Sorry，I let the 'Crying Yeen' escaped from my heart again...I cried a lot these few days..just like I want to cry out all the water I drink in these few days...My friends all asked me not to think so negative since the things what I scare still haven't happened yet or it will never happened.Many friends talked the same thing to me.What you all said to me,I understand,I think before too.Even myself also no idea why I just think so negative.The things maybe not as bad as I think.The worst maybe I just have to suffer around 1 year for the thing I scared.I already agreed to continue my shop after graduate here.So I will still go back.That time what I'm worrying will disappear.The things still not bad as what we think,right?!I really feel to let 'you' 24 hours staying with me,feel to hug 'you' tight,but I am scare.I scare I will get more into 'you' and cannot let 'you' go if 'that day' arrive.When I heard 'you' changed the familiar song as your ringtone just now,'you' won't know how hurt I am.I walked out because I cannot tahan my tear anymore.Your ringtones said your mind,isn't it?I really wish 'you' can say 'it is not' in front of me,I wish 'you' can insist more,I wish 'you' can be more domineering to refuse to let me go...Sometimes I will think,if 'that day' really arrive,is it only a way that we can go?Is there any other way for us?
I think I will come less here or maybe just writing all negative thing here...Sorry to all my friends if I don't reply your msn,facebook or others...
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