Old photos~

It is raining outside...Actually I like this feeling,standing in front of window,and have a deep breathing,enjoying those raining air and let my brain empty~

I wonder why people always think that raining=bad weather.Rain will bring the sadness feeling for people...sometimes I also think like this,when the time I am sad,When the time I having homesick...

Maybe Winter is around the corner,and there is raining always,I really feel cold recently...I always wearing the sweater I bought last time to warmer myself.If the weather keep colder,I need to take out all my winter accessories already...

I burn the photos that in my computer to dvd today.After burning,I looked back those old photos.Everytime I will feel complicated when looking those old photo.I found that I changed alot these few years,no matter my heart or my look.Last time I always complained that my hairstyle din change,but now I juz found that I have change my hairstyle,long hair to short hair,then straight hair till now curly hair...Not only me,I noticed that my friend also change alot in these few years.When I looked at those old photo,it automatically bring me back to that moment...when I was still studying secondary school,when I was in hse 144,When I was being pinkies....aiyo....My heart getting complicated.People not always say that we need to look FORWARD,but why many people cant stop themselves looked BACKWARD???purposely???or not purposely???

KZ just now told me that:"Friendship will be more treasure when our memory getting lesser"...Maybe she is right,but i dun think this works all the times.Not many people have good memory.Times will change many things.When I looked at the old photos,noticed that many friend that very closed with me last time,now not closed anymore,some lost contact too...The friendship still can said 'treasure'??I dunno..

I tried so hard to ask myself stop looking at those photo,if not,I think I will in my memory land wholeday....