悲为怀，而你呢？佛不允许你这样的败类去玷污，你连张学友、谢霆峰都不如，他们还有慈善和爱心呢，你姓刘的还知道世上有“羞愧”二字吗？你把事做绝要遭天开地辟的。 杨丽娟的梦，13年的付出，是我们的骄傲；你姓刘的不敢见她，那是你的耻辱。说明你是假面具、披人皮、连畜生都不如，你唱的做的全是假的，露出你狐狸的尾巴了。 我们孩子对你的寻找和等待，13年的执着和专一，这是命运注定也好，奇迹出现也好，老天安排也好，自媒体报道至今，因你没见，孩子承受着巨大压力，你姓 刘的难道没想到，没听到吗？恩全社会对你会怎么看？你为什么不尽最大的社会责任快些见娟呢？你说话很会针对别人，挖苦别人，为什么不用镜子照照自己，看自 己是个什么东西？由于你的带头诽谤，使孩子自尊心严重被伤害，抬不起头。 杨丽娟你都不见，你还配唱“大中国”吗？算是中国人吗？ 你的心能安然吗？杨丽娟13年给你去了很多信，你说没收到过，现媒体报道都一年了，你还能说不知道？你不见她这公平吗？为什么怕见她，为什么？我们是为孩 子付出的，心甘情愿；孩子是为你刘德华付出的，无怨无悔，可你不领情，不能孩子犯了什么罪？孩子是无辜的，你不见，历史会让你背上千古罪名。你把大陆媒体 没放眼里，把政府没放在眼里，把我写的“请愿书”也没放在眼里，你还有脸到大陆来吗？你以为你是谁？老天给了你今天，是让你行善积德，你不这样做，也会很 快失去今天的。在演艺界你的绯闻、臭闻不断，你才真正是个不要脸的人。 06年3月，我们是在孩子多方努力失效，走投无路时，背着 孩子求助“兰州晨报”的。记者唐学仁打电话，娟都不接，怕报道了见不上。后来唐记者说：“这又不是摘星星，又不是见总统、见元帅”，娟才接。把个卖房、捐 肾算什么，况且医院不收。这些根本与孩子无关。是大人自愿所为，也为见你，就是金山银山是为孩子付出的。你姓刘的以歌迷方式见也就罢了，但你找借口不见， 孩子生命都有危险，你见死不救，我叫你在世人面前罪责难逃，你会遭世人永远唾骂，遭应有的报应。 十多年来，我们陪着孩子谈(原文 如此，应为探)你，搭精神，费心血，孩子流了多少泪，写了多少信，去年10月又借了七千多元全家去北京。11月16日晚“墨攻”在华星影院，你下车走进门 时，我尽量朝前大声呼喊“刘德华，杨丽娟在里面！”你还转了一下头。你为什么还不主动安排见杨丽娟？你是人是鬼？ 这次我又借高利 钱来香港，你姓刘的仍怕见我们孩子，这为什么？为什么？你这种做法对她公平吗？多年来我们为孩子圆梦，省吃俭用，克扣自己，孩子母亲都得了贫血心脏病。我 们很明智、很清醒，从不崇拜偶像。全世界全中国就一个杨丽娟，历史上没第二个。我们为孩子请全社会评个理，你刘德华要答复。你也一样，顺天者昌、逆天者 亡，历史会公断。可是许多人今天还在误解我们，不理解为尊重孩子的梦，为圆孩子的梦而支持孩子，这事与教育无关，只是每个人的命运和追求不同而已。 报道后这么长时间，你刘德华不见，社会压力大，孩子抬不起头，作为父亲，我只能以死抗议。是你刘德华把我逼死的，逼这个家出事，造成悲剧的。你不讲起码 的人情世故，没有良心，你近50岁白活了，还会倒打一耙，颠倒黑白。孩子13年的付出，只为见你这么个小小的艺人，仅被你说成“无理要求”了，这个世界怎 么了，好人做不成，请问该不该见，能不能见？由于你的栽赃陷害，使我们雪上加霜，孩子已经到了崩溃的边沿。不见杨丽娟正说明你的心虚、有鬼。你杨丽娟拍的 戏，剧情是假的，你还会流泪，我们孩子这么真实感人的事，你都不理会，让全国的人会怎样看你？ 去年在北京，我们给央视12台、 10台打过电话，给影视的经纬同志送去过信，北京电视二台还欺骗了我们，给央视新闻主持李修平同志也去好几封信没回音，没有一个媒体帮我们忙使孩子能见 上。这本是一个和谐社会，可我们的事怎么没人管，老百姓办事咋这么难？政府应为我们说句话，这样的付出该不该见？媒体干了啥？难道为见一个人还要毁掉一个 生命吗？ 05年10月，我们因没钱才卖掉房子，去香港在嘉多丽山也没找到你刘德华，我想跳楼，但为了孩子我活下来，为让孩子以后 能见到你。当时同行的一位区委书记知道了孩子寻你的苦心，对孩子说：“我真为你的坚持佩服、感动，就凭97年的护照，华仔知道都会见你。”还安慰说：“功 夫不负有心人，以后会有机会见的。” 去年10月来京两个月，没有人帮，又没见上，还有个老太婆当面侮辱孩子，这还是首都啊！ 现在又借账来港，许多部门都不管，我再不忍心看孩子痛苦，我决定以死抗议。我死了，你刘德华还要见我们孩子，不然死不瞑目。不见，天理不容，天不饶你。孩子母亲是带着重病来香港的。 请香港政府为我们说理，为我们做主，让刘德华答复。 我对香港同情、理解、帮助、支持我们的人深深敬意，我在天之灵会感恩的。 我没白活，做事光明磊落。敢做敢当，永别了！！ 杨勤冀
07.3.23this is the ast letter from the Yang's father.It is write in chinese and quite long.So I am lazy to translate it lo...Sry for those dunno chinese ya...
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
HK latest popular topic---Andy Lau's fans
