Moodless!!!

I have no idea what happened on me today.I juz feel moodless since i woke up today,even games and drama also cant delight me today.Izzit because there is raining outside???Facing laptop whole day but do nth,no mood to eat,no mood to sleep,no mood to smile,even no mood to speak.Suddenly i feel like find a fren,he/she can talk all in the conversation and I only wanna b an audience and no need to say anything.When i looked at my MSN frenlist,there is no ppl can satisfy me.So i know i have to change my mind.

I started to review my previous photos.I refreshed my memory when i view my photos.When i looked at my family photo,i suddenly found that,i really miss my family,very very miss them.Daddy who not very know how to express his concern to me,mummy's lame joke,Nga's mannerless,my room,my bolster...these all juz appear in my mind.My tear juz started dropping without control.

I admit that I am tat kind of ppl who dunno how to express feeling well.This is why i always keep my feeling in my heart.I wont tell my family how I miss them.Everytime when i chatting with my family thru phone,I nearly tell them about my homesick but luckily my mind stop my mouth to do so.There are 2 reasons for me.First,I dun wan let my parents worry about me although they still worry about me.I know they miss me more than i do.Second, my self-pride is strong.I dun wan let any ppl know about my sadness.Of coz,sometimes i cant control myself and tell them by accident. Mummy always laugh at me,she said me now only realize how good does the home is.

"Mummy,i wanna honestly tell u that,i know how good does the home is in the beginning.I still wanna go overseas alone is because i know i have to learn to be independent and increase the likable to home,also.I know I cant always rely on u.Sometimes, I will think that u n daddy spoil me.This make me very confused that how to repay u in the future.Since i borned till now,I nv do sth that really make u proud.On the other hands,I juz know how to express my mannerless and anger to u.I know this is wrong and I alr try my best to stop doing it but i fail to control it always.I hide a lot of things from u.I dun have enough courage to tell u at all.If u know my secrets,i assure u both only upset and more dissapointed on me...sry mummy,sorry daddy.."

People always misunderstood me as a independent,strong girl.And the truth always opposite.Actually,INDEPENDENT,FIERCE,STRONG only a 'shell' for me to protect myself.I know this theory since i was in primary school.I know these can protect myself being bully by other ppl and I prove that i am right.Nobody dare to bully me in primary sch till now.But when i remove this 'shell',inside only have weak,strong dependency,think negatively.Hard to imagine how i look like if i without my 'shell',right??? Some zodiac book said that :"GEMINI ppl suitable as an Artist"I think I was 1 of this.

After reviewing all my photos,i started viewing my fren's blog.Actually i feel that blog is a good tools to write down own feeling and know more about wut other ppl's thinking.When i read one of my fren's blog,I only found that he can write things poetically.Why i din notice before???Mayb we really dun understand each others last time,so now...but anyway,know tat my fren is happy,i also feel happy.So,my fren,r u happy???

huh...i really express many things here,but seems like my mood haven come back yet???how???

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oops,nearly forget,Winnie,thx for ur 'tong shui',.it really delicious,but too sweet for me^^

HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHINE(花样少年少女)

Another great drama I wanna introduce to all--[Hanazakarino Kimitachine](as Hana Kimi],chinese name is [花样少年少女].This is a tw drama,starring by Ella,WuChun,Jiro.This is a very funny drama,suitable for those who need some relax.Believe me!!!It is because the story is around a boy sch,that's why the male artists are more than female artists.I found that many leng chai-s inside.Let's me introduce some:

NO 1 leng chai--> zuo yi chuan(starring by Wu Chun)


Wu Chun is the main character in this drama.I have to honestly said tat I not found tat he is lengchai before.I wondered tat time why so many ppl said so.Until this drama,i finally know the reason.He appeared at the 1st time in this drama,i alr attracted by him.He is very leng chai in this show man.Nice look,Nice body.I think i alr crazy over him.But there is 1 thing i dislike about him,that is,he got tattoo on his arm.It is juz my personal opinion,coz i not very like ppl that got tattoo.the other part,I juz like it.


