Feeling Sad

Haih,I feel like crying at the moment.I always hope that March won't come so fast but the time always run different way.When mummy found the things I need to bring just now,I feel like crying.I hate myself sometimes,why I'm not tough as my look.Why I always like to cry???I feel so hard to leave my parents,Nga,room,Law's members,friends,bed,bolster,car,and so on.

I really scare I will cry in airport..No!!I can't cry..I only make my parents sad if I cry.So,WONG TZE YEEN,you cannot cry,understand??!!!

I have alot gathering recently.They always farewell for other friends,but they don't know that,actually I am also one of them.But I don't like to be them.No matter how good is overseas,I still like to stay in Ipoh,a place accompany me so long...

Have lunch with Yee and Mum today.After lunch,think to fetch Nga at first but daddy told me no need to fetch.Who knows,Mum called me and said she haven't left yet,if free just go out find her.Then I only know that her car's battery has exhausted.haha^^Her friend then take his extra battery but too bad,the size different.No choice,he went to call repairman.haha^^

At night,I think can go pasar malam before I go back Sydney.But,raining..haih...5 jiu jiu,xiao jiu jiu and 8 yi came Ipoh and asked us go eat steak.Although they did not say anything,but I can guess they came for farewell.Then,talked with 2 yi ma on phone,she said :"CONGRATULATION".I wonder why she congrats me,then I only know that she 'congrats' me to live alone in overseas soon like her...haih....

YumCha again!!

Just came back from Halo Cafe.Our Mr YikWei came Ipoh wo,of course must go out.I'm not joking.I need to sacrifice my family time and purposely go out.He ar,still like that,almost 'play aeroplane' on us again.When Mum and I on the way,he suddenly called us and said don't know how to go Halo.And we sense that he's like not going.At last,Mum agreed to fetch him then he only came out.Wasei!!!We 3 people sat on the 2nd floor and having dinner.Then Yee,Ying and Soon also arrived.The singers sang most of the songs we ordered today.Of course la...less customer there.We chatted there until 11pm then only go back..Don't know when I will have gathering again leh...

Pasar Malam in Ipoh Garden

Feel not good today....Till the night,Yee asked me to go the Ipoh Garden pasar malam.Aiyo,I like pasar malam very much,of couse I want to go.But then Yee called me again and told me that her mummy don't know why suddenly said she also want to go.So Yee asked whether can ask my mummy go along,let the old people got company.Of course,Nga sure want to follow too.So,we just filled the whole Kenari.Wasai,really merrier!!!But the most funny part is,when we get into the car,aunty first thing is ask my mummy's name.haha^^It's really funny wan lo..cause Yee and I know each other for 10 years,but our parents only meet less than 10 times...

Ipoh garden pasar malam really crowded.But only the location different,the stalls there almost the same with First Garden wan.Actually is Yee and my suggestion to come,who knows the old people seems have more interesting than us.Never mind,we still harvest something.We saw some familiar faces there.For example,we met a couple who we know them both,but they did not see us.And another couple,heng,I only can said the guy is "got gf forget friend" type.I treat him as my best friend,but he did not inform me that he got girl girl..No wonder I can't see him online for periods,sms him also no reply...haih...

Last day of CNY

Time flies so fast.Today is the last day of CNY---Chap Goh Mei.Chap Goh Mei also Chinese Valentines day.What is you plan today??Have you go 'throw/pick' mandarin today??


