Trouble-ing

Regard the moving out matter,I try not to think because it's too trouble.But now almost 2010 and it's around the corner.I have thought a lot last time.But now...some 'out of expectation' happened and make me have another think.But before I want to decide this think,I need to consider in many ways.Some details in life,some think in mind...and the most important is,I have to consider many people's feeling.I don't dare to imagine how will they feel if I really decide to do that.Frankly speaking,I rather myself can don't think so much and just do what I want...but I know I can't.Maybe I need 'something' that can patronize me to make decision.....