No 2 leng chai--->jin xiu yi(starring by Jiro)

I like Jiro since [It started with a kiss] (恶作剧之吻).He always act the character that like the gal very much but get rejected.Besides,his blur blur character brings a lot of fun,he juz brighten ppl always.This kind of character attracts many ppl all the time.


No 3 leng chai--->liang si nan(starring by tang yu ze)

He acts a playboy in this drama.Actually i feel he is quite girlish sometime,but he still a leng chai for me.



Special appearance--->lu jing xi( starring by JJ)


JJ,actually i not really feel that he is leng chai,but he is sOooo cute in this show and i nv see he wear like this b4~~

i MISS...

This is the end day i came back Sydney.Honestly,my HOMESICK getting SERIOUS day by day now.I miss my home,my shop,my room,my family,my frens and especially my little bolster which accomapany me above 15 years.

Before i left home,I took some pic of my house.Hope they will cure my homesick,but seems it's not very working.

Home..i MISS home,MISS it very much!!!

my HOUSE,the warmest place in the world

I decorated this tree,it's called "五福临门"(means very good luck,i think)

my SHOP(ei..i write wrong of the shop name,it supposed is WENG YAU!!!)

Finally...Sydney

I have juz arrived Sydney.The 8 hours in the plane is the difficult time for me.I feel dizzy now@@.mayb I sleep uncomfortably in plane.

I can say I am lucky this time coming back to Sydney.My lugguage is overweight,it is 27.2kg,and heavier than the limit which is 20kg.I wonder why coz when i weight it in house,it haven reached 20kg but the fact is,it is 27.2kg.Luckily the MAS officer not charge me the extra charge for overweight,if not,i sure need to pay more.

When I arrived Sydney,the custom officer only scanned my lugguage and I no need to declare my things to them.It's so lucky for me coz last time i need to declare all my things and they confiscated my NESCAFE.eh..where is my calender,sure i left it in my room,cis!!!how dare i left it!!!I have check my things several times alr....=.=

aiya,honestly,I not really feel like coming back Sydney,mayb I am obtuse???The 1st time i came to Sydney,I feel nth tat time.mayb is because it still fresh for me come alone to overseas.This time,dunno why,i feel sad,especially when i was on the way to Klang.I almost cry tat time but i successfully control my tear.I really feel sad.Family,frens,food,place,these all i also cant forget.If now got ppl treat my air ticket to go back m'sia,I sure accept it without any consideration.Anyone so generous to sponser me???(I guess no!!!)

Aiyo,change topic,change topic.if not,I scare I really cry if I continue write it.Let's talk about plane.If let me compared MAS with Singapore airlines(SQ),SQ is much more better than MAS,except the food.For MAS,the seat,service,the facilities,all worse than SQ.MAS really need a big improvement,if not,it will only continue earn loss...

Let me here to take chance to say thx to some ppl 1st.thx DADDY to fetch me to airport,thx MUMMY n TZE NGA helping me hold my heavy lugguage,thx YI ZHANG b the guide to airport,thx YI MA accompany me to collect my ticket,thx GONG GONG n PO PO go airport along,thx HUEY for helping me carry my lugguage,thx 7 YI for ur wish,and not forget,thx ALFEUS and NICHOLAS came airport to see me.A million thx to u all!!!

OK,it's finish.I feel tired and sleepy now,it's time for me meet my dear--"MR CHOW GONG" lo...nitez^^

Happiest day in CNY!!!

So fast,today is the 3rd day of CNY alr.

I woke up at 8am++ today,it's too early for me but no choice.Who asked mummy promised them having breakfast together yesterday.Who knows,when we arrived Parit,my grandpa them all finish their breakfast alr and we need to take away.10 yi zhang n a yi went home 1st and left Philip with us.yeah!!!