I wonder about 'throw/pick mandarin' long time ago but no chance to see it.Yee also same thought with me.So we went Tokong Kwan Yin Tong today to have a look.We only went there after finished our thing.But the time already 11pm.Wasai!!!Too late!!!When we parked the car,we just see alot of people walking different direction with us.We worried that missed it again.Luckily,still got alot people inside.First thing we saw is people throw the mandarin to the 'wish tree'.We just think it's 'throw/pick mandarin' at first.Can't blame us,we never see ma..Then we just walked around.We saw alot of couples or gangs around us.So envy~We went some parts,like fish pond.But things who excited us most is 'tarot' part.We found few tables there for tarot and it only costs RM10 once,so CHEAP!!!We faster jump in the queue.We still can said nice lo,at least we will let the people who came in earlier first.Not like some people,just cut the queue and sat down.And the more angry part is,she did not think what she want to ask before that,she only think what she want to asked after sat down and waste alot of time thinking.Still got most angry part,after she finished asking,she still did not want to leave and tried to ask her friends to sit down.WTF!!!Maybe her friends also sense our angry emotion and asked her leave.Yee used her fastest speed to sit down.If let me meet few more people like her,I surely get mad.

Yee first.SiFu asked her choose 3 cards and started explaining.It's quite accurate.Sifu said actually there are many people chasing Yee,but Yee does not notice them.Yee,you heard that??!!Don't always complain you don't have,just spend some times looking around!!As your machi,I will help you look look too!!!^^

When my turn,same steps.When Sifu opened the first cards,it's same with Yee.OMG!!!Sifu also said that we both tacit,we are in a same group.wahaha!!!Of course,we are machi for 10years!!!Sifu said that last time I am who can get the good result if I study.And NOW,only $$$ in my mind..haha,funny...very accurate!!!I really say "not enough $$' the most recently!!!Sifu recommended me let my brain relax in the future,don't too persistent about something which have already settle(still wondering what is 'something').Another 3 cards,I chose to ask about Study,Love and Health.STUDY is the only part I feel not really correct.Sifu said if I study,not only can pass all,even can get the good result.People maybe see me study so hard,but they don't know actually I quite relax when study.I think maybe she right.I was TOO RELAX last time,so I have this terrible result...In LOVE,there is a sword in the card,means that I need to make decision when I have target as soon as possible,Want or don't want!!But...where is my 'target'??!!And HEALTH,I feel the most accurate part.Sifu said I am easily feel pain,tired,even sit also feel pain.Bingo!!!Bingo!!!It's 100% correct!!!Sifu and Tarot!!!You are so ACCURATE!!!

There are still alot of people inside Kwan Yin Tong

Yee:"Aim the target.Wish I can success..."

Mine just inside these..I also don't know which 1 is mine!!

After Tarot,it's late.Before we left,we just make wish and throw the mandarin to the 'wish tree'.I threw once then success.But Yee,haha,she so funny,when she tried for first time,she failed but the mandarin has gone.Then she need to ask the people there to get mandarin.haha

When we get into car,we only realised that we forget our mission today.We walked to many place but forget about the pond for mandarin...cis!!!We only can wait next year..but we still have good time tonight!!!

RIP,Fei Jie

Just heard about 1 sad news this afternoon,our happy idol---Lydia Sum(Fei Jie) has passed away.I heard about MYFM morning show,they still said we always put focus on those HK artist's photos and ignored the people we should care.Who knows,we already heard this shocking bad news in the afternoon.Maybe you will think that it's not connected with us since we are in so far.But for those watching HK drama since they are small like me,when we know someone who accompany us years has left,we will still feel sad...

We always see Fei Jie is a tough,happy person,even when she is fighting with the cancer.This positive attitude really worth for us to learn.Hope she can relief in another space,and keep sending happy to every 'angle' there...

And I also hope YanYi can get out from sadness as soon as possible.She still have long way to go....

*from TVB

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Happy

Feel happy now...Why??Just met someone I have long time no contact,and the comment for me is,I getting prettier...I don't care it's true or not,just feel happy~~~

Valantines day+Ti Gong Dan

After 'birthday',today is Western Valentines' day.I still single this year,so it also no meaning for me.But today also Hokkien people's big day.Hokkien people always said that 8th day of CNY only their actual new year.

I went to daddy's bird society with family to celebrate.They got pray 'Ti Gong',played firecraker,play more than 10 minutes of fireworks.Finally can feel it's really CNY!!!

