Pressure Again~~

Sometimes,some matters,really out of our control.Think already close file,but can change anytime.Is it human being just like changing?!I just think is a relax,warm conversation at first but end up the pressure is larger than any.I really not purposely escape from the 'reality', but this matter bringing more and more pressure to me.Everytime I just feel hard to breathe.When I just heard from the other side from phone,the anxious,problem voice just let me wanna cry again...