Today many ppl came to grandpa's house,and I get a lot of angpau loo...We have lion dance today in grandpa's house.xiao jiu jiu asked me take photo and I was busy with it.I have to follow the lion dance go everyway,tired man!!!

After the lion dance,I have to go back Ipoh coz I have gathering with old classmate tonight.My mum is worry about me and she accompanied me go back.This year,can say is the most pplr join this gathering,more ppl than last year.However,the venue of gathering this yr worse than last year.The food is taste normal but expensive,guess what?A normal fish chop costs RM 15 above and a mineral water costs RM4!!!phew!!!The service also bad there.We decided to continue gathering in Lee Ping's house.I almost get lost when we went there(coz I am the driver and May is the only "guide" in my car).When we arrived there,we think we went there chat only at first,who knows,when we arrived there,others are 'gambling' tat time.We have "no choice" then we also started playing cards tat time lo..I only can said I am lucky today coz I won money today.Ma zai lose money at 1st but win back all of his money at last.quite miracle!!!

We all went back at 12am++.

Our group photo,izzit all leng chai,lenglui???

Woon Yee,Ching Mum,Foong Ne and Kai Shing

Ma Zai,Mo Tian,May and Mun Peng

KaiShing and Woon Yee,Shing Ying,Kaishing and Foong Ne,Chin ying

Eweing,Siew Yan,Lee Ping and Xiao Yan

aNg pAu!!

Like the previous year,my whole family going to my 2nd uncle's(father's side) and my grandpa's(mother's side) there celebrate lo.This is my house tradition.I firstly think we are the latest family arrived my 2nd uncle's house coz when we arrived tat time alr afternoon.Who knows,my cousin later than us.Actually they gave me some surprises.Normally all my father's side relatives only give me RM2 angpau but this year,I can get RM5 from few of them.OMG!!! This is too weird for me,even mummy also surprised with this. Mayb they earn a lot last year so this yr they give more.hehe^^

My grandpa phoned us many times when we still in 2nd uncle's house.We went back Grandpa's house around 3pm.I faced another prob at grandpa's house coz my "10 yi zhang" brought his newly-married wife along.We all still confused wut to call and after discussion with his wife,we decided to call her "a yi". Philip is getting naughty days by days. He always bites me,even my backside also cant escape from him.It's pain la!!!

All my uncle and aunts back at night.We decided to have some special thing at night.10 yi zhang n our new 'a yi' greet all the elders,it's juz a ceremony.

GONG XI FATT CHOY!!!

hey hey,today is CNY!!!In the previous years,I sure will celebrate CNY with happiness,but this year difference. It is because CNY coming means that my holiday getting over and I need to go back Aus.


Ok,let's come back to the topic.This year is GOLDEN PIG year. Actually i quite boring whole afternoon.There was a lot CNY special tv programme previous year but now getting fewer and fewer.I planned to go for a movie but Woon yee need to work today and no other choice so free to accompany me.The worst thing is,I just found that there are NO ppl on9 during CNY wan,izzit they r too busy???OMG!!!Can you imagine how boring I am???


Luckily we having steamboat at night.Mummy asked 7 yi whole family came over too.U know what??Mummy promised me having steamboat at house so many years ago and now this promise only can achieved.Mummy provided many food for steamboat and we all having good times that time.



After eating steamboat,I went for a movie with Woon Yee.We watched the [Iron chef] which starring by Charmaine Sheh and Hacken Lee.This movie is not bad but I feel it quite short.



Anyway,Gong Xi Fatt Choy to everyone and "ANG PAU" mari lo!!!

Surprise!sUrprise!!suRprise!!!

i have no idea why today there have surprises for me.

i rmb tis morning,10 yi zhang suddenly called mummy at shop and asked mummy whether see his photo in newspaper.we all wonder why.Then we only know tat he get married with his gf yesterday.Since yesterday is Valentines day,so got reporters at there too. Actually I so confused the feeling in my heart. 10 yi zhang can let down my 10 yi's death,i should be happy.But..Philip still small,i scare that after they married,will Philip leave us farther???If really like tat, i sure b the 1st ppl get hurt.Am i selfish???