Recently I think all HK ppl also talking about the news about Andy Lau's fans.The news is about a fans(or can say 'mother-an-daughter' fans?)purposely went HK from China and just to see Andy.The fans family name is Yang.This Yang's family use all the money,even borrow debt,just to see Andy.When the Yang's family(father,mother and daughter) reach HK,dunno y the father suddenly jump into the sea and killed himself.However the father alr 'sacrified' like this,but the mother and daughter still dun care,they juz want to see Andy Lau PERSONALLY...
Honestly to say tat I really cant believe that got fans can chase idol crazy like this,the dearest also can juz 'sacrify' for them.how STUPID they are!!!!Are the mother and daughter cold-blooded???Already got dearest suiside and they still dun care it and insist to see Andy...Andy really so important to them???They are really crazy.No wonder most parents not allowed their children chase star...I cant understand wut is inside their mind!!!
As a STAR-CATHCHER,i really disagree of their action.I think they are too OVER alr.If really wan to support idol,then buy more their album,attend their activitivies,and do many HEALTHY action.DEFINATELY NOT LIKE THIS WAY!!!
I think in this case,Andy Lau is the poorest ppl.He did not do anything but still involved.The dad also poor too..there are different version of the reason make him suicide and still haven prove that which is the correct one.If the dad suicide is because he felt 'helpless',i will think he is poor.But if he suicide is to help his wife and daughter to get attraction,sry to said that,i feel he is the stupiest ppl....the mother and daughter ma...I think this kind ppl not qualify to chase idol,or not qualify become human since they are cold-blooded...
Some people said Andy Lau cold-blooded coz he never show up since the tragedy happened.But for me,I think Andy Lau is doing the right thing.He should not show up or say anything.If he fulfill the 2 stupid thing's requirement,then i assure same thing will happen in the future wan...
Honestly to say tat I really cant believe that got fans can chase idol crazy like this,the dearest also can juz 'sacrify' for them.how STUPID they are!!!!Are the mother and daughter cold-blooded???Already got dearest suiside and they still dun care it and insist to see Andy...Andy really so important to them???They are really crazy.No wonder most parents not allowed their children chase star...I cant understand wut is inside their mind!!!
As a STAR-CATHCHER,i really disagree of their action.I think they are too OVER alr.If really wan to support idol,then buy more their album,attend their activitivies,and do many HEALTHY action.DEFINATELY NOT LIKE THIS WAY!!!
