Sensitive again~

Since last time I received the bad news call from my fren,I getting sensitive to many things,especially phone call,some more is phone call at night...

For example,last night I suddenly see that my hotlink phone show that I have 1 missed call from home,the displayed time is 11++pm(m'sia time),I started to think those nonsense thing:"what happen??Normally my family call me around 9-10pm( m'sia time) and they sleep already when 11++pm..."I think so many many thing,why I din heard my hp ring???I also think maybe is Tze Nga called me cause only she will call my hotlink,or else......I cant stop to think,good thing bad things also appear in my mind.My heart that time 'po po!!',it's quite horrible to receive call from home at that time.This missed call make me insomia a while,I only fall asleep in the early morning.

I rushed to Public Phone there after I waked up.Luckily last night only think too much.Daddy and mummy don't know about the call.They also guess is Tze Nga call me.If not,dunno who lo~

I chat with mummy a while,I told her that I wish to go home at June but mummy not very agree.She asked me think about RM4000(return air ticket),it's not the small amount.If I go back this June,then I cant go back at the end of the year.Last time 1 of the reason I wan to go back in June is because I wish to celebrate my b'day in Malaysia(4th June),at least I have family and friends celebrate with me,not like Sydney here.Now I think more,if I can go back m'sia this end of the year also not bad la,cause that time I can celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary.25th anniversary seems more important compared to my b'day....Aiyo,I have no idea now..I feel confused now...think like going back,but no $$$...

Mummy also tell me that she go watching the SINCHEW TOP 10 SHOW last sunday.She missed Celest's performance cause grandma asked to go back home that time.She also told me that xiao jiu jiu ,fai,chun went to eat with those artists after the show.(xiao jiu jiu is one of the commitee).So nice~I also want la!!!Mummy said daddy rather stay at home watching PSS.wasei!!!so surprise...I dunno daddy also so 'update',watch PSS wan wo...haha^^