Then when afternoon,i get surprised by the kitten tat stay in my shop.the kitten juz learn how to walk and it suddenly walked out.CIS!!! I scare and jump on the table,even my mum also scare of it.

In the evening, when i on the way home,there was a car suddenly rush out from juction.OMG!!!it nearly hit me man.i can say tat i was driving very carefully tat time and by law,i am not wrong.the worst thing is,tat car driver is a WOMAN.CIS!!!no wonder ppl always say tat :"WOMAN IS THE MOST DANGEROUS DRIVER IN THE WORLD",i disagree of it at first but now,i agree,juz becoz of tat woman.

Finally, today is over.today is not the easy day for me.hope i wont have same experience again...

Happy VALENTINES day loo

Today is Valentines day.for me,it's juz a normal day since i also no ppl celebrate with me.

i'm not feeling well today.i cant sleep properly last whole night,juz roll n roll on the bed.mummy worry about me and ask me MUST see doctor.Since i din slept properly last night,i slept whole morning and afternoon at shop.i think i slept since 8am till 4pm++,phew!!!long time i nv sleep like tis.luckily,i feel better now...

after sleeping whole afternoon,i feel better at night.Good things happen at night coz grandpa treat us dinner at Dong Hai(东海酒家).today Dong hai so many ppl,i think is because CNY is coming.When the waitress serve daddy's tea,the glass suddenly "pong!!",broke..it's very scary..luckily no one get hurt.

our 1st dish is YEE SANG.we all stir it to wish to get a good sign.after good sign,our main dish---ABALONE appear.Abalone tis time is smaller than last time i ate but the taste,not bad..Mmmm~yummy^^ grandpa said tat next time will treat us eating bigger abalone,wahaha, gong gong,i'll wait u de lo...tis time dinner cost RM600++,wah..really costly.anyway,gong gong,thx for tis time.

SEE!!!ABALONE!!!

dun look at me la!!i'll shame wan

our BOSS today---Grandpa

Grandma

Daddy

5 jiu jiu

xiao jiu jiu

anyway,Happy Valentines day to all my frens^^

tze nga say too much loo..

juz now i go buy dinner with mummy n tze nga.mummy said she wan buy something at grocery shop.after paying,dunno y tze nga suddenly take out a mechanic pen n ask the boss tat izzit there got sell the mechanic pen which cost RM2..the boss shocked when he saw the pen.u know y??my sis bought the PILOT shaker,n it only cost RM2.30.OMG!!!it's very cheap.the boss scold his staff n ask the staff faster change the price.aiya,see my tze ngaso 38.if not,we alr can go back with the shaker which cost RM2.30lo....sis a,next time can u talk less a???

kai ning fly to Aus today~

ooo...today our kai ning kai ning will depart to Australia loo...tis kai ning ho,she so geng loo..today flight,but yesterday she only told me about that.phiew~

around 5pm,i called kai ning.wasei!she alr waiting in KLIA.9++pm flight wo,tat means she need to wait more than 4 hours.if me,i sure cannot stand for it alr. tat time there was a lot customer in shop,tat's y i have to hang up the phone and decide to call her again at night.unfortunately, i failed to call her at night,i guess she mayb in plane tat time,so cant contact her.anyway,wish her all the best.

oh ya,knkn,alfeus wan me told u tat he will miss his knkn.he also said he will miss his tyty n kzkz wo~wahaha

yes!!i am healthy^^

Do you know where is it???it's pasar mlm around my area.OMG!!so many ppl there..i think it's becoz cny is around the corner.too packed there...we juz buy some food and drink,then go back home lo...my predict about the pasar mlm: next week more ppl there...

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today i took my body report with my mum.YEAH!!!we both very healthy...see,although my look is the weak face,actually i am a healthy ppl leh^^