I think in this case,Andy Lau is the poorest ppl.He did not do anything but still involved.The dad also poor too..there are different version of the reason make him suicide and still haven prove that which is the correct one.If the dad suicide is because he felt 'helpless',i will think he is poor.But if he suicide is to help his wife and daughter to get attraction,sry to said that,i feel he is the stupiest ppl....the mother and daughter ma...I think this kind ppl not qualify to chase idol,or not qualify become human since they are cold-blooded...
Some people said Andy Lau cold-blooded coz he never show up since the tragedy happened.But for me,I think Andy Lau is doing the right thing.He should not show up or say anything.If he fulfill the 2 stupid thing's requirement,then i assure same thing will happen in the future wan...
Monday, April 02, 2007
Cafe Da Macau
Yeah!!!Today I got chance to try the HK restaurant that I mentioned last time.Actually it is the Macau restaurant la..coz it named "Cafe De Macau".I full of expected to go there,but I so soon get dissapointed from the restaurant.When we entered the restaurant,the captain used Cantonese to ask how many of us.wasei,I juz feel like I go to Kim Gary..When we said we wan to sit the table near the window,cis!!!He faster said that table is for 6 ppl( and only 2 of us).We still can sit there if we "DUN MIND" others sit along.What attitude is tat???He pointed a table juz in front of the door and I juz dun wan.Finally,we sit another table near window too.The restaurant is big but seems like only got 1 captain who take order,it make the speed very very slow.Me and Doris also ordered the Lunch set.Doris's is "Thai chicken rice" and mine is "Pig STeak rice".There is 1 soup and drink serve with the lunch set.I ordered "hk yin yueng",which I hope to drink long time already.
One of the menu~
Doris with her "THAI CHICKEN RICE"~
my ordered: "PORK STEAK RICE" +ABC soup+HK Yin Yeung~yummy^^
Take photo together b4 eating...haha
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I just finish watching 30/3 [Help](国光帮帮忙).I quite like this show,but till now..I dunno can I keep like this show or not.
It has a new game after the 2 hosts come back hosting(rest b4 the drug thing).The game is about one of the guests asked to sit on a chair and other guests need to choose the money or protect their friend from those stupid punishment.
30/3 guests are George,Na Dou,Chen han Dian,and Zhuang Zhuang.I watched this episode because of George.I feel ok when it started.The $2000,$5000,$8000 punishment not serious,I feel a bit funny.Who knows when the host annouce the $10000 wan,OMG!!!It really SCARED me.The $10000 punishment is let the SNAKE crawl the guest head 1 minute!!!
OMG!!!SNAKE!!!I very scare of snake...I asked myself 1 stupid question before:If I have to killed by 1 animal,then wut will I choose.My answer is,definately not snake...I rather let the lion,tiger,even crocodile killed me,but no SNAKE!!!If lion,tiger,crocodile,I only need to suffer shoert time and died.But if SNAKE,I cant imagine how long do I need to suffer.Let the COLD thing rolled the body...yucks!!!NO WAY!!!I admit that I really scare snake.I will watch those horror movie but if snake,nono..i wont watch anything which has SNAKE,like snake movie,snake story,snake picture,even those thing make of snake or something like snake,I wont touch them.So my frens,if you hope to get out of my friendlist,you only need to do things about SNAKE,even a joke or the toy snake.I promised you I wont want to see you again and ur name will DISSAPEAR in my fren list FOREVER!!!I am not kidding!!!
When I see the host take the snake out,I started shacking.I am scared,shacking,even cried...I know actually none of business since it only in the screen,but I just cant stop the fear.Especially when the snake crawl over the head of the guest,I feel like vomit.Really!!!When the camera show others,they are laughing...What kind of friend they are???COLD BLOODED!!!CiS!!!
One of the menu~
While we waiting for our meal,I looked the surrounding of the restaurant.Customers getting more and more,most of them are chinese.I guess 49/50 customers are chinese.I really feel like I am in M'sia,inside Kim Gary lo...It's true,it's really hard to find 1 restaurant which most chinese inside,and the workers there speak in Cantonese,not English.
Doris with her "THAI CHICKEN RICE"~
my ordered: "PORK STEAK RICE" +ABC soup+HK Yin Yeung~yummy^^
Take photo together b4 eating...haha
The taste actually not very nice,but still acceptable la.The HK Yin Yeung taste bad lo..really big different with the ones I have in Kim Gary.