I think this year those couples will feel romantic under fireworks....(too bad,I don't have)

Anyway,wish all of you,no matter single or attached,"Happy Valentines day!!"

Not syok lo..

According to the Chinese traditional,the 7th of CNY means everyone's birthday.Wish all of you:"Happy Birthday!!!"

I started working today,need to wake up early again.Not syok.I think yi ma them also feel not syok because they need to go back Klang today.This year consider is the longest period they can stay in Parit during CNY.

Work?Study?No,I want HOLIDAY!!

Nga started her school today and parents also started working.Mummy last time said tomorrow only started to work but now 1 day earlier.I don't care so much.I still having holiday.They also did not wake me up.I feel happiness that can sleep until enough.

Mummy backed home to fetch me at afternoon.Oh no,should say she came back to asked me be the 'driver' to fetch Nga and ZiQi after school.Then we went back home to have lunch.Mummy drove ZiQi backed to shop and left Nga and me at home.

Mummy said that they will finish work earlier today.I knew it.Every time they just say say only.Today,they went home at 4pm.They said want to go back Parit have dinner.Honestly,I really so scare to go back Parit already(too many times),and I also got appointment,so I did not follow them.Around 9pm,went out yum cha with Feng.We just chit chat there.Then I only found that we have years no see.We just chat in msn sometimes.He doesn't change much.He said he want to transfer money to his friend but that time only can use machine.Who knows,when we reached Maybank,machines also not functioned anymore.I just know that machines also got time limit.No choice,I also can't help him.

What a busy day..

Because of some people,we all went Ipoh having breakfast by 4 cars.After breakfast,I ran for next round---Singing K with Yee,Mum,Tian,Peng.So coincidently,we reached E-box at the same time,no need to wait.

We only have few hours but we have 5 people,actually each of us only can sing few songs.But never mind,we really have a good time,especially we all sang the [Da Tuan Yuan(大团圆)].haha^^

After K,I need to rushed back to Parit again.Phew!!Went so many places in a day.Since Yee also nothing to do,so just asked her following me to Parit.She felt little bit scary but I also tried my best not to ignore her la...

This year we did "Lo Shang(捞生)" earlier,maybe is out of budget,it's not enough for us.No choice,everyone ate lesser..just to get the meaning...

Only day stay overnight in Parit

The forth day of CNY,still need to go back Parit.Nothing special today,just take the family photo.Fai and Chun this year geng lo..get the permission to gambling already.But,new still new.Their face expression just betrayed them,'dealer' can easily win their money..

Did not went back tonight.I just think that mummy never stay overnight this year,I also think to be good girl,so just accompany her to stay overnight.But I have not expected it's very cold at night and I only bring a piece of cloth(really cloth) as blanket.*shaking*.I just changed to other room in the middle of night.

Gathering---Friends

Today went back Parit in the early morning...no choice...I have promised that will go back having breakfast.This is the 1st time went to Parit street since xiao jiu jiu backed.Haha..everything still the same.

Grandpa's house still as merrier as usual.Those relatives also came here visiting.I think this is the most merrier year we had.And of course,the happiest should be us who get angpau lo..haha^^

Today can't stay so long in Parit,because I have my program at night.Mummy lo..actually I can drive back alone but she still worry(I know she is caring me) and followed me back.After we reached home awhile,daddy also back.Mummy then helped him to close the main gate.Who knows,something strange happened.Daddy so happy when he get down from car and asked mummy what happened to make her closed the gate for him..Aiyo,these 2 old couple,sometimes really can't tahan them...^^

I saw the time is around but Yee still haven't fetched me.I knew she having gathering before that but half hour already,she still haven't reached yet.And her phone always having problem and can't reach her.When we reached Ying's house,feel like we are 'guilty'.But then we knew that we are not the latest,still have some people later than us,like MaZai,FoongNe,and birthday girl today---ChingMum.This year gathering less people than last year,but we have few new face here.When I reached,I just started get some food because I'm too hungry.The birthday girl maybe know that today she is the spotlight,she only came very late.We have bought a cake to celebrate.We just surrounded her and sang the birthday song once she get down from car.Don't know whether is it in her expectation??Our gathering ended earlier than what we expected but we still don't think to go home.We initially think to go my friend's house visiting,unfortunately,her family slept that time,so,have to cancel our plan.We went to mamak in First Garden for our 2 round.Then,we went to ChingMum's house get angpau lo...

