我怀念的 - 孙燕姿(I miss...-Yanzi)

我怀念的 - 孙燕姿(I miss...-Yanzi)

我问为什么 那女孩传简讯给我
(I asked why the giel sms me)
而你为什么 不解释低着头沉默
(But you why only keep silence and dun answer me)
我该相信你很爱我 不愿意敷衍我
(I should believe that You very love me and dun wan to be perfunctory)
还是明白 你已不想挽回什么
(Or I should know that You dun wan to retrieve anything)

想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
(I wan to ask why I am not ur happiness anymore)
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
(But why I have to say I know already)
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
(Self-esteem always make the LOVE harder)
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受
(Pretend know is because scared that the truth too cruel and it is harder when in a tight corner)

我怀念的是无话不说
(I miss that we have many thing to say)
我怀念的是一起作梦
(I miss when the day we making same dream)
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动
(I miss I still have the passion to love you after quarrel)

我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,the warmest chest)
谁记得 谁忘了
(Who remember,who forget)

想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐
(I wan to ask why I am not ur happiness anymore)
可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了
(But why I have to say I know already)
自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折
(Self-esteem always make the LOVE harder)
假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受
(Pretend know is because scared that the truth too cruel and it is harder when in a tight corner)

我怀念的是无话不说
(I miss that we have many thing to say)
我怀念的是一起作梦
(I miss when the day we making same dream)
我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动
(I miss I still have passion to love you after quarrel)

我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,warmest chest)
谁忘了
(Who forget)

我怀念的是无言感动
(I miss the speechless touches)
我怀念的是绝对炽热
(I miss the wholy passionate)
我怀念的是你很激动
(I miss that you so stirring)
求我原谅抱得我都痛
(To ask my forgiveness and hug me till I feel hurt)

我记得你在背后
(I remember you are at my back)
也记得我颤抖着
(and remember I am shaking)
记得感觉汹涌 最美的烟火 最长的相拥
(Remember complicated feeling,the prettiest firework,the longest hugging)
谁爱得太自由
(Who have the over freedom)
谁过头太远了
(Who go too over)
谁要走我的心
(Who take my heart away)
谁忘了那就是承诺
(Who forget that that is the promise)

谁自顾自地走
(Who walk himself)
谁忘了看着我
(Who forget watching me)
谁让爱变沉重
(Who make love so heavy)
谁忘了要给你温柔
(Who forget to give you warmth)

我怀念的
(I miss...)
我还有想要爱你的冲动
(I still have passion to love u )
我记得那年生日
(I remember that birthday)
也记得那一首歌
(and also that song)
记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口
(Remember that sky with stars,the tightest right hand,warmest chest)

我放手
(I let go)
我让座
(I give up the seat)
假洒脱
(Pretend free abd easy)
谁懂我多么不舍得
(Who know I actually not willing)

太爱了
(Love too much)
所以我 没有哭 没有说
(So I dun cry..and dun say)

I read this lyrics from my friend's blog.I dunno whether I translate the right meaning in eng or not.

I tried to listen this song and follow the lyrics.This song make me drop into a memory that I hided in my deepest part of heart,a sad memory.I have the similar situation with this song.Dramatical???When the things haven happened,I also think that this situation only will happen in drama or movie.Who knows there is the same thing happened to me in one day....I was very hurt that time,very hurt..and now it already become scar.If you wan to see it,it still can be seen. I pretend nothing in front of ppl and on the other side,I tried my best to forget it.But,is it can be fully removed from my memory???I dun think so.I feel ok with it now.I think that everyone need some colour to make their life interesting.For me,I not only need yellow,red,those happy colour,not bad to get this 'grey' colour too...isn't it???

Actually I like yanzi's song when she released her 1st album.I feel relax when listen to her songs,and I will get touch sometimes when I listen to her songs.For example this song,this song already has sad lyrics,plus yanzi's sound,make the song more sad...

If got time,listen this song ya...