We both eating,drinking,chating and laughing there.We cant finish all because too FULL.I still wanna finish it cause I dun wan waste it.Who knows,when I almost finished,I cant eat anymore and I feel like vomit.I faster run to washroom there but luckily I feel alright later la...
In conclusion,Cafe De Macau still ok la...only the bad service and the normal standard of taste lo...I think I will still visit there again in the future...who ask me like HK food so much leh....
We both eating,drinking,chating and laughing there.We cant finish all because too FULL.I still wanna finish it cause I dun wan waste it.Who knows,when I almost finished,I cant eat anymore and I feel like vomit.I faster run to washroom there but luckily I feel alright later la...
In conclusion,Cafe De Macau still ok la...only the bad service and the normal standard of taste lo...I think I will still visit there again in the future...who ask me like HK food so much leh....
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I just finish watching 30/3 [Help](国光帮帮忙).I quite like this show,but till now..I dunno can I keep like this show or not.
It has a new game after the 2 hosts come back hosting(rest b4 the drug thing).The game is about one of the guests asked to sit on a chair and other guests need to choose the money or protect their friend from those stupid punishment.
30/3 guests are George,Na Dou,Chen han Dian,and Zhuang Zhuang.I watched this episode because of George.I feel ok when it started.The $2000,$5000,$8000 punishment not serious,I feel a bit funny.Who knows when the host annouce the $10000 wan,OMG!!!It really SCARED me.The $10000 punishment is let the SNAKE crawl the guest head 1 minute!!!
OMG!!!SNAKE!!!I very scare of snake...I asked myself 1 stupid question before:If I have to killed by 1 animal,then wut will I choose.My answer is,definately not snake...I rather let the lion,tiger,even crocodile killed me,but no SNAKE!!!If lion,tiger,crocodile,I only need to suffer shoert time and died.But if SNAKE,I cant imagine how long do I need to suffer.Let the COLD thing rolled the body...yucks!!!NO WAY!!!I admit that I really scare snake.I will watch those horror movie but if snake,nono..i wont watch anything which has SNAKE,like snake movie,snake story,snake picture,even those thing make of snake or something like snake,I wont touch them.So my frens,if you hope to get out of my friendlist,you only need to do things about SNAKE,even a joke or the toy snake.I promised you I wont want to see you again and ur name will DISSAPEAR in my fren list FOREVER!!!I am not kidding!!!
When I see the host take the snake out,I started shacking.I am scared,shacking,even cried...I know actually none of business since it only in the screen,but I just cant stop the fear.Especially when the snake crawl over the head of the guest,I feel like vomit.Really!!!When the camera show others,they are laughing...What kind of friend they are???COLD BLOODED!!!CiS!!!
Sunday, April 01, 2007
我怀念的 - 孙燕姿(I miss...-Yanzi)
我怀念的 - 孙燕姿(I miss...-Yanzi)
我问为什么 那女孩传简讯给我
(I asked why the giel sms me)
而你为什么 不解释低着头沉默
(But you why only keep silence and dun answer me)
我该相信你很爱我 不愿意敷衍我
(I should believe that You very love me and dun wan to be perfunctory)
还是明白 你已不想挽回什么
(Or I should know that You dun wan to retrieve anything)
想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
(I wan to ask why I am not ur happiness anymore)
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
(But why I have to say I know already)
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
(Self-esteem always make the LOVE harder)
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受
(Pretend know is because scared that the truth too cruel and it is harder when in a tight corner)
我怀念的是无话不说
(I miss that we have many thing to say)
我怀念的是一起作梦
(I miss when the day we making same dream)
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动
(I miss I still have the passion to love you after quarrel)
我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,the warmest chest)
谁记得 谁忘了
(Who remember,who forget)
想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
(I wan to ask why I am not ur happiness anymore)
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
(But why I have to say I know already)
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
(Self-esteem always make the LOVE harder)
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受
(Pretend know is because scared that the truth too cruel and it is harder when in a tight corner)
我怀念的是无话不说
(I miss that we have many thing to say)
我怀念的是一起作梦
(I miss when the day we making same dream)
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动
(I miss I still have passion to love you after quarrel)
我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,warmest chest)
谁忘了
(Who forget)
我怀念的是无言感动
(I miss the speechless touches)
我怀念的是绝对炽热
(I miss the wholy passionate)
我怀念的是你很激动
(I miss that you so stirring)
求我原谅抱得我都痛
(To ask my forgiveness and hug me till I feel hurt)
我记得你在背后
(I remember you are at my back)
也记得我颤抖着
(and remember I am shaking)
记得感觉汹涌 最美的烟火 最长的相拥
(Remember complicated feeling,the prettiest firework,the longest hugging)
谁爱得太自由
(Who have the over freedom)
谁过头太远了
(Who go too over)
谁要走我的心
(Who take my heart away)
谁忘了那就是承诺
(Who forget that that is the promise)
谁自顾自地走
(Who walk himself)
谁忘了看着我
(Who forget watching me)
谁让爱变沉重
(Who make love so heavy)
谁忘了要给你温柔
(Who forget to give you warmth)
我怀念的
(I miss...)