$,angpau,$,angpau

We went out in the early morning.I think last year everyone earn more money.It is because most of the angpau I get from Wong's there contained more money this year.(Strange thing again!!).But I still angry that because there is 1 cousin 'pura-pura' and did not give angpau.Sometimes I not bias at them,but why there is some people can do such thing?They still can said are relatives!!Aiyo,I don't want continue this topic since now is CNY!!

We went back grandpa's house after lunch,so merrier.Gu Po them all already there.7 yi,6 jiu jiu,yi ma all also went back after that.Mummy actually think to stay over night there but I gave alot of 'reasons' to go back,so,she just followed me back.haha^^ The forth strange thing for me: Mummy followed me back but daddy stay overnight in Parit.

Happy CNY,everyone!!!

"Dong dong dong qiang...dong dong dong qiang...Xin Nian Lai yo"...So happy.It's first day of Chinese New Year,the happiest time in a year.Slept at 3,4am last night but 10am already woke up.After brushing teeth,of course wish my parents first..to get angpau.After that,went out to but breakfast.This CNY getting more shops opened than before.We went [GuangZhou] there buy breakfast,the 'mui mui' called me 'jie jie'.Aiyo,she is too polite,but I not very used to it.Actually I not really like to buy food during CNY,not only the higher price,it also test my patient level.Luckily I am more patient than before.Another strange thing of this CNY---Daddy did not go out today.Normally,he already went out before afternoon.

Activity at noon---watching [CJ7] of course.I have waited this movie for long time.There is not much cars on street but who knows,when we reached cinema..phew,there is a crowd gathered in front of cinema.Luckily I have booked the ticket online in the earlier time,no need waste my time for queuing,we still have time to drink something.In conclusion,[CJ7] is a worthy movie to recommend.It made all people laugh in the cinema,and also touching...GOOD!!

At night,ChingMum and Kit Go came to visit.We just chat a while then ShaoFatt came too.Fatt just persuaded me to follow him to his friend house.I just get parents' permission and followed him out.Surprisingly,daddy did not say anything.We just fetched ChoonTeen first.Now I only found that actually Fatt's friends quite similar with me.I almost know a part of his friends.Like this time,he brought me to Tokoma's house.Uncle also get surprised when he saw me.haha^^I feel little bit boring there actually.You just imagine,me,as a YukChoy student just in a gang of ShenZai people.We don't have the same topic.We stayed there until 2,3am then only went back.I just wondered why parents did not call me since it's so late,then I only know that my phone just don't know when turned off itself.When I reached home,I saw daddy just slept n the living room.Huh...Luckily he still did not say me anything...

Reunion dinner

All of us are busy today.All the houseworks left yet.Even those CNY decorations also haven't put on.Haih..how..I used so much times still can't finish them.Of course I can't finish them,I do all the things by MYSELF leh...Mummy only started mopping,cleaning today.We just feel our sweat non-stop.

Nga and I went out at the afternoon to give present and shopping.Then bath in the evening..haha..finally can wear the new clothes.

As usual, we went back Parit to the reunion dinner.We are so happy that time.But the weird thing is...grandpa's house did not welcome God of Prosperity this year!!!I remember no matter what time last few years,grandma sure will welcome the God of Prosperity wan...According to our Law's satelite,the major reason is,grandma this year not in good mood,so..did not plan to do it.And..no one dare to ask her why...haha^^

This 2 people came to 'kacau' only~~