'HOME'

Recently I was not very happy because of HOMESICK,the weird thing is,my friends continuosly told me that they wan to go back lo...like Kai Ning,Doris,even Huey also told me that she,yi ma,chet and her bf also going back Ipoh tmr.I know they not purposely make me feel sad,but I juz cant control myself getting sad....

'Home',recently quite far for me now.No matter how I wish to going back,I need to try my best to ask myself stop thinking it now,juz for the end of the year.I have the return ticket on my hand now,so how???Just go back without considering???I cant.I not kids anymore,I cant do what I wan without consideration,although I would like to.

Maybe recently I try so hard to control myself,I become perceptual,especially when I watching series/movies/shows.No matter I watched what movies recently,if there have little bit touch part,I also cry.I wont like that last time,but now......What happend???I not come Sydney to train myself tougher???Or I reallt 'look' tough in others' eyes,juz like Shaw Fong said????I really dunno,dunno!!!

Last few nights I think many things before I sleep.Think how to design my mum's card,then dad's card,even think how to celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary which is at the Christmas eve.I have few ideas now...Who have any ideas,must tell me o~~