Contradiction

People always say that:"everyone is contradictive".Maybe there is people disagree with this statement,but for me,I am 200% to agree this..because I always under contradiction ma...Is it I am Gemini???People not always say that Gemini is 2-sided meh???

I prefer stay at home,BUT I spend most of the time outside...
I like my family,BUT I always oppose them...
I like to listen/watch to horror/ghost story,BUT I dun hope to 'MEET' ghost...
I like to drink coffee,BUT I am lazy to make it....
I like to drive fast,BUT I scare I will kena saman(tat's y now i drive very 'CAREFULLY')..
I feel like buying something,BUT when I look at the price,I will cancel my mind,mostly..
I admit that I am fierce(ppl always say that),BUT I was scared most of time...
I like someone,BUT scare kena rejected..
I will like to fall in love again,BUT I scare I get hurt again...
I like to listen some songs,BUT maybe I dun like the singer personally...
I like....

aiyo,cant list all now...

In conclusion: My life full of CONTRADICTION...

Maybe is GOD want to have some fun when create human...

"HAPPY APRIL FOOL~~~"