我还有想要爱你的冲动
(I still have passion to love u )
我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,warmest chest)
我放手
(I let go)
我让座
(I give up the seat)
假洒脱
(Pretend free abd easy)
谁懂我多么不舍得
(Who know I actually not willing)
太爱了
(Love too much)
所以我 没有哭 没有说
(So I dun cry..and dun say)
I read this lyrics from my friend's blog.I dunno whether I translate the right meaning in eng or not.
I tried to listen this song and follow the lyrics.This song make me drop into a memory that I hided in my deepest part of heart,a sad memory.I have the similar situation with this song.Dramatical???When the things haven happened,I also think that this situation only will happen in drama or movie.Who knows there is the same thing happened to me in one day....I was very hurt that time,very hurt..and now it already become scar.If you wan to see it,it still can be seen. I pretend nothing in front of ppl and on the other side,I tried my best to forget it.But,is it can be fully removed from my memory???I dun think so.I feel ok with it now.I think that everyone need some colour to make their life interesting.For me,I not only need yellow,red,those happy colour,not bad to get this 'grey' colour too...isn't it???
Actually I like yanzi's song when she released her 1st album.I feel relax when listen to her songs,and I will get touch sometimes when I listen to her songs.For example this song,this song already has sad lyrics,plus yanzi's sound,make the song more sad...
If got time,listen this song ya...
Contradiction
People always say that:"everyone is contradictive".Maybe there is people disagree with this statement,but for me,I am 200% to agree this..because I always under contradiction ma...Is it I am Gemini???People not always say that Gemini is 2-sided meh???
I prefer stay at home,BUT I spend most of the time outside...
I like my family,BUT I always oppose them...
I like to listen/watch to horror/ghost story,BUT I dun hope to 'MEET' ghost...
I like to drink coffee,BUT I am lazy to make it....
I like to drive fast,BUT I scare I will kena saman(tat's y now i drive very 'CAREFULLY')..
I feel like buying something,BUT when I look at the price,I will cancel my mind,mostly..
I admit that I am fierce(ppl always say that),BUT I was scared most of time...
I like someone,BUT scare kena rejected..
I will like to fall in love again,BUT I scare I get hurt again...
I like to listen some songs,BUT maybe I dun like the singer personally...
I like....
aiyo,cant list all now...
In conclusion: My life full of CONTRADICTION...
Maybe is GOD want to have some fun when create human...
I prefer stay at home,BUT I spend most of the time outside...
I like my family,BUT I always oppose them...
I like to listen/watch to horror/ghost story,BUT I dun hope to 'MEET' ghost...
I like to drink coffee,BUT I am lazy to make it....
I like to drive fast,BUT I scare I will kena saman(tat's y now i drive very 'CAREFULLY')..
I feel like buying something,BUT when I look at the price,I will cancel my mind,mostly..
I admit that I am fierce(ppl always say that),BUT I was scared most of time...
I like someone,BUT scare kena rejected..
I will like to fall in love again,BUT I scare I get hurt again...
I like to listen some songs,BUT maybe I dun like the singer personally...
I like....
aiyo,cant list all now...
In conclusion: My life full of CONTRADICTION...
Maybe is GOD want to have some fun when create human...
"HAPPY APRIL FOOL